stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and i  don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for  my  taste? i 
 try  to  numb its  will but it only gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at  this  point a lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the  though of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no    way   out