stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and  i don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow  for my taste? i 
 try to numb  its  will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at this  point a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is    no   way    out