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,,&,,&,&&&         INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE         &&&,,,&,&&
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&&&,&&,,&,            THE SPIRIT TRAVELS            &,,&&,&,,&
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&&,,&,&&,&                  A COST                  ,&,&,,&,,,
&,&,&&&,&&                (ANECDOTE)                &&&&&,&&,,
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&,,,,&,&,&                    ::                    &&,,,&,&&&
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,&&,,&,,,, I   WAKE  SUDDENLY,  AND  FOR  A  SECOND ,&&&,&,,&,
,&,&,&&,,, EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY  CALM AND  DEAD &&,,&&&,&&
&&&&&&,&,, SILENT.  IT'S  DARK,  AND  WARM,  AND  I &,&,&,,&&,
&,,,,,&&&, SLOWLY   START  TO  PIECE  TOGETHER   MY ,&&&&&,&,&
,&,,,,&,,&        CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY.        &&,,,,&&&&
&&&,,,&&,&                                          &,&,,,&,,,
&,,&,,&,&& THEN  THE  FEAR  HITS  ME   AND  I  FEEL &&&&,,&&,,
&&,&&,&&&,   ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS ~WRONG~.    ,,,,&,&,&,
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,&&,&&,&,&                    ,,                    &&,,&,,,,,
,&,&&,&&&&                                          ,,&,&&,,,,
,&&&,&&,,, THERE ARE  CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED ,,&&&,&,,,
,&,,&&,&,, ALL  OVER  MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING ,,&,,&&&,,
,&&,&,&&&, ALMOST  HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, ,,&&,&,,&,
,&,&&&&,,&    THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND     ,,&,&&&,&&
&&&&,,,&,& GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY  MIND. IT'S LIKE &,&&&,,&&,
&,,,&,,&&& LANGUAGE, SENTENCES  I  CAN'T HIDE FROM, ,&&,,&,&,&
,&,,&&,&,, FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED  IN MY MIND,  AND &&,&,&&&&&
&&&,&,&&&,            DOING DAMAGE THERE.           &,&&&&,,,,
&,,&&&&,,&                                          ,&&,,,&,,,
&&,&,,,&,& THEN  I  REALIZE  I CAN'T HEAR  ANYTHING ,&,&,,&&,,
&,&&&,,&&&     BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE      ,&&&&,&,&,
&&&,,&,&,,    ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A    &&,,,&&&&&
,,,&,&&&&, RAPID  MELODY, ALMOST  CAUSTIC  IN  IT'S ,,&,,&,,,,
,,,&&&,,,&         PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY.        ,,&&,&&,,,
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&,,&&&,&&, MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM.  IT'S ,&&,,&,&,&
,&,&,,&&,&              ALMOST MOCKING.             &&,&,&&&&&
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&,,,,&&&&, I  FEEL HELPLESS,  BUT  I  MUST  TRY  TO ,&&,,,&,,,
&&,,,&,,,& ESCAPE. TO  CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING &&,&,,&&,,
&,&,,&&,,& RELIEF, SUCH  IS MY  NATURE. TURNING THE ,,&&&,&,&,
&&&&,&,&,&     LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING    ,,&,,&&&&&
,,,,&&&&&&  OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER  ,,&&,&,,,,
,,,,&,,,,, DOES  NOTING...  BUT  TIME DOES  - AFTER ,,&,&&&,,,
,,,,&&,,,,     THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN,     &,&&&,,&,,
,,,,&,&,,, DOUBTING ANYTHING OF  THIS  HAPPENED  IN ,&&,,&,&&,
,,,,&&&&,,             THE FIRST PLACE.             &&,&,&&&,&
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,&,,&&,,&& MY  EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. &&&,,,&,&,
,&&,&,&,&, I    DON'T    KNOW    WHAT   TO    MAKE. ,,,&,,&&&&
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&,&&,,,,,,              BUT I'M TIRED.              ,&,&,&&&,,
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,,&,,&,&&& THIS CAN HAPPEN  IF YOU  WANDER TOO FAR, &&&,,,&,&&
&,&&,&&&,, I GUESS?  I  SHOULDN'T  BE  SO  RECKLESS ,,,&,,&&&,
&&&,&&,,&,              WHEN DREAMING?              &,,&&,&,,&
,,,&&,&,&& I IMAGINE A  PRICK ON  THE  NOSE, THAT'S ,&,&,&&&,&
&,,&,&&&&, WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO  WITH  A CAT ,&&&&&,,&&
,&,&&&,,,& WHO COMES TO CLOSE  TO YOUR  SANDWICH... ,&,,,,&,&,
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