,,,,~\**$@ @$**\~,,,,
,^~\*$@@## ##@@$*\~^,
,^~\*$@@## ##@@$*\~^,
,^~\*$@### ###@$*\~^,
,^~\*$@@## ##@@$*\~^,
,^~\*$@@## #@,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,@ ##@@$*\~^,
,^~\*$@@## , , ##@@$*\~^,
,^~\*$@@## , the dream , ##@@$*\~^,
,^~\*$@@## , of being swallowed , ##@@$*\~^,
,^~\*$@@## , by the beast. , ##@@$*\~^,
,,^~~~*$@# , , #@$*~~~^,,
,^~\*$@### #@,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,@ ###@$*\~^,
,^~\*$@@@@ @@@@$*\~^,
,^~\*$$@@@ # inside ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ # @@@$$*\~^,
,,,,^^\\$@ , an animal , as if , to be safe @$\\^^,,,,
,^~\*$@@## ##@@$*\~^,
,^~\*$@@## ,,######,,,###,,,###, ##@@$*\~^,
,^~\*$@@## ~^,#### ~^,###~^, ####~, ##@@$*\~^,
,^~\*$@@## ~^,#### ~^,###~^, ####~, ##@@$*\~^,
,,,,^~*@@# the dream of resting inside another #@@*~^,,,,
,,,,,^\\$@ animal. thats how it starts, @$\\^,,,,,
,^~\*$$$$@ ~^, with the dream, ,^~ @$$$$*\~^,
,^~\*$@@## ~^,####~^,###~^,####~, ##@@$*\~^,
,^~\*$@@## but this time i was curious of where it ##@@$*\~^,
,^~\*$@@@@ was going, @@@@$*\~^,
,^~\\\$@@@ #\\ ~~~~~~~~~~ \\# @@@$\\\~^,
,,,,~\$@@@ \\ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ \\ @@@$\~,,,,
,^~\*$@@@@ @@@@$*\~^,
,^~\*$@@@@ the first gate is the lips @@@@$*\~^,
,^~\*$@@## ##@@$*\~^,
,,,^^^\*@@ , , to get at the throat. , @@*\^^^,,,
,~\*$@@### ###@@$*\~,
,^~\*$@@## to be falling into the water, the ##@@$*\~^,
,^~\*$@@## ocean, the void, but it must be done in ##@@$*\~^,
,^~\*$@@## the right way - in a very specific way. ##@@$*\~^,
,^~\*@@### ###@@*\~^,
,,,,,,^\$@ \^^^~~~~~~~~~~~\\\\^^^^^^^\^~~~~^^^^^\^ @$\^,,,,,,
,,,,,^~*@@ ^^^\\\\\\\^^^^\~^ @@*~^,,,,,
,^~\*$@@## ^^^\\\~~~^\~\\\~^^^\~~~~\\\\\\\^ ##@@$*\~^,
,^~\*$@@## ^^^^\^~~^\\^\\\\\\\\\\ ##@@$*\~^,
,^~\**$$@# \\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\ \\\\\\\\\\\\\ #@$$**\~^,
,^~\*$@@## it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's ##@@$*\~^,
,,^^~~*@@# slow... graceful... but then it gets #@@*~~^^,,
,,,^^^~**@ too much and you faint. @**~^^^,,,
,^~\*@@### \#^^\~^^^^~^~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~\\\\\\\ ###@@*\~^,
,,,~~*$$$@ \\\\\\\\\\\\\ (you will feel very close @$$$*~~,,,
,^~\*$@@## to nature) ##@@$*\~^,
,,,,^\\$@# \#^^\~^^^^~^~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~\\\\\\\ #@$\\^,,,,
,^~\*$@### \\\\\\\\\\\\\ (you will feel very close ###@$*\~^,
,^~\*$$@@# to the beast that is everything) #@@$$*\~^,
,,,,^^\$@# \#^^\~^^^^~^~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~\\\\\\\ #@$\^^,,,,
,,,,^~*$@@ \\\\\\\\\\\\\ (only through its help) @@$*~^,,,,
,^~\*$@@## \#^^\~^^^^~^~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~\\ (very ##@@$*\~^,
,^~\*$@@## hard to get here without the aid of the ##@@$*\~^,
,,,,~\\$@@ beast) \\\ (state where the human is @@$\\~,,,,
,^~\*$@### submerged in the animal) \\\ \\ ###@$*\~^,
,^~\*$@@## (becoming the animal) \\\ (forget ##@@$*\~^,
,,,^\\$@@# everything else) \\\ \\ (my soul is the #@@$\\^,,,
,^~\*$@@@# beast's soul) \\\ (a sludgy sense of #@@@$*\~^,
,^~\*$@@## satisfaction. it's good) \\\ (it's ##@@$*\~^,
,,,,~**$$@ good) \\\ \\ (breathing heavily) \\\ @$$**~,,,,
,,,,^\*$@@ \\\ \\ (the two souls will move @@$*\^,,,,
,,,,~~\$@# together) \\\ (merge and dissolve) \\\ #@$\~~,,,,
,^~\**$$@@ (collective body) \\\ (rearranged and @@$$**\~^,
,^~\*$@@## reordered) \\\ (the individual is not ##@@$*\~^,
,,,,,,^\$@ so important) @$\^,,,,,,
,^~\*$$@@# #@@$$*\~^,
,^~\*$@### ###@$*\~^,
,^~\*$@@## ##@@$*\~^,
,,^~~*$@@@ @@@$*~~^,,
,^~\*$@@## ##@@$*\~^,