stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it  seems  too slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb  its will but  it only  gets 
 more  frightened by  its own  existence. 
 at  this  point a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of sedating  it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is    no   way    out