stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body  is stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for  my taste? i 
 try to numb  its  will  but it only gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at this point  a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is    no   way    out