växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel like  there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can  i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?