växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how i  let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if  i really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make  it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?