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§§¨§§§¨§§§ INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE ¨¨¨§§¨§§¨¨
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¨¨§§§¨§¨¨¨ I WAKE SUDDENLY, AND FOR A SECOND ¨¨§§§¨¨¨§§
§¨§¨¨§§§¨¨ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD §¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨
§§§§¨§¨¨§¨ SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I §§§§¨§§¨§§
¨¨¨¨§§§¨§§ SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY ¨¨¨¨§§¨§§¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨§§¨ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. ¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨§
§¨¨¨§§¨§¨§ ¨¨¨¨§§§¨§§
¨§¨¨§¨§§§§ THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL ¨¨¨¨§¨¨§§¨
¨§§¨§§§¨¨¨ ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS ~WRONG~. §¨¨¨§§¨§¨§
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¨¨§§§¨¨¨§§ THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨ ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING §¨§§§§§§¨§
§¨§§¨§§¨§§ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§§
¨§§¨§§¨§§¨ THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND ¨§¨§¨¨¨¨§¨
¨§¨§§¨§§¨§ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE ¨§§§§¨¨¨§§
§§§§¨§§¨§§ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, ¨§¨¨¨§¨¨§¨
§¨¨¨§§¨§§¨ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND ¨§§¨¨§§¨§§
¨§¨¨§¨§§¨§ DOING DAMAGE THERE. ¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§§¨§§§¨§§ §§§§§§§§¨§
§§¨§§¨¨§§¨ THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§
¨¨§§¨§¨§¨§ BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE ¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨
¨¨§¨§§§§§§ ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A §§§¨¨¨¨¨§§
§¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨ RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S §¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨ PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY. ¨§¨§§¨¨¨§§
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§§¨§§¨§¨¨§ MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S ¨§§§§§¨§¨§
¨¨§§¨§§§¨§ ALMOST MOCKING. §§¨¨¨¨§§§§
§¨§¨§§¨¨§§ ¨¨§¨¨¨§¨¨¨
§§§§§¨§¨§¨ I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO §¨§§¨¨§§¨¨
§¨¨¨¨§§§§§ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING ¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨
§§¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE ¨§¨§§§§§§§
¨¨§¨¨§§¨¨¨ LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING §§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§§¨§¨§¨¨ OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER §¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨§§§§§¨ DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER ¨§¨¨§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨§ THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, §§§¨§¨§¨¨¨
¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§ DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN ¨¨¨§§§§§¨¨
¨¨§§¨§§¨¨§ THE FIRST PLACE. §¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨
¨¨§¨§§¨§¨§ ¨§¨§§¨¨¨§§
§¨§§§¨§§§§ MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. ¨§§§¨§¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨§§¨¨¨ I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. §§¨¨§§§¨§§
¨¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨ ¨¨§¨§¨¨§§¨
¨¨¨§§§§§§¨ BUT I'M TIRED. §¨§§§§¨§¨§
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§§¨§§§¨§§§ THIS CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER TOO FAR, ¨¨¨§§¨§§¨¨
§¨§§¨¨§§¨¨ I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS §¨¨§¨§§¨§¨
§§§¨§¨§¨§¨ WHEN DREAMING? ¨§¨§§§¨§§§
¨¨¨§§§§§§§ I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S ¨§§§¨¨§§¨¨
¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT ¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨
¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨¨ WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... ¨§§¨§§§§§§
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