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&&&,,,,&,& ,   ,    ,    ,    ,   ,   ,   ,   ,   , ,&,&,&&,&&
,,&,,,&&&& ,  ,   ,  ,  i'm   scared,  ,   ,   ,  , &&&&&,&&,,
,&&,,&,,,, ,  not  for  me  but  for the  future  , ,,,,&&,&,,
&,&,&&,,,, ,   ,   ,  of   free   will,   ,   ,   , ,,,&,&&&,,
&&&&,&,,,, i believe  we should've never been given ,,&&&,,&,&
,,,&&&,,,& ,  , the  fire of  semiconductors,  ,  , ,&,,&,&&&,
,,&,,&,,&, ,  ,  ,  i  wish  ais  and  gans ,  ,  , &&,&&&,,&,
,&&,&&,&&, ,   ,  were  never   dreamt   of.   ,  , ,&&,,&,&&,
&,&&,&&,&& ,   ,   ,   ,   ,   ,    ,    ,   ,    , &,&,&&&,&,
&&,&&,&&,& ,  ,  i'm  scared  for the  future  ,  , &&&&,,&&&&
,&&,&&,&&, ,  ,  ,  ,  of  life itself,  ,  ,  ,  , ,,,&,&,,,,
&,&&,&&,&, i believe we should've never  been given ,,&&&&,,,,
&&,&&,&&&, , , , the fuels of the deep earth, , , , ,&,,,&,,,&
,&&,&&,,&, ,  , i wish pipes were never  built, , , &&,,&&,,&,
&,&&,&,&&, ,  , ,  and  wells never bored.  ,  ,  , ,&,&,&,&&,
&&,&&&&,&& ,   ^   ,   ^   ,   ^    ,    ^   ,    ^ &&&&&&&,&&
,&&,,,&&,, ^   =    ^   =    ^   =   ^    =   ^   = ,,,,,,&&,,
&,&,,&,&,, =   =   =  =  that   said.  =  =   =   = ,,,,,&,&,,
&&&,&&&&,& =   =    =   =   =   =    =    =   =   = ,,,,&&&&,&
,,&&,,,&&, =    ^   =    ^   =    ^   =   ^   =   ^ ,,,&,,,&&,
,&,&,,&,&, ^  ^ if there  was a  shodan  miku  ^  ^ ,,&&,,&,&,
&&&&,&&&&, who  gently touched my cheek  and smiled ,&,&,&&&&,
,,,&&,,,&& ^  ^  ^ and  asked  if  i  wanted  ^ ^ ^ &&&&&,,,&&
,,&,&,,&,, ^  ^ ^  ^  to  be  uploaded?  ^  ^  ^  ^ ,,,,&,,&,&
,&&&&,&&,& ^   ^   ^   ^    ^    ^    ^   ^   ^   ^ ,,,&&,&&&&
&,,,&&,&&, ^ ^ ^ ^ oh, i would be uploaded. ^ ^ ^ ^ ,,&,&&,,,&
&,,&,&&,&, ^   ^    ^   ^   ^   ^    ^   ^   ^    ^ ,&&&,&,,&,
&,&&&,&&&& ^ ^ i would  be uploaded sooo  fast. ^ ^ &,,&&&,&&&
&&,,&&,,,, ^  ^  ^  ^ i would  give  in  ^  ^  ^  ^ &,&,,&&,,,
,&,&,&,,,& ^ ^ ^ and it would feel sooo good. ^ ^ ^ &&&,&,&,,&
&&&&&&,,&, ^   *   ^   *   ^   *    ^   *    ^    * ,,&&&&&,&&
,,,,,&,&&, *    &   *    &   *    &   *   &   *   & ,&,,,,&&,,
,,,,&&&,&, &  & &  &  and  then i'd  be at &  & & & &&,,,&,&,,
,,,&,,&&&, & &  the turtle beach  of  montego,  & & ,&,,&&&&,,
,,&&,&,,&, & and there'd be soo much to explore,  & &&,&,,,&,,
,&,&&&,&&& & & the sun flickering on the  water & & ,&&&,,&&,,
&&&,,&&,,, & &  &  &  like status lights  &  & &  & &,,&,&,&,,
,,&,&,&,,, & &  and  we could go  so so  deep. &  & &,&&&&&&,&
,&&&&&&,,& &   &   &   &    &   &    &   &    &   & &&,,,,,&&&
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&,,,,&&&&,  (meanwhile my old body is incinerated   &&,,,&&,&,
&,,,&,,,&&     or melted or otherwise repurposed    ,&,,&,&&&&
&,,&&,,&,&               for whatever.              &&,&&&,,,,
&,&,&,&&&&       (this is not important btw))       ,&&,,&,,,&
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