växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't  know how i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want  to, can i make 
 it feel  like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?