stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is  stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for my taste?  i 
 try  to numb  its will but it only  gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at  this point a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is    no   way    out