stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and i  don't know 
 why! it  seems  too slow for my taste? i 
 try to  numb  its will but it only  gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at  this point a lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with  the though of sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is    no   way    out