stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is  stressed and i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to  numb its will  but it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at  this  point  a lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the  though of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no    way   out