stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and i  don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for my  taste? i 
 try  to  numb its  will but it only gets 
 more frightened  by  its  own existence. 
 at  this point a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the  though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is   no   way    out