stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body  is stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for my  taste? i 
 try  to numb its will but it  only  gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this  point  a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though of  sedating  it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is   no   way    out