växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if  i really want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?