stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for my taste?  i 
 try  to numb  its will but  it only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at  this point  a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is    no   way    out