växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make  it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?