växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how  i let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a  lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can  i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?