stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and i  don't  know 
 why!  it seems too slow  for my taste? i 
 try to  numb its  will  but it only gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at this  point a  lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is    no   way    out