¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨ ¨¨&&&&&¨¨¨
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¨&¨¨&&¨¨&¨ ¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨&&¨¨¨&&&&
¨&&&&&&&&¨ ¨¨¨¨&¨¨&&¨
¨¨&&&&&&¨¨ always tears in my eyes when using the &&&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
&¨¨&&&&¨¨& machine. &&¨¨&&&&&&
¨¨¨¨&&¨¨¨¨ &¨¨¨¨&&&&&
¨&&¨¨¨¨&&& i don't think it's hormonal overload. ¨¨&&¨¨&&&¨
¨¨¨¨&&¨¨&& there's no grief or joy as my water &¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨
&&&¨¨¨¨¨¨& rolls down my face. i notice nothing ¨¨&&&&¨¨¨&
&&¨¨&&&&¨¨ until my chin is wet. wipe it off with &¨¨&&¨¨&¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨&&¨¨¨ the back of my hand. but i usually keep ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
&&&&¨¨¨¨&& crying for a while. ¨&&&&&&&&&
&&&¨¨&&¨¨& ¨¨&&&&&&&&
&&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ i theorize some kind of resonance in &¨¨&&&&&&&
&¨¨&&&&&&& the neural interface; some saturation ¨¨¨¨&&&&&&
¨¨¨¨&&&&&& signal being tripped? the connection is ¨&&¨¨&&&&&
¨&&¨¨&&&&& imperfect and often induces ¨¨¨¨¨¨&&&¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨&&&& single-sense hallucinations. acute but ¨&&&&¨¨&¨¨
&&&&&¨¨&&& hollow hunger. sand grains under my ¨¨&&¨¨¨¨¨&
&&&&¨¨¨¨&& fingertips. strange tastes and scents. ¨¨¨¨¨&&&¨¨
¨&&¨¨&&¨¨& &&&&¨¨&¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ and i mean, maybe it isn't to far ¨&&¨¨¨¨¨&&
¨&&&&&&&&& fetched that something like that can ¨¨¨¨&&&¨¨¨
¨¨&&&&&&&& cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth. ¨&&¨¨&¨¨&&
¨¨¨&&&&&&& finger spasms. opened tear ducts. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&&& ¨¨&&&&&&&¨
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