växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't  know how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it  feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?