växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it  feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?