stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for my  taste? i 
 try  to numb its will  but it only  gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at this point  a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is    no   way    out