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&&&&&&&&,, this body is  stressed and i don't  know &&&&&&,,&&
&&&&&&&,,& why! it seems too  slow for my taste?  i &&&&&,,,,&
&&&&&&,,,, try to  numb its will but  it only  gets &&&&,,&&,,
,&&&&,,&&& more  frightened by  its own  existence. &&&,,,,,,,
,,&&,,,,&& at this point  a lot  of  my subconcious ,&,,&&&&&&
,,,,,&&,,&             is just screams.             ,,,,,&&&&,
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,&&,,&&&&& i play with  the though of  sedating it, &&&,,,,,,,
,,,,,,&&&& but   decide   that  it   will  probably ,&,,&&&&&&
,&&&&,,&&&                backfire.                 ,,,,,&&&&,
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&,,,,&&,,, ^^   there    is    no    way   out   ^^ &&&,,,,,,&
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