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¨,,,,~*§##         internal visionary state         ##§*~,,,,¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨,**§            the spirit travels            §**,¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨,~**§§###                  a cost                  ###§§**~,¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~*§                (anecdote)                §*~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨,~**§§###                    ,,                    ###§§**~,¨
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¨,~**§§### i  wake  suddenly,  and   for  a  second ###§§**~,¨
¨¨¨¨~~~*§# everything is completely  calm and  dead #§*~~~¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~**§ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i §**~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨,~**§§### slowly   start  to  piece  together   my ###§§**~,¨
¨¨¨~***§##        consciousness and my body.        ##§***~¨¨¨
¨,~**§§###                                          ###§§**~,¨
¨,~**§§### then  the  fear  hits   me  and  i  feel ###§§**~,¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~*§   acutely sick. something is ~wrong~.    §*~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨,~**§§§§#                    ¨¨                    #§§§§**~,¨
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¨,~**§§### there are  circles and crosses inscribed ###§§**~,¨
¨¨¨¨,,~~*§ all  over my vision, pressing  in, being §*~~,,¨¨¨¨
¨,~**§§§## almost hostile. i can  feel them squirm, ##§§§**~,¨
¨,~**§§###    their internal logic changing and     ###§§**~,¨
¨,~**§§### grinding  trenches in my mind. it's like ###§§**~,¨
¨,~*****§§ language,  sentences  i can't hide from, §§*****~,¨
¨,~**§§### forcefully transcribed in my  mind,  and ###§§**~,¨
¨,~**§§###            doing damage there.           ###§§**~,¨
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¨¨¨¨¨,**§§ then  i  realize i  can't hear  anything §§**,¨¨¨¨¨
¨,~**§####     because there's something there      ####§**~,¨
¨,~~~**§##    already, droning everything out, a    ##§**~~~,¨
¨¨¨,,,*§## rapid  melody,  almost  caustic in  it's ##§*,,,¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨,*§§§§        particular microtonality.         §§§§*,¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨,~*§#                    ,,                    #§*~,¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨,~~**§§# my surroundings are  entirely calm. it's #§§**~~,¨¨
¨,~**§####             almost mocking.              ####§**~,¨
¨¨¨,***§§#                                          #§§***,¨¨¨
¨,~**§§### i  feel  helpless,  but i  must  try  to ###§§**~,¨
¨,~**§§### escape. to crawl  on the floor searching ###§§**~,¨
¨,~**§§### relief,  such  is my nature. turning the ###§§**~,¨
¨,~*§§####    lights on does nothing... getting     ####§§*~,¨
¨,~****§##  outside does nothing... drinking water  ##§****~,¨
¨,~**§§### does  noting... but  time does  -  after ###§§**~,¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨,~*§     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     §*~,¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨,~*§§§§ doubting  anything of  this  happened in §§§§*~,¨¨¨
¨,~**§§###             the first place.             ###§§**~,¨
¨,~**§####                                          ####§**~,¨
¨¨¨~~~*§§§ my  eyes are still tense though, scared. §§§*~~~¨¨¨
¨,~**§§### i    don't    know    what    to   make. ###§§**~,¨
¨,~**§§§##                                          ##§§§**~,¨
¨¨,,,*§§§#              but i'm tired.              #§§§*,,,¨¨
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¨,~**§§### this  can happen if you wander  too far, ###§§**~,¨
¨¨¨¨,,~*§# i  guess? i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless #§*~,,¨¨¨¨
¨,~**§§###              when dreaming?              ###§§**~,¨
¨,~**§§§§# i imagine  a prick  on the  nose, that's #§§§§**~,¨
¨¨¨,*****§ what these  are. like you  do with a cat §*****,¨¨¨
¨,~**§§### who  comes to close to  your sandwich... ###§§**~,¨
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