stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and i  don't  know 
 why! it seems too slow  for my  taste? i 
 try to numb  its  will  but it only gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at this  point  a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there    is    no   way   out