stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and i don't  know 
 why! it  seems too slow  for my taste? i 
 try to numb its will  but it  only  gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this point  a lot  of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there    is   no   way   out