stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body  is stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for my  taste? i 
 try  to  numb its  will but it only gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at this point a  lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play  with the though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no   way    out