stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and  i don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow  for my taste? i 
 try  to  numb its will  but it only gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at  this point  a lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play  with the though of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is   no    way    out