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,,@,,@,@,, this  body  is stressed and i don't know @@,,,@,,@@
,@@,@@@@,@ why! it  seems too slow for  my taste? i ,@,,@@,@,@
@,@@,,,@@, try to  numb its will  but it  only gets @@,@,@@@@@
@@,@,,@,@, more  frightened by  its own  existence. ,@@@@,,,,,
,@@@,@@@@, at  this point a  lot  of my subconcious @,,,@,,,,@
@,,@@,,,@@             is just screams.             @,,@@,,,@@
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@@@@@,@@,, i play with  the though of  sedating it, @@@@@,@@,@
,,,,@@,@,, but   decide  that  it   will   probably ,,,,@@,@@,
,,,@,@@@,,                backfire.                 ,,,@,@@,@,
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,@,,@,@@,, ==    there   is    no   way   out    == ,@,,@@,,@,
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