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§§¨§§¨§§§¨ INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE ¨¨¨§§§¨§¨§
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§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ THE SPIRIT TRAVELS ¨§¨§§¨§¨¨¨
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§¨§§¨§¨¨§¨ I WAKE SUDDENLY, AND FOR A SECOND §§¨§¨§¨¨§§
¨§§¨§§§¨§§ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD §¨§§§§§¨§¨
¨§¨§§¨¨§§¨ SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I §§§¨¨¨¨§§§
§§§§¨§¨§¨§ SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY ¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨¨
§¨¨¨§§§§§§ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. ¨¨¨§§¨¨§§¨
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¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨ THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL ¨¨¨§§§§§§§
§¨§§§¨§¨¨¨ ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS »WRONG». ¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨
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§¨§§¨¨¨§§¨ THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED §§¨§¨¨¨§¨¨
§§§¨§¨¨§¨§ ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING ¨¨§§§¨¨§§¨
§¨¨§§§¨§§§ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§§¨¨ THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND §§§§¨§§§§§
§§§§§¨§¨§¨ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE ¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨
§¨¨¨¨§§§§§ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, ¨¨¨¨§¨§¨¨¨
§§¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND §¨¨¨§§§§¨¨
§¨§¨¨§§¨¨¨ DOING DAMAGE THERE. §§¨¨§¨¨¨§¨
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¨¨¨¨§§§§§¨ THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING §§§§§¨§¨§¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§ BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE ¨¨¨¨¨§§§§§
§¨¨¨§§¨¨¨§ ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A ¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨
§§¨¨§¨§¨¨§ RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S ¨¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨
§¨§¨§§§§¨§ PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY. ¨¨¨¨¨§¨§¨¨
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§§§¨¨§¨§§¨ MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S ¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§
¨¨¨§¨§§§¨§ ALMOST MOCKING. ¨§§§§§§§§§
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§§¨§¨¨§¨§¨ I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO §¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
§¨§§§¨§§§§ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING ¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨
§§§¨¨§§¨¨¨ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE §§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨ LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING §¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨
§§¨§§§§§§¨ OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER ¨§§§§¨§¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§ DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER ¨§¨¨¨§§§¨¨
§§§¨§¨¨¨¨§ THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, §§§¨¨§¨¨§¨
§¨¨§§§¨¨¨§ DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN §¨¨§¨§§¨§§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨¨§ THE FIRST PLACE. §§¨§§§¨§§¨
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§§¨¨¨§§¨§§ MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. §¨§¨§¨§¨§§
¨¨§¨¨§¨§§¨ I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. §§§§§§§§§¨
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§¨§¨§§¨¨§§ BUT I'M TIRED. ¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
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§§¨§§¨§§§¨ THIS CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER TOO FAR, ¨¨¨§§§¨§¨§
¨¨§§¨§§¨¨§ I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS §¨¨§¨¨§§§§
§¨§¨§§¨§¨§ WHEN DREAMING? ¨§¨§§¨§¨¨¨
§§§§§¨§§§§ I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S ¨§§§¨§§§¨¨
§¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT ¨§¨¨§§¨¨§¨
§§¨¨¨§¨§¨¨ WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... ¨§§¨§¨§¨§§
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