stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body  is stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for my taste?  i 
 try to numb its  will  but it only  gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this point  a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the  though of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is    no   way   out