växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?