växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how i  let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i  make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?