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,~-*%%**§@         INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE         @§**%%*-~,
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,~-*%*@###            THE SPIRIT TRAVELS            ###@*%*-~,
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,~-*%*§@@#                  A COST                  #@@§*%*-~,
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,-*%*§@### I  WAKE   SUDDENLY,  AND  FOR  A  SECOND ###@§*%*-,
,~-*%*§@## EVERYTHING  IS COMPLETELY CALM AND  DEAD ##@§*%*-~,
,~-*%*§@## SILENT.  IT'S  DARK,  AND  WARM,  AND  I ##@§*%*-~,
,~-*%*§@## SLOWLY   START  TO  PIECE   TOGETHER  MY ##@§*%*-~,
,~-*%*§@##        CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY.        ##@§*%*-~,
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,,,,,~-%*§ THEN  THE  FEAR   HITS  ME  AND  I  FEEL §*%-~,,,,,
,~~~~**§@@   ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS -WRONG-.    @@§**~~~~,
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,~-*%*§@##                                          ##@§*%*-~,
,~-*%*§@## THERE ARE  CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED ##@§*%*-~,
,~-*%*§@## ALL OVER  MY VISION, PRESSING IN,  BEING ##@§*%*-~,
,~-*%*§@## ALMOST HOSTILE.  I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, ##@§*%*-~,
,,,,,,~**§     THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND    §**~,,,,,,
,,,,,,-%*@ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S  LIKE @*%-,,,,,,
,,,,,,-*%§ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I  CAN'T  HIDE FROM, §%*-,,,,,,
,~-*%*§@@# FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED  IN MY  MIND, AND #@@§*%*-~,
,,,,,~**@@           DOING DAMAGE THERE.            @@**~,,,,,
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,~-*%*§### THEN  I REALIZE  I  CAN'T  HEAR ANYTHING ###§*%*-~,
,~-*%*§@##      BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE     ##@§*%*-~,
,~-*%*§@##    ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A    ##@§*%*-~,
~-*%*§@### RAPID  MELODY,  ALMOST  CAUSTIC  IN IT'S ###@§*%*-~
,,,~-*%*@#        PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY.         #@*%*-~,,,
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,~-*%*§@## MY SURROUNDINGS ARE  ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S ##@§*%*-~,
,~-*%%**@#              ALMOST MOCKING.             #@**%%*-~,
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,~-*%*§@## I  FEEL  HELPLESS, BUT  I  MUST  TRY  TO ##@§*%*-~,
,~-*%*§@## ESCAPE. TO  CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING ##@§*%*-~,
,,,,,~-%§@ RELIEF,  SUCH IS MY NATURE.  TURNING THE @§%-~,,,,,
,,,,,,,-%§     LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING    §%-,,,,,,,
,,~-**%*@#  OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER  #@*%**-~,,
,~-*%§@### DOES  NOTING... BUT TIME  DOES  -  AFTER ###@§%*-~,
,~-*%*§§§@     THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN,     @§§§*%*-~,
,~-*%*§§§# DOUBTING  ANYTHING  OF THIS  HAPPENED IN #§§§*%*-~,
,~-*%*§@##             THE FIRST PLACE.             ##@§*%*-~,
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,,,,,,-**@ MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH,  SCARED. @**-,,,,,,
,~-*%*§@## I    DON'T    KNOW    WHAT    TO   MAKE. ##@§*%*-~,
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,~-*%*§§@#              BUT I'M TIRED.              #@§§*%*-~,
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,,,,,,--%§ THIS CAN HAPPEN  IF  YOU WANDER TOO FAR, §%--,,,,,,
,,,,,~**%§ I  GUESS?  I  SHOULDN'T BE  SO  RECKLESS §%**~,,,,,
,~-%*§@###              WHEN DREAMING?              ###@§*%-~,
,~-*%*§@@# I IMAGINE  A PRICK  ON  THE NOSE, THAT'S #@@§*%*-~,
,~-*%*§@## WHAT THESE ARE.  LIKE YOU  DO WITH A CAT ##@§*%*-~,
,~-*%*§@## WHO COMES TO  CLOSE TO YOUR  SANDWICH... ##@§*%*-~,
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