¨§¨§¨¨¨¨¨§                                          §¨¨§¨§¨¨§§
¨§¨§¨¨¨¨§¨                                          §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨¨§§¨                                          §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨                                          §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨                                          §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨                  ¨¨§#§¨¨                 §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨             ¨,^§########§^,¨             §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨         ¨¨¨,,=§# dreams #§=,,¨¨¨         §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨             ¨,^§########§^,¨             §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨                 ¨¨§#§¨¨                  §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨                                          §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨                    ¨,¨                   §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨                 ¨§§###§§¨                §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨                   ¨,¨                    §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨                                          §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨         internal visionary state         §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨                                          §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨            the spirit travels            §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨                                          §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨             ¨,^§########§^,¨             §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨                    ¨=¨                   §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨                                          §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨                  a cost                  §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨                (anecdote)                §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨                                          §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨                    ,,                    §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨                                          §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨ i  wake  suddenly,  and  for  a   second §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨ everything is  completely calm and  dead §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨ slowly  start   to  piece  together   my §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨        consciousness and my body.        §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨                                          §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨ then  the  fear  hits  me  and  i   feel §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨    acutely sick. something is =wrong=.   §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨                                          §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨                    ¨¨                    §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨                                          §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨ there are  circles and crosses inscribed §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨ all over my vision,  pressing in,  being §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨ almost hostile. i can feel  them squirm, §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨     their internal logic changing and    §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨ grinding trenches in my mind. it's  like §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨ language,  sentences i  can't hide from, §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨ forcefully  transcribed in my mind,  and §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨           doing damage there.            §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨                                          §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨ then  i  realize  i can't  hear anything §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨     because there's something there      §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨    already, droning everything out, a    §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨ rapid  melody,  almost caustic  in  it's §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨         particular microtonality.        §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨                                          §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨                    ,,                    §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨                                          §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨ my  surroundings are entirely calm. it's §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨             almost mocking.              §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨                                          §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨ i  feel  helpless, but  i  must  try  to §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨ escape.  to crawl on the floor searching §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨ relief,  such is my nature. turning  the §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨     lights on does nothing... getting    §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨  outside does nothing... drinking water  §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨ does noting...  but  time does  -  after §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨ doubting anything  of  this  happened in §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨             the first place.             §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨                                          §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨ my  eyes are still tense though, scared. §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨ i   don't    know    what    to    make. §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨                                          §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨              but i'm tired.              §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨                                          §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨                    ¨                     §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨                 ,,=^=,,                  §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨                    ¨                     §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨                                          §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨ this can happen  if you wander  too far, §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨ i guess?  i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨              when dreaming?              §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨ i imagine  a  prick on the nose,  that's §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨ what these are.  like you do  with a cat §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨ who comes  to close  to your sandwich... §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨                                          §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨                                          §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨                                          §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨                                          §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§¨                                          §¨§§¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨                                          §¨¨§¨§¨§¨§