ketamine, ket, "horse tranquilizer"    
                                          
                                        
  
                                        
                                          
 still  unknown to me, other than through 
   dreams*. apparently made for making    
 holes. they may be dark  and monochrome. 
              they may not.               
                                          
 white  powder,  dosed  by  way  of  key? 
                                          
                                        
  
                                        
                                          
 *a  red  cylinder,  wide  as  a  finger. 
      glossy freckled ceramics, with      
     something organic inside, being      
 corrupted before your eyes  - turning to 
 ash, but there's no flame. you  hold  it 
 up  to your nose,  suck  it  in  with  a 
 sharp  inhale.  exit  to   the  balcony. 
                                          
 here  on the fifth  floor,  with  a view 
 over   the  parking  lot,  things  start 
      folding into each other, like       
  collapsing a cardboard box. dimensions  
    becoming flat and adjacent. pressed   
 into each other.  creases  are flattened 
 out, distances disappear, the  world  is 
 mangled  down  to  two  dimensions.  and 
 suddenly  light  falls on  the  edge  of 
 everything  rather than the  surface: it 
        all goes completely dark.