växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really  want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?