växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make  it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?