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¨¨¨~«\$%§£ now,  usually i feel  good (maybe?), but £§%$\«~¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~«\$%§ this  time  of  confusion also  leads to §%$\«~¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨~«\$% all  analyzes ending  in "useless"  -  i %$\«~¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~«\$ was  being  bothered  by something in  a $\«~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~«\ song or movie or book,  so i  think, how \«~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~« would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the «~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~ purpose of  this process,  what  does it ~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ consist  of...?  and through the process ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ more  and more  pieces falls  off  until ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨     i'm standing there with nothing.     ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~« reductionist hell -                      «~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~«\ i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        \«~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~«\$ bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    $\«~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨~«\$% abstract they are, the things, until     %$\«~¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~«\$%§ they cease to be things at all           §%$\«~¨¨¨¨
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¨¨~«\$%§£# are we just stacked triangles? there is  #£§%$\«~¨¨
¨~«\$%§£## nothing i can do with triangles. they    ##£§%$\«~¨
~«\$%§£### can not shelter me in any meaningful     ###£§%$\«~
¨~«\$%§£## sense.                                   ##£§%$\«~¨
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¨¨¨~«\$%§£ and when i can't even anchor myself,     £§%$\«~¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~«\$%§ when i am nothing but the question, it   §%$\«~¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨~«\$% feels like it can all slip through my    %$\«~¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~«\$ fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    $\«~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~«\ was after that.                          \«~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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