växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to,  can i make 
 it  feel like  there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?