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,&,&,,&,,& always  tears in my  eyes when using the &&&&&&&&&&
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&&,,,&,&&, i don't  think  it's hormonal  overload. &,&,,,,,,,
&,&,,&&&,& there's  no  grief  or  joy as  my water &&&&,,,,,,
&&&&,&,,&& rolls  down  my  face. i notice  nothing ,,,,&,,,,,
&,,,&&&,&, until my chin  is wet.  wipe it off with &,,,&&,,,,
&&,,&,,&&& the back of my hand. but i usually  keep ,&,,&,&,,,
&,&,&&,&,,           crying for a while.            ,&&,&&&&,,
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&,,,,&&,,& i  theorize some  kind  of resonance  in &,&&,&,,&&
,&,,,&,&,&  the neural interface; some saturation   &&&,&&&,&,
,&&,,&&&&& signal being tripped?  the connection is ,,,&&,,&&&
&&,&,&,,,,       imperfect and often induces        ,,,&,&,&,,
&,&&&&&,,,  single-sense hallucinations. acute but  &,,&&&&&&,
&&&,,,,&,, hollow  hunger.  sand  grains  under  my ,&,&,,,,,&
,,,&,,,&&,  fingertips. strange tastes and scents.  ,&&&&,,,,&
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,&,&,&,&&& and  i  mean,  maybe  it  isn't  to  far ,,&,,&&,,&
&&&&&&&&,, fetched  that something  like  that  can ,,&&,&,&,&
,,,,,,,,&,  cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth.  ,,&,&&&&&&
&,,,,,,,&&    finger spasms. opened tear ducts.     &,&&&,,,,,
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