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&&,,&&&,,, this  body is stressed and  i don't know ,&,&&&,,&,
&,&,&,,&,, why! it seems  too slow for my  taste? i ,&&&,,&,&&
,&&&&&,&&, try  to numb its will  but it  only gets &&,,&,&&&,
,&,,,,&&,& more  frightened by its  own  existence. ,,&,&&&,,&
&&&,,,&,&& at this point  a lot  of my  subconcious ,,&&&,,&,&
,,,&,,&&&,             is just screams.             &,&,,&,&&&
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&&,&,&&&,& i play  with the though  of sedating it, ,&,,&&,,&,
&,&&&&,,&& but   decide  that  it   will   probably ,&&,&,&,&&
,&&,,,&,&,                backfire.                 ,&,&&&&&&,
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&&&&&,&,,, ==    there    is    no   way   out   == ,,,,&,,,,&
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