stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and  i don't know 
 why!  it seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try  to  numb its  will but it only gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at  this  point a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no    way   out