växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how  i let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?