växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how i  let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make  it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?