all i  want is eternal bliss?   all 
 i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then 
 sleep.    all  i   want  is  to  be 
 strapped   to   a   hostpital   bed  and 
 injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. 
    gutter  snakes,   ground  snakes 
   i'm  on  an astral  plane, slowly 
 sinking into the  earth's embrace   
 the  snakes  like  waves over  me   
 muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in 
 rain  eyelids closing    all i 
 want is to be  strapped  to a chair, and 
 have  wolf blood forcibly pumped into me 
  i  want to be healed by  an  angel 
 or                a                demon