stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it seems too slow for  my  taste? i 
 try to  numb  its will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened by  its own  existence. 
 at  this point  a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though  of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no   way    out