stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and i don't  know 
 why! it  seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to  numb its  will  but it only gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at this  point  a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is    no    way   out