stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and i  don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for  my  taste? i 
 try to numb  its will but  it  only gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at  this point  a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the  though of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is    no   way    out