växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can  i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?