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§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨¨¨¨§§¨¨
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§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨¨§§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                  ¨¨=¶=¨¨                 ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨             ¨,*£¶@####@¶£*,¨             §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§         ¨¨¨,,~£@ dreams @£~,,¨¨¨         ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨             ¨,*£¶@####@¶£*,¨             §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                 ¨¨=¶=¨¨                  ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                   ¨,¨                    ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                ¨=§@#@§=¨                 §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                   ¨,¨                    ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§         internal visionary state         ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§            the spirit travels            ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§             ¨,*£¶@####@¶£*,¨             ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                    ¨~¨                   §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                  a cost                  §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                (anecdote)                ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                    ,,                    ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ i  wake  suddenly,  and  for   a  second ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨ everything is completely  calm  and dead §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨ slowly  start   to  piece   together  my §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§        consciousness and my body.        ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ then  the   fear  hits  me  and  i  feel ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨    acutely sick. something is ~wrong~.   §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                    ¨¨                    §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨ there are circles and crosses  inscribed §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ all over  my vision,  pressing in, being ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨ almost hostile. i  can feel them squirm, §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§     their internal logic changing and    ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨ grinding trenches in my mind. it's  like §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ language,  sentences i can't  hide from, ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨ forcefully  transcribed in my  mind, and §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§            doing damage there.           ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ then  i realize  i  can't hear  anything ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨      because there's something there     §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§    already, droning everything out, a    ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨ rapid  melody, almost  caustic  in  it's §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§         particular microtonality.        ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                    ,,                    ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ my surroundings are entirely  calm. it's ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨             almost mocking.              §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨ i  feel  helpless, but  i  must  try  to §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ escape. to  crawl on the floor searching ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨ relief, such is my nature.  turning  the §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§     lights on does nothing... getting    ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨  outside does nothing... drinking water  §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ does  noting... but time  does  -  after ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ doubting anything  of  this happened  in ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨             the first place.             §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨ my eyes are still tense  though, scared. §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ i    don't   know    what    to    make. ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§              but i'm tired.              ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                    ¨                     ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                 ,,~*~,,                  §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                     ¨                    ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨                                          §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ this can happen if  you  wander too far, ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨ i  guess?  i  shouldn't  be so  reckless §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§              when dreaming?              ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨ i imagine  a  prick on the nose,  that's §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ what these are. like you do with  a  cat ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨ who comes to  close  to your sandwich... §§¨§¨§¨§¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
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§¨§§¨§¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨
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