växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel like  there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?