växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?