view from the tower           
                       
                       
                                          
 when i  got home from away, climbed all 
 the way to  the  top, and  there  was  a 
 bird in my room,  not too unreasonable a 
 bird  but still an  unwelcome  guest  at 
 this  hour,  that  had let  himself  in. 
                                          
 the window  was  open and so i  waved my 
 arms and he  flew  out. but as soon as i 
       turned around, he was back.       
                                          
                                     
 i   took   the   jackdaw   by  my   hand 
 threw    it   out    the   window,   and 
        into what i'm shielded from       
    watched him fall and turned around    
    held his gaze throughout the fall     
     in spite he did not move at all      
                                     
                                          
 i heard the thump as  he hit the ground. 
 my  mother  came running.  "angel!  what 
 did you do?"                             
                                          
 don't  come  in here,  i  wanted to say, 
 but  she would come anyway and so i kept 
 it  to   myself.  "are  you   allright?" 
                                          
 "i  hurt a  bird",  and  i could see him 
 through  the windows, trying to fly with 
 his wings  somehow  inverted. they would 
 not bear  him, and  he  was  infuriated.