stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and  i  don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for my  taste? i 
 try  to  numb its will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at this point  a  lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though of  sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is   no    way    out