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.,~\=@¶@## now, usually  i  feel good (maybe?), but ##@¶@=\~,.
..,~\=@¶@# this time  of  confusion  also leads  to #@¶@=\~,..
...,~\=@¶@ all analyzes  ending  in "useless"  -  i @¶@=\~,...
....,~\=@¶ was  being  bothered  by something  in a ¶@=\~,....
...,~\=@¶@ song  or movie or book, so i think,  how @¶@=\~,...
..,~\=@¶@# would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the #@¶@=\~,..
.,~\=@¶@## purpose of this process,  what  does  it ##@¶@=\~,.
..,~\=@¶@# consist  of...? and through the  process #@¶@=\~,..
...,~\=@¶@ more  and more  pieces  falls  off until @¶@=\~,...
....,~\=@¶     i'm standing there with nothing.     ¶@=\~,....
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..,~\=@¶@# reductionist hell -                      #@¶@=\~,..
.,~\=@¶@## i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ##@¶@=\~,.
..,~\=@¶@# bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    #@¶@=\~,..
...,~\=@¶@ abstract they are, the things, until     @¶@=\~,...
....,~\=@¶ they cease to be things at all           ¶@=\~,....
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..,~\=@¶@# are we just stacked triangles? there is  #@¶@=\~,..
.,~\=@¶@## nothing i can do with triangles. they    ##@¶@=\~,.
..,~\=@¶@# can not shelter me in any meaningful     #@¶@=\~,..
...,~\=@¶@ sense.                                   @¶@=\~,...
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...,~\=@¶@ and when i can't even anchor myself,     @¶@=\~,...
..,~\=@¶@# when i am nothing but the question, it   #@¶@=\~,..
.,~\=@¶@## feels like it can all slip through my    ##@¶@=\~,.
..,~\=@¶@# fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    #@¶@=\~,..
...,~\=@¶@ was after that.                          @¶@=\~,...
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