växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know  how i let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really  want  to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?