växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how i  let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to, can  i  make 
 it  feel  like  there is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?