växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?