&&.&&..&&& .&.&&.&&.&
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&.&&&&&.&& ..&&.&&.&.
&&....&&.. .&.&&.&&&&
.&...&.&.. &&&.&&....
&&..&&&&.. #&.....................................& ..&&.&....
.&.&...&.. . . .&.&&&...&
&&&&..&&.& . the dream . &&&..&..&&
...&.&.&&& . of being swallowed . ..&.&&.&..
..&&&&&... . by the beast. . .&&&.&&&..
.&....&..& . . &..&&..&..
&&...&&.&. #&.....................................& &.&.&.&&..
.&..&.&&&& &&&&&&.&.&
&&.&&&.... # inside ---------------- # .....&&&&&
.&&..&...& . an animal . as if . to be safe ....&.....
&.&.&&..&. ...&&.....
&&&&.&.&&& ..####@#...###...###. ..&.&....&
...&&&&... -~.#### -~.###-~. ####-. .&&&&...&.
..&...&..& -~.#### -~.###-~. ####-. &...&..&&.
.&&..&&.&. the dream of resting inside another &..&&.&.&.
&.&.&.&&&. animal. thats how it starts, &.&.&&&&&.
&&&&&&..&& -~. with the dream, .~- &&&&....&&
.....&.&.& -~.####-~.###-~.####-. ...&...&..
....&&&&&& but this time i was curious of where it ..&&..&&..
...&...... was going, .&.&.&.&..
..&&...... @// ---------- //@ &&&&&&&&..
.&.&.....& // -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- // .......&..
&&&&....&& ......&&..
...&...&.& the first gate is the lips .....&.&.&
..&&..&&&& ....&&&&&&
.&.&.&.... . . to get at the throat. . ...&.....&
&&&&&&.... ..&&....&&
.....&.... to be falling into the water, the .&.&...&..
....&&...& ocean, the void, but it must be done in &&&&..&&..
...&.&..&& the right way - in a very specific way. ...&.&.&..
..&&&&.&.& ..&&&&&&..
.&...&&&&. /~~~-----------////~~~~~~~/~----~~~~~/~ .&.....&..
&&..&...&. ~~~///////~~~~/-~ &&....&&..
.&.&&..&&& ~~~///---~/-///-~~~/----///////~ .&...&.&.&
&&&.&.&... ~~~~/~--~//~////////// &&..&&&&&&
..&&&&&... ///////////////////// ///////////// .&.&......
.&....&..& it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's &&&&......
&&...&&.&& slow... graceful... but then it gets ...&......
.&..&.&&.. too much and you faint. ..&&.....&
&&.&&&.&.. /#~~/-~~~~-~---------------/////// .&.&....&&
.&&..&&&.. ///////////// (you will feel very close &&&&...&..
&.&.&..&.. to nature) ...&..&&..
&&&&&.&&.& /#~~/-~~~~-~---------------/////// ..&&.&.&.&
....&&.&&. ///////////// (you will feel very close .&.&&&&&&.
...&.&&.&& to the beast that is everything) &&&.....&.
..&&&.&&.. /#~~/-~~~~-~---------------/////// ..&....&&.
.&..&&.&.& ///////////// (only through its help) .&&...&.&.
&&.&.&&&&& /#~~/-~~~~-~---------------// (very &.&..&&&&.
.&&&&..... hard to get here without the aid of the &&&.&...&&
&...&....& beast) /// (state where the human is ..&&&..&.&
&..&&...&& submerged in the animal) /// // .&..&.&&&.
&.&.&..&.. (becoming the animal) /// (forget &&.&&&..&&
&&&&&.&&.. everything else) /// // (my soul is the .&&..&.&..
....&&.&.& beast's soul) /// (a sludgy sense of &.&.&&&&.&
...&.&&&&& satisfaction. it's good) /// (it's &&&&...&&&
..&&&....& good) /// // (breathing heavily) /// ...&..&..&
.&..&...&. /// // (the two souls will move ..&&.&&.&&
&&.&&..&&& together) /// (merge and dissolve) /// .&.&&.&&.&
.&&.&.&..& (collective body) /// (rearranged and &&&.&&.&&.
&.&&&&&.&& reordered) /// (the individual is not ..&&.&&.&.
&&....&&.. so important) .&.&&.&&&&
.&...&.&.. &&&.&&....
&&..&&&&.. ..&&.&....
.&.&...&.. .&.&&&...&
&&&&..&&.& &&&..&..&&
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