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¨#¨#¨¨¨### internal visionary state #¨¨¨¨#¨¨¨#
####¨¨#¨¨# #¨¨¨##¨¨##
¨¨¨#¨##¨#¨ the spirit travels #¨¨#¨#¨#¨¨
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##¨#¨#¨¨## ¨»¨ ¨#¨¨¨¨##¨¨
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#¨¨¨¨###¨¨ a cost ¨#¨¨######
#¨¨¨#¨¨#¨¨ (anecdote) ##¨#¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨##¨¨#¨# i wake suddenly, and for a second ##¨#¨¨#¨¨¨
¨¨#¨#¨###¨ everything is completely calm and dead ¨###¨##¨¨¨
¨#####¨¨#¨ silent. it's dark, and warm, and i #¨¨##¨#¨¨¨
#¨¨¨¨#¨### slowly start to piece together my #¨#¨###¨¨¨
#¨¨¨###¨¨# consciousness and my body. ####¨¨#¨¨#
#¨¨#¨¨#¨## ¨¨¨#¨##¨#¨
#¨##¨###¨# then the fear hits me and i feel ¨¨###¨####
##¨##¨¨### acutely sick. something is »wrong». ¨#¨¨##¨¨¨¨
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#¨#####¨¨# ¨¨ ¨#####¨¨##
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¨#¨¨¨###¨# there are circles and crosses inscribed #¨¨¨####¨#
##¨¨#¨¨##¨ all over my vision, pressing in, being #¨¨#¨¨¨###
¨#¨##¨#¨#¨ almost hostile. i can feel them squirm, #¨##¨¨#¨¨¨
###¨###### their internal logic changing and ##¨#¨##¨¨¨
¨¨##¨¨¨¨¨# grinding trenches in my mind. it's like ¨####¨#¨¨#
¨#¨#¨¨¨¨#¨ language, sentences i can't hide from, #¨¨¨###¨##
####¨¨¨### forcefully transcribed in my mind, and #¨¨#¨¨##¨#
¨¨¨#¨¨#¨¨# doing damage there. #¨##¨#¨##¨
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¨#¨##¨#### then i realize i can't hear anything ¨##¨¨¨###¨
###¨##¨¨¨¨ because there's something there #¨#¨¨#¨¨#¨
¨¨##¨#¨¨¨¨ already, droning everything out, a ###¨##¨###
¨#¨###¨¨¨¨ rapid melody, almost caustic in it's ¨¨##¨##¨¨#
###¨¨#¨¨¨# particular microtonality. ¨#¨##¨#¨##
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¨###¨#¨#¨# ,, ¨¨##¨¨¨#¨¨
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#¨#¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ my surroundings are entirely calm. it's ####¨#¨#¨#
###¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ almost mocking. ¨¨¨######¨
¨¨#¨¨¨¨¨¨# ¨¨#¨¨¨¨¨##
¨##¨¨¨¨¨#¨ i feel helpless, but i must try to ¨##¨¨¨¨#¨#
#¨#¨¨¨¨### escape. to crawl on the floor searching #¨#¨¨¨####
###¨¨¨#¨¨# relief, such is my nature. turning the ###¨¨#¨¨¨¨
¨¨#¨¨##¨#¨ lights on does nothing... getting ¨¨#¨##¨¨¨#
¨##¨#¨#### outside does nothing... drinking water ¨###¨#¨¨##
#¨####¨¨¨¨ does noting... but time does - after #¨¨###¨#¨#
##¨¨¨#¨¨¨# thirty seconds i'm normal again, #¨#¨¨####¨
¨#¨¨##¨¨#¨ doubting anything of this happened in ###¨#¨¨¨##
##¨#¨#¨### the first place. ¨¨###¨¨#¨#
¨######¨¨¨ ¨#¨¨#¨###¨
#¨¨¨¨¨#¨¨# my eyes are still tense though, scared. ##¨###¨¨#¨
#¨¨¨¨##¨## i don't know what to make. ¨##¨¨#¨###
#¨¨¨#¨##¨# #¨#¨###¨¨¨
#¨¨###¨##¨ but i'm tired. ####¨¨#¨¨#
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¨#¨#¨¨¨### this can happen if you wander too far, #¨¨¨¨#¨¨¨#
####¨¨#¨¨# i guess? i shouldn't be so reckless #¨¨¨##¨¨##
¨¨¨#¨##¨#¨ when dreaming? #¨¨#¨#¨#¨¨
¨¨###¨#### i imagine a prick on the nose, that's #¨######¨¨
¨#¨¨##¨¨¨# what these are. like you do with a cat ##¨¨¨¨¨#¨¨
##¨#¨#¨¨## who comes to close to your sandwich... ¨#¨¨¨¨##¨¨
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