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,@,,@@@@,,                  stress                  ,,,,,,,,@,
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@@@,,@@@@@ this body is stressed  and i  don't know ,,@@@,,,,@
@@,,,,@@@@ why! it seems too slow  for my  taste? i ,,,@,,@@,,
,,,@@,,@@@ try to numb  its will  but it  only gets @@,,,,,,,,
@@,,,,,,@@ more  frightened by  its  own existence. @,,@@@@@@@
@,,@@@@,,@ at this point  a lot  of  my subconcious ,,,,@@@@@@
,,,,@@,,,,             is just screams.             @@@,,@@@@@
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,,,,@@,,@@ i play  with the  though of sedating it, ,,,@@,,@,,
@@@,,,,,,@ but  decide   that   it  will   probably @@,,,,,,,@
@@,,@@@@,,                 backfire.                @,,@@@@@,,
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@@@@,,,,,, §§   there    is    no    way   out   §§ @@@,,@,,@@
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