växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can i  make 
 it  feel  like there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make  it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?