växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how i  let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really  want  to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?