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..&&..&.&. now, usually i feel good (maybe?), but &&&.&.&&..
..&.&.&&&& this time of confusion also leads to &..&&&&.&.
..&&&&&... all analyzes ending in "useless" - i &&.&...&&&
&.&....&.. was being bothered by something in a &.&&&..&..
&&&&...&&. song or movie or book, so i think, how .&&..&.&&.
&...&..&.& would i have done it, what is the .&.&.&&&.&
.&..&&.&&& purpose of this process, what does it &&&&&&..&&
&&&.&.&&.. consist of...? and through the process &.....&.&.
&..&&&&.&. more and more pieces falls off until .&....&&&&
.&.&...&&& i'm standing there with nothing. .&&...&...
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.&...&.&&. reductionist hell - &&&&&.&.&.
.&&..&&&.& i wan't a bottom floor, a concept .....&&&&&
&&.&.&..&& bedrock, but the deeper i go the more .....&....
&.&&&&&.&. abstract they are, the things, until &....&&...
&&&....&&& they cease to be things at all &&...&.&..
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&&.&&..&&. are we just stacked triangles? there is &.&&.&...&
..&&.&.&.& nothing i can do with triangles. they .&&.&&&..&
&.&.&&&&&& can not shelter me in any meaningful &&.&&..&.&
.&&&&..... sense. ..&&.&.&&&
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&.&..&&... and when i can't even anchor myself, &.&&&...&.
&&&&.&.&.. when i am nothing but the question, it .&&..&..&&
....&&&&&. feels like it can all slip through my .&.&.&&.&.
....&....& fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever .&&&&&.&&&
&...&&...& was after that. .&....&&..
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