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&&&&.....& THIS BODY IS STRESSED  AND I  DON'T KNOW ...&..&&&&
....&....& WHY! IT SEEMS  TOO  SLOW FOR MY TASTE? I &..&&.&...
....&&...& TRY TO NUMB  ITS WILL BUT  IT ONLY  GETS &&.&.&&&..
....&.&..& MORE  FRIGHTENED BY  ITS OWN  EXISTENCE. ..&&&&..&.
....&&&&.& AT  THIS POINT A LOT OF  MY  SUBCONCIOUS &.&...&.&&
&...&...&&             IS JUST SCREAMS.             &&&&..&&&.
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..&.&.&.&& I PLAY WITH  THE THOUGH  OF SEDATING IT, .&..&&&&.&
&.&&&&&&&. BUT   DECIDE  THAT  IT   WILL   PROBABLY &&&.&...&&
.&&......&                BACKFIRE.                 ...&&&..&.
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&&&&&....& **   THERE    IS   NO   WAY    OUT    ** .&.&&.&&&.
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