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...&&...&. the  apartment smells of old  coffee and ...&&..&&&
..&.&..&&& sweeteners. i don't know how  i  let  it ..&.&.&..&
.&&&&.&... get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. .&&&&&&.&&
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&..&..&.&& i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room &....&.&&.
&.&&.&&&.& changes shape a lot.  right now  there's &...&&&.&&
&&.&&..&&& a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i &..&..&&..
.&&.&.&..&     experiment with different colored    &.&&.&.&.&
&.&&&&&.&&       lights. i'm learning things.       &&.&&&&&&&
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.&...&.&.& my thoughts  are revolving around  time, &.&......&
&&..&&&&&. and the perception of it. can i make  it &&&.....&&
.&.&....&. rigid? if  i really  want to, can i make ..&....&..
&&&&...&&& it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? .&&...&&..
...&..&...    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     &.&..&.&.&
..&&.&&..& important  - can i make it feel like  it &&&.&&&&&&
.&.&&.&.&.             doesn't matter?              ..&&.....&
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