stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and i don't  know 
 why!  it seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to numb  its will but  it  only gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at  this point a lot  of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with  the though of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is    no    way    out