jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)
third report
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&&&&,,,,,, i felt the all too familiar &&,,,,&&,&
,,,,&,,,,, constriction of everything, the &,&,,,&,&&
&,,,&&,,,, vividness of sound and colors, and the &&&&,,&&&,
&&,,&,&,,, narrowed attention span. ,,,,&,&,,&
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&,&&&,,,&, here it comes, i thought. &,,,&,,,&&
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,&,&,&&,&, some birds tweeted and the sound ,&&,&,&,&&
&&&&&&,&&& reverberated in my head, seemingly &&,&&&&&&,
&,,,,,&&,, "behind" all other sound, like when you ,,&&,,,,,&
,&,,,,&,&, daydream and see what you imagine ,,&,&,,,,&
&&&,,,&&&& clearer than what you look at. ,,&&&&,,,&
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&,,&&,&&,, as i walked toward my bike i noticed ,,&&,,&&,&
,&,&,&&,&, that there was a strange humming sound ,,&,&,&,&&
&&&&&&,&&& going on, a dark, metallic, drone-like ,,&&&&&&&,
&,,,,,&&,, monotone thing coming from seemingly ,,&,,,,,,&
,&,,,,&,&, all directions, acting as a backdrop &,&&,,,,,&
&&&,,,&&&& for all other sound. &&&,&,,,,&
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&,,&&,&&,, as i rode toward my house i understood ,,,&,,&,,&
,&,&,&&,&, that this hum was in the other "sound &,,&&,&&,&
&&&&&&,&&& space" as well. &&,&,&&,&&
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,,,,,,&,&, (i recorded myself singing in tune with &&&,,,&&,&
&,,,,,&&&& the sound, so i could find it on the &,,&,,&,&&
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,,,,&,&,,& things lost all sense of proportion; &,,&,,&,,,
,,,,&&&&,& when i looked at them they would fill &&,&&,&&,,
,,,,&,,,&& my entire vision, and without anything &,&&,&&,&,
,,,,&&,,&, changing visually they would oscillate ,&&,&&,&&&
&,,,&,&,&& between being percieved as very small &&,&&,&&,,
&&,,&&&&&, or enourmously big. &,&&,&&,&,
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,&&&&&,,,& in the middle of the day in a forest &,,&&,&&,,
,&,,,,&,,& with nobody around, i got struck by &&,&,&&,&,
,&&,,,&&,& fear and climbed a great height. my ,,&&&&,&&&
&&,&,,&,&& inner organs were tugged by a second ,,&,,,&&,,
&,&&&,&&&, gravity. this made me feel very ill, ,,&&,,&,&,
&&&,,&&,,& but it lessened if i complied and ,,&,&,&&&&
,,,&,&,&,& lunged my body in the felt direction. &,&&&&&,,,
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,,,&,,,,,, this is when i found a dark orb ,,,&,,,&&,
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