stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and i  don't know 
 why!  it seems  too slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb its will  but  it only  gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at  this point a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though  of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is    no    way   out