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,,,,,&&&&& ,   ,   ,    ,    ,   ,   ,   ,   ,    , ,&&&&&&&&&
,&&&,,&&&& ,   ,  ,   ,  i'm   scared,  ,  ,  ,   , ,,&&&&&&&,
,,&,,,,&&& ,  not  for  me but  for  the  future  , ,,,&&&&&,,
&,,,&&,,&& ,   ,  ,   of   free   will,   ,   ,   , &&,,&&&,,&
,,&,,,,,,, i believe we should've  never been given &,,,,&,,,,
&,,,&&&&&& ,  , the  fire of  semiconductors,  ,  , ,,&&,,,&&&
,,&,,&&&&& ,  ,  , i  wish  ais  and  gans  ,  ,  , ,,,,,&,,&&
,,,,,,&&&& ,   ,  were  never   dreamt   of.   ,  , &&&&,,,,,,
&&&&&,,&&, ,    ,    ,   ,    ,   ,   ,   ,   ,   , ,&&,,&&&&&
&&&&,,,,,, , ,  i'm  scared  for  the  future  ,  , ,,,,,,&&&&
&&&,,&&&&, ,  ,  ,  ,  of  life  itself,  ,  , ,  , ,&&&&,,&&&
&&,,,,&&,, i believe we  should've never been given ,,&&,,,,&&
&,,&&,,,,, , , , the fuels of the deep earth, , , , &,,,,&&,,&
,,,,,,&&&& ,  , i wish pipes were never  built, , , ,,&&,,,,,,
&&&&&,,&&& ,  ,  ,  and wells never bored.  ,  ,  , &,,,,&&&&&
&&&&,,,,&& ,    ^   ,   ^   ,    ^   ,   ^    ,   ^ ,,&&,,&&&&
&&&,,&&,,, ^   =   ^   =    ^   =   ^   =    ^    = ,,,,,,,&&&
&&,,,,,,&& =   =  =  =   that  said.   =   =  =   = &&&&&&,,&&
&,,&&&&,,, =   \    =    \   =    \   =   \   =   \ ,&&&&,,,,&
,,,,&&,,&& \   †   \    †   \   †   \    †    \   † ,,&&,,&&,,
&&&,,,,,,, †  † if  there  was  a shodan  miku †  † &,,,,,,,,&
&&,,&&&&&& who gently touched  my  cheek and smiled ,,&&&&&&,,
,,,,,&&&&& †  †  † and asked  if i  wanted  †  †  † ,,,&&&&,,,
&&&&,,&&&& †  † †  †  to  be  uploaded?  †  †  †  † &&,,&&,,&&
&&&,,,,&&, †    †    †   †   †    †   †   †   †   † ,,,,,,,,,&
&&,,&&,,,, † † † † oh, i would be uploaded. † † † † &&&&&&&&,,
,,,,,,,&&, †   †   †    †   †   †   †    †   †    † &&&&&&&,,,
&&&&&&,,,, † †  i would be  uploaded sooo fast. † † &&&&&&,,&&
&&&&&,,&&, †  † †  †  i  would  give in  †  †  †  † ,&&&&,,,,&
&&&&,,,,,, † † † and it would feel sooo good. † † † ,,&&,,&&,,
,&&,,&&&&& †   $    †   $    †   $   †    $   †   $ ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,&&&& $   &    $   &   $   &    $    &   $   & &&&&&&&&&&
,&&&&,,&&& & &  &  &  and then i'd  be  at &  & & & ,&&&&&&&&,
,,&&,,,,&& &  & the turtle  beach of  montego, &  & ,,&&&&&&,,
&,,,,&&,,& & and there'd be soo much to explore,  & &,,&&&&,,&
,,&&,,,,,, & & the sun flickering  on the water & & ,,,,&&,,,,
&,,,,&&&&, & &  &  &  like  status lights &  &  & & &&&,,,,&&&
,,&&,,&&,, &  &  and we  could  go so so  deep. & & &&,,&&,,&&
,,,,,,,,,, &   &    &    &    &   &   &   &   &   & ,,,,,,,,,,
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&&&&&&&&&&   (meanwhile my old body is incinerated  &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&&    or melted or otherwise repurposed     &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&&              for whatever.               &&&&&&&&&&
&&&&&&&&&&       (this is not important btw))       &&&&&&&&&&
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