stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body  is stressed and i don't know 
 why! it  seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb  its will but  it  only gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at  this  point  a lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with  the though of sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is    no   way   out