jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)
third report
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,,,,,,,,,, i felt the all too familiar ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, constriction of everything, the ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, vividness of sound and colors, and the ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, narrowed attention span. ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,~ here it comes, i thought. ~,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,~~= some birds tweeted and the sound =~~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,~~=* reverberated in my head, seemingly *=~~,,,,,,
,,,,,~~=*$ "behind" all other sound, like when you $*=~~,,,,,
,,,,~~=*$& daydream and see what you imagine &$*=~~,,,,
,,,~~=*$&# clearer than what you look at. #&$*=~~,,,
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,~~=*$&### as i walked toward my bike i noticed ###&$*=~~,
,,~~=*$&## that there was a strange humming sound ##&$*=~~,,
,,,~~=*$&# going on, a dark, metallic, drone-like #&$*=~~,,,
,,,,~~=*$& monotone thing coming from seemingly &$*=~~,,,,
,,,,,~~=*$ all directions, acting as a backdrop $*=~~,,,,,
,,,,,,~~=* for all other sound. *=~~,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,~~ as i rode toward my house i understood ~~,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,~ that this hum was in the other "sound ~,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, space" as well. ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, (i recorded myself singing in tune with ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, the sound, so i could find it on the ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, piano later. it was a g sharp). ,,,,,,,,,,
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&,,,&&,,,, things lost all sense of proportion; &&&,,,,&,&
&,,&,&,,,& when i looked at them they would fill ,,&,,,&&&,
&,&&&&,,&, my entire vision, and without anything ,&&,,&,,&&
&&,,,&,&&& changing visually they would oscillate &,&,&&,&,,
,&,,&&&,,& between being percieved as very small &&&&,&&&,&
&&,&,,&,&& or enourmously big. ,,,&&,,&&&
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&,,&&,,&,& in the middle of the day in a forest ,&&&&&&,,,
&,&,&,&&&& with nobody around, i got struck by &,,,,,&,,&
&&&&&&,,,, fear and climbed a great height. my &,,,,&&,&,
,,,,,&,,,& inner organs were tugged by a second &,,,&,&&&&
,,,,&&,,&& gravity. this made me feel very ill, &,,&&&,,,&
,,,&,&,&,, but it lessened if i complied and &,&,,&,,&&
,,&&&&&&,& lunged my body in the felt direction. &&&,&&,&,&
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&&,,,,&,&& this is when i found a dark orb ,&,&&,,,,&
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