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@£#&†^-,,,         internal visionary state         ,,,-^†&#£@
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#&†^-,,,,,            the spirit travels            ,,,,,-^†&#
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£#&†^-,,,,                  a cost                  ,,,,-^†&#£
#&†^-,,,,,                (anecdote)                ,,,,,-^†&#
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@£#&†^-,,, i  wake  suddenly,  and  for  a   second ,,,-^†&#£@
£#&†^-,,,, everything  is completely calm  and dead ,,,,-^†&#£
#&†^-,,,,, silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ,,,,,-^†&#
£#&†^-,,,, slowly   start  to  piece   together  my ,,,,-^†&#£
@£#&†^-,,,        consciousness and my body.        ,,,-^†&#£@
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@£#&†^-,,, then  the   fear  hits  me  and  i  feel ,,,-^†&#£@
£#&†^-,,,,   acutely sick. something is -wrong-.    ,,,,-^†&#£
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#@£#&†^-,, there are circles  and crosses inscribed ,,-^†&#£@#
@£#&†^-,,, all over my  vision,  pressing in, being ,,,-^†&#£@
£#&†^-,,,, almost hostile.  i can feel them squirm, ,,,,-^†&#£
#&†^-,,,,,    their internal logic changing and     ,,,,,-^†&#
£#&†^-,,,, grinding trenches in my mind.  it's like ,,,,-^†&#£
@£#&†^-,,, language, sentences i can't  hide  from, ,,,-^†&#£@
#@£#&†^-,, forcefully transcribed in  my  mind, and ,,-^†&#£@#
@£#&†^-,,,           doing damage there.            ,,,-^†&#£@
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#&†^-,,,,, then i  realize  i can't  hear  anything ,,,,,-^†&#
£#&†^-,,,,     because there's something there      ,,,,-^†&#£
@£#&†^-,,,    already, droning everything out, a    ,,,-^†&#£@
#@£#&†^-,, rapid  melody,  almost caustic  in  it's ,,-^†&#£@#
@£#&†^-,,,         particular microtonality.        ,,,-^†&#£@
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@£#&†^-,,, my surroundings are entirely  calm. it's ,,,-^†&#£@
#@£#&†^-,,             almost mocking.              ,,-^†&#£@#
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£#&†^-,,,, i  feel helpless,  but  i  must  try  to ,,,,-^†&#£
#&†^-,,,,, escape. to crawl on  the floor searching ,,,,,-^†&#
£#&†^-,,,, relief, such is  my nature. turning  the ,,,,-^†&#£
@£#&†^-,,,     lights on does nothing... getting    ,,,-^†&#£@
#@£#&†^-,,  outside does nothing... drinking water  ,,-^†&#£@#
@£#&†^-,,, does  noting...  but time  does  - after ,,,-^†&#£@
£#&†^-,,,,     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ,,,,-^†&#£
#&†^-,,,,, doubting anything  of  this  happened in ,,,,,-^†&#
£#&†^-,,,,             the first place.             ,,,,-^†&#£
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#@£#&†^-,, my eyes are  still tense though, scared. ,,-^†&#£@#
@£#&†^-,,, i    don't    know   what    to    make. ,,,-^†&#£@
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#&†^-,,,,,              but i'm tired.              ,,,,,-^†&#
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#&†^-,,,,, this can  happen if you wander  too far, ,,,,,-^†&#
£#&†^-,,,, i  guess?  i shouldn't  be  so  reckless ,,,,-^†&#£
@£#&†^-,,,              when dreaming?              ,,,-^†&#£@
#@£#&†^-,, i  imagine a  prick on the nose,  that's ,,-^†&#£@#
@£#&†^-,,, what  these are. like you  do with a cat ,,,-^†&#£@
£#&†^-,,,, who comes to  close  to your sandwich... ,,,,-^†&#£
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