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§¨¨§¨§§¨¨§ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD ¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨¨§§§¨¨ SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I ¨¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨§¨§§¨ SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY ¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨¨§§§ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. ¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨
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¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨§ THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL ¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§
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¨¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨ ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING §¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, ¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨ THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND ¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE §¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, ¨§¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND ¨¨§¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨ DOING DAMAGE THERE. §¨¨§¨¨§¨§§
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§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE ¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨
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¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨ RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S §¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨
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¨§¨¨¨¨§¨¨§ LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING ¨§§¨¨§¨§§¨
¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨¨ OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER ¨§§§¨¨¨§§§
§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨ DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§
§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§ THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, ¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨§
¨§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨ DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN ¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨§
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§¨¨§¨§§¨¨§ I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. §§¨¨¨¨¨§¨§
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§¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§ I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§
§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨§ WHEN DREAMING? ¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨§
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¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨§ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT §§¨¨¨§§§¨¨
¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨ WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... §§§¨¨§¨§§¨
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