växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really  want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?