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§$%====,,,         internal visionary state         ,,,====%$§
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£$$%%==-,, everything is  completely calm  and dead ,,-==%%$$£
££§§$%/=-, silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ,-=/%$§§££
#@£§$%/=-, slowly  start   to  piece  together   my ,-=/%$§£@#
§%=,,,,,,,        consciousness and my body.        ,,,,,,,=%§
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£§§%=,,,,, then  the  fear  hits  me  and  i   feel ,,,,,=%§§£
#@£§$%/=-,    acutely sick. something is =wrong=.   ,-=/%$§£@#
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#@£§$%/=-, all  over my  vision, pressing in, being ,-=/%$§£@#
#@£§$%/=-, almost  hostile. i can feel them squirm, ,-=/%$§£@#
@§%===--,,    their internal logic changing and     ,,--===%§@
##@§$%/=-, grinding  trenches in my mind. it's like ,-=/%$§@##
§%/=---,,, language,  sentences i can't  hide from, ,,,---=/%§
£§%==,,,,, forcefully transcribed  in my  mind, and ,,,,,==%§£
§§§%/--,,,            doing damage there.           ,,,--/%§§§
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#@£§$%/=-, then  i  realize i  can't  hear anything ,-=/%$§£@#
@@£§$%/=-,      because there's something there     ,-=/%$§£@@
§§$/-,,,,,    already, droning everything out, a    ,,,,,-/$§§
#@£§$%/=-, rapid  melody,  almost  caustic  in it's ,-=/%$§£@#
#@£§$%/=-,        particular microtonality.         ,-=/%$§£@#
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#@£§$%/=-, my surroundings are  entirely calm. it's ,-=/%$§£@#
£§%%%%/=-,             almost mocking.              ,-=/%%%%§£
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#@£§$%/=-, i  feel  helpless,  but  i  must try  to ,-=/%$§£@#
@§%%=-,,,, escape. to crawl on the  floor searching ,,,,-=%%§@
£$$%/---,, relief, such is my  nature.  turning the ,,---/%$$£
@£§$$%/=-,    lights on does nothing... getting     ,-=/%$$§£@
@§§$$%/=-,  outside does nothing... drinking water  ,-=/%$$§§@
##£§$%/=-, does  noting... but  time does  -  after ,-=/%$§£##
@§§§$%/=-,     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ,-=/%$§§§@
#@£§$%/=-, doubting  anything of  this  happened in ,-=/%$§£@#
##£§$%/=-,             the first place.             ,-=/%$§£##
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#@£§$%/=-, my  eyes are still tense though, scared. ,-=/%$§£@#
§§§§$%/=-, i   don't    know    what    to    make. ,-=/%$§§§§
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££§$/-,,,,              but i'm tired.              ,,,,-/$§££
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@££§$%/=-, this can  happen  if you wander too far, ,-=/%$§££@
#@£§$%/=-, i  guess? i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless ,-=/%$§£@#
@§%/=,,,,,              when dreaming?              ,,,,,=/%§@
#@£§$%/=-, i imagine  a prick  on the  nose, that's ,-=/%$§£@#
@§%=-,,,,, what these  are. like  you do with a cat ,,,,,-=%§@
§$/=,,,,,, who comes to close  to your  sandwich... ,,,,,,=/$§
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