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&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ MOUSE GIRL LIKES SHOES ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
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&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ IN THIS DREAM I WAS A GIRL OF MAYBE ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ SIXTEEN YEARS, TOGETHER WITH MY DAD IN ¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ A HUGE BATH HOUSE / SPA / HOTEL / ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ SHOPPING CENTRE. DAD WAS CONSTATLY ¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ POINTING OUT HOT GIRLS TO ME. "YOU SEE ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ THAT BLACK-HAIRED THING DISSAPEARING ¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ BEHIND THE CLOTHES RACK? OOF!" HE'D ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ SAY. HE WAS ALWAYS VERY CREEPY ABOUT ¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ THIS, GOING FOR GIRLS MY AGE. ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
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&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ THIS NIGHT HE HAD JUST TRIED TO WOO A ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ GIRL HE CALLED A "MOUSE" BY BUYING HER ¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ SHOES, BUT SHE HAD ACCEPTED THEM ONLY ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ TO RUN AWAY IMMEDIATELY AFTERWARD. DAD ¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ WAS A BIT BUMMED BUT DROPPED IT ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ QUICKLY. I SAID GOODNIGHT TO HIM AND ¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ WENT LOOKING FOR THE MOUSE. ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
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&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ THE BUILDING WAS ENORMOUS AND MAZELIKE. ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ WALLS, FLOORS AND PILLARS WERE SET IN ¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ GREEN MARBLE. THROUGHOUT THE HOUSE RAN ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ A MAIN BOULEVARD, WIDE AS A STREET, ¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ FRAMED WITH CLAY VASES DARK AS OBSIDIAN ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ AND TALLER THAN A PERSON. IN EACH VASE ¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ WAS PLACED UPRIGHT A LEAF FROM A PALM ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ TREE OR GIANT FERN. THE BOULEVARD WAS ¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ DIMLY LIT, WHICH ALLOWED THE POOLS THAT ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ WERE GENEROUSLY SPRINKLED THROUGHOUT ¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ EACH FLOOR WOULD REFLECT SUGGESTIVE ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ PATTERNS ON THE MARBLE. ¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨
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&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ FOLLOWING THE BOULEVARD, TWO FLOORS UP ¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ I FOUND HER CRYING BEHIND TWO FERN ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ VASES. SHE WAS BEAUTIFUL, AND AS I ¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ APPROACHED, SHE LOOKED UP AND SNIVELED. ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ IN THE NEAREST VASE SHE HAD STUFFED ¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ BOTH THE SHOES. ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
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&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ I TOLD HER TO FOLLOW, BUT SHE DIDN'T ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ MOVE OR SPEAK. SO INSTEAD I SAID TO ¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ STAY THERE, AND RAN TO GET HER A BETTER ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ PAIR OF SHOES THAT SHE WOULD ACTUALLY ¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ LIKE. WHEN I RETURNED, HAVING SPENT ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ MORE THAN I COULD REALLY AFFORD, SHE ¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ WAS VISIBLY IMPRESSED. I TRIED TO SOUND ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ COOL, SAYING SOMETHING LIKE "WHAT DO ¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ YOU THINK, JUST BECAUSE A GIRL HAS A ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ FREAKY DAD, SHE DOESN'T HAVE TASTE?" ¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ BUT MOUSE GIRL JUST LAUGHED AT ME. ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
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&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ SHE THEN TOOK ME BY THE HAND AND LED ME ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ OUT A SIDE ROUTE TO A CLOSED-OFF ¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ ROOFTOP WALKING GARDEN, FULL OF JUNIPER ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ AND THUJA. IT WAS A LATE EVENING, AND ¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ THE STARS WERE GLITTERING. BEING ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ CLOSED, THE GARDEN HAD ITS LIGHT TURNED ¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ OFF, BUT WE COULD STILL SEE OUR WAY ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ AROUND BY THE LIGHT SHINING DOWN FROM ¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ THE WINDOWS OF THE HIGHER FLOORS. ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
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&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ SHE LAY DOWN IN A PATCH OF GRASS. I SAT ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ DOWN ON MY KNEES, AND THEN CRAWLED ¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ CLOSER. SHE LAUGHED AT ME AGAIN, AND ¨&¨&&¨&¨&¨
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ SAID - ¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨
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&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ (HERE I AM AWAKENED BY THE MORNING CREW) ¨&¨¨&¨&¨&¨
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