växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid?  if i really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?