stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body  is stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for my  taste? i 
 try  to numb its  will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at this  point  a lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there    is   no   way    out