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.....,~;§% this time  of confusion  also  leads  to %§;~,.....
......,~;§ all  analyzes ending in  "useless"  -  i §;~,......
.......,~; was  being bothered by  something  in  a ;~,.......
........,~ song or movie or book,  so i think,  how ~,........
........., would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the ,.........
........,~ purpose  of this process,  what  does it ~,........
.......,~; consist of...?  and through the  process ;~,.......
......,~;§ more  and more  pieces  falls off  until §;~,......
.....,~;§%     i'm standing there with nothing.     %§;~,.....
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...,~;§%£# reductionist hell -                      #£%§;~,...
..,~;§%£## i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ##£%§;~,..
.,~;§%£### bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    ###£%§;~,.
..,~;§%£## abstract they are, the things, until     ##£%§;~,..
...,~;§%£# they cease to be things at all           #£%§;~,...
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.....,~;§% are we just stacked triangles? there is  %§;~,.....
......,~;§ nothing i can do with triangles. they    §;~,......
.......,~; can not shelter me in any meaningful     ;~,.......
........,~ sense.                                   ~,........
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........,~ and when i can't even anchor myself,     ~,........
.......,~; when i am nothing but the question, it   ;~,.......
......,~;§ feels like it can all slip through my    §;~,......
.....,~;§% fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    %§;~,.....
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