växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i  really want to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make  it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?