växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i  really want to,  can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?