stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is  stressed and i don't know 
 why! it  seems  too slow for my taste? i 
 try  to numb its  will but it only  gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at  this point  a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is    no    way   out