växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can i  make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?