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@,,,,,,@@@ this  body is stressed and i  don't know @@,@@,,@@@
,@,,,,,@,, why! it seems too slow for  my  taste? i ,,@@,@,@,,
,@@,,,,@@, try  to  numb its  will but it only gets ,,@,@@@@@,
,@,@,,,@,@ more frightened  by its  own  existence. @,@@@,,,,@
@@@@@,,@@@ at  this  point a lot  of my subconcious ,@@,,@,,,@
,,,,,@,@,,             is just screams.             ,@,@,@@,,@
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,@,,,@,,,@ i play  with the  though of sedating it, ,,,,,,@@@@
@@@,,@@,,@ but   decide   that  it   will  probably ,,,,,,@,,,
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