stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for my taste?  i 
 try  to numb its  will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at this point a lot  of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the  though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no    way   out