stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and  i  don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow for my  taste? i 
 try to  numb  its will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at this  point  a lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though  of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no    way    out