växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel like  there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?