stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and  i don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow for my  taste? i 
 try to  numb its will  but it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at  this point  a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no    way    out