växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel like  there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it feel  like  it 
             doesn't matter?