stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and i don't  know 
 why! it seems  too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to numb  its will but  it  only gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at this  point  a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no    way   out