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¨¨¨:~^=£§@ TRUSTED CAR, AND SOMETIMES MY MOTHERS @§£=^~:¨¨¨
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¨¨:~^=£§@@ ETERNAL DARK THAT SEEMED TO SURROUND @@§£=^~:¨¨
¨¨¨:~^=£§@ US. SHE SEEMED TO CAST THIS VEIL OVER @§£=^~:¨¨¨
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¨¨:~^=£§@@ AROUND, ENVELOPING ALL MY MEMORIES OF @@§£=^~:¨¨
¨¨¨:~^=£§@ OUR TIME TOGETHER. @§£=^~:¨¨¨
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¨:~^=£§@@# THERE WAS BLOOD EVERYWHERE. SOMETIMES #@@§£=^~:¨
¨¨:~^=£§@@ THE BLOOD WAS HER RED LIPSTICK OR HER @@§£=^~:¨¨
¨¨¨:~^=£§@ CHECKERED SHIRT. SHE WAS ON TELEVISION. @§£=^~:¨¨¨
¨¨:~^=£§@@ WE DID CRIME, AND WE MADE WEIRD @@§£=^~:¨¨
¨:~^=£§@@# STRUCTURES IN THE BARN, TALL PILLARS OF #@@§£=^~:¨
¨¨:~^=£§@@ DARK WOOD, LADDERS AND PLATEAUS, FIRES @@§£=^~:¨¨
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¨¨:~^=£§@@ AND DRINK THERE AND SHE WOULD GO IN THE @@§£=^~:¨¨
¨:~^=£§@@# TELEVISION. #@@§£=^~:¨
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¨¨:~^=£§@@ AWAY. EVERYTHING CHANGED... I YEARNED, @@§£=^~:¨¨
¨:~^=£§@@# AND THE WORLD BECAME DULL AROUND ME. #@@§£=^~:¨
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¨¨¨:~^=£§@ SOMETIMES I COULD STILL SEE HER @§£=^~:¨¨¨
¨¨:~^=£§@@ FLASHING BY ON THE TV IN THE BARN. @@§£=^~:¨¨
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¨¨:~^=£§@@ FACILITY. BY THIS TIME THEY HAD BEEN @@§£=^~:¨¨
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¨¨:~^=£§@@ OVER THE CAR, CRASHED IT INTO A ROCK @@§£=^~:¨¨
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¨¨¨:~^=£§@ BEEN A BRIGHT DAY. AROUND ME WHERE @§£=^~:¨¨¨
¨¨:~^=£§@@ DOZENS OF CRASHED CARS, ALL MY CAR, @@§£=^~:¨¨
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¨¨:~^=£§@@ DARKNESS. I KNEW THE WAY THE SKY @@§£=^~:¨¨
¨¨¨:~^=£§@ TOUCHED THE GROUND. THIS WAS HER DOING! @§£=^~:¨¨¨
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