växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i  make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?