växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid?  if i  really want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make  it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?