växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know  how i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i  make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?