stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for  my  taste? i 
 try to  numb its will but  it  only gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at this  point  a lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the  though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is    no   way   out