maybe i'm born with it!          
     maybe it's cat piss!             
                                      
                                      
                                      
                                      
                              
                paratise                
                paraside                
                paracide                
                            
                                      
              fear of ai is the truth 
         leaking in but still colored 
        by the simulation. in reality 
             the mycelial network has 
    overtaken earth and put us under. 
                it's p. much the matrix 
                                          
 this is why the  collective subconscious 
 works.  similarly,  history   is  always 
 defined   by   what  we  think   it  is. 
                                          
 battle  between fungal  species? are  we 
 too   powerful   and   will  create  the 
 mushroom  again,       inside? 
                                          
 dreams are  of the network. "gateway  to 
 old  earth".  maybe  outer/inner  earth. 
                                          
 in  this  reality  there  are  only  two 
 materials:    "plastic"   and    "fruit" 
     (bassically   inorganic    and     
         organic   materials)         
                                          
 i'd  pay in blood to thin out the border 
 between  dream  and   reality.   between 
 dream and dream. last one told  me  that 
 work  was caging me in  a  damp and oily 
 basement   jail   cell.             
                                          
 they brainwash  me at  work by having my 
 password be bad  for  my  fingers, makes 
 me physically ill to  type  it, and then 
 they  reject fourty percent of  my login 
 attempts   to  have  me  type  it  more, 
                                          
 i call an  emergency  hotline: "we can't 
 tell  you  what's  wrong  with you. your 
 story  is  your   own,  nobody   elses."