stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is  stressed and i don't know 
 why!  it seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb its  will  but it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at this point  a lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is    no   way   out