stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and i don't  know 
 why!  it seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try  to numb its will but  it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at this  point a  lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no    way   out