some kind of fever dream where      
 everything  is politics and a  gun fight 
              simultaneously.             
                                          
 we  have weapons  that  deal  damage  to 
 ourselves, or no damage, according  to a 
 weird system  i  never  understand,  and 
 the  whole  dream  is about wanting to 
 understand, it's  very  pressing, it's a 
      physical feeling, that i don't      
                understand