stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for my  taste? i 
 try  to  numb  its will but it only gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at this point a lot  of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no    way   out