växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can  i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?