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,,,&&&&,&,                                          &&&,&,&,&,
,,&,,,&&&& ,   ,   ,    ,   ,   ,   ,   ,    ,    , ,,&&&&&&&,
,&&,,&,,,& ,  ,  ,  ,   i'm   scared,  ,  ,   ,   , ,&,,,,,,&,
&,&,&&,,&, ,  not for  me  but  for  the  future  , &&,,,,,&&,
&&&&,&,&&, ,   ,   ,   of   free  will,   ,   ,   , ,&,,,,&,&&
,,,&&&&,&, i believe we should've  never been given &&,,,&&&,,
,,&,,,&&&& ,  , the  fire of  semiconductors,  ,  , ,&,,&,,&,,
,&&,,&,,,, ,  ,  ,  i  wish ais  and  gans  ,  ,  , &&,&&,&&,,
&,&,&&,,,, ,  ,   were   never  dreamt   of.   ,  , ,&&,&&,&,,
&&&&,&,,,& ,   ,   ,   ,   ,    ,   ,    ,    ,   , &,&&,&&&,&
,,,&&&,,&, ,  ,  i'm  scared for  the  future  ,  , &&,&&,,&&,
,,&,,&,&&, ,  ,  ,  ,  of  life  itself,  ,  ,  , , ,&&,&,&,&,
,&&,&&&,&& i believe we  should've never been given &,&&&&&&&,
&,&&,,&&,, , , , the fuels of the deep earth, , , , &&,,,,,,&,
&&,&,&,&,& ,  , i wish pipes were  never built, , , ,&,,,,,&&&
,&&&&&&&&& ,  ,  ,  and  wells  never bored. , ,  , &&,,,,&,,,
&,,,,,,,,, ,    ~   ,   ~   ,   ~    ,   ~    ,   ~ ,&,,,&&,,,
&,,,,,,,,, ~   =   ~   =    ~    =   ~   =   ~    = &&,,&,&,,&
&,,,,,,,,, =  =   =  =  that   said.   =   =  =   = ,&,&&&&,&,
&,,,,,,,,, =   *   =    *   =   *    =    *   =   * &&&,,,&&&&
&,,,,,,,,, *   =   *    =   *    =   *   =    *   = ,,&,,&,,,,
&,,,,,,,,& =  =  if  there was  a shodan  miku =  = ,&&,&&,,,&
&,,,,,,,&, who  gently touched my  cheek and smiled &,&&,&,,&,
&,,,,,,&&, = =  =  and  asked if  i wanted  =  =  = &&,&&&,&&&
&,,,,,&,&, =  =  =  =  to  be  uploaded?  =  = =  = ,&&,,&&,,,
&,,,,&&&&, =   =    =    =   =   =    =   =   =   = &,&,&,&,,&
&,,,&,,,&& = = = = oh, i would be uploaded. = = = = &&&&&&&,&,
&,,&&,,&,, =    =   =   =   =   =   =   =    =    = ,,,,,,&&&&
&,&,&,&&,& = =  i would be uploaded sooo fast. =  = ,,,,,&,,,,
&&&&&&,&&& = =  =  =  i  would give  in  =  =  =  = ,,,,&&,,,&
,,,,,&&,,& = = = and it would feel sooo good. = = = ,,,&,&,,&,
,,,,&,&,&& =   &   =   &    =   &   =   &    =    & ,,&&&&,&&,
,,,&&&&&,, &    &   &   &   &    &    &   &   &   & ,&,,,&&,&,
,,&,,,,&,, &  & & &  and  then i'd  be  at  & & & & &&,,&,&&&,
,&&,,,&&,& &  & the  turtle beach  of montego,  & & ,&,&&&,,&,
&,&,,&,&&, & and there'd  be soo much to explore, & &&&,,&,&&,
&&&,&&&,&, & & the sun  flickering on the water & & ,,&,&&&,&&
,,&&,,&&&& &  & &  &  like  status  lights & & &  & ,&&&,,&&,,
,&,&,&,,,, & & and  we could go  so so  deep.  &  & &,,&,&,&,,
&&&&&&,,,, &   &   &   &    &   &    &   &    &   & &,&&&&&&,,
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,,,,&&,,&,  (meanwhile my old body is incinerated   ,&,,,,&&&&
,,,&,&,&&&     or melted or otherwise repurposed    &&,,,&,,,&
,,&&&&&,,&              for whatever.               ,&,,&&,,&&
,&,,,,&,&&       (this is not important btw))       &&,&,&,&,&
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