,,~:$*@# #@#&*$:~,,
,,,,~$*# ##&*$~,,,,
,,,,,,,:*& &*:,,,,,,,
,,,,,,~~$& &$~~,,,,,,
,,~::$$$*# #*$$$::~,,
,,~~~::$$& ,,$#$,, &$$::~~~,,
,,,~:::$$& ,,:*#@####@#*:,, &$$:::~,,,
,,~:$*@# ,,,,,~*@ DREAMS @*~,,,,, #@#&*$:~,,
,,,,,~$*## ,,:*#@####@#*:,, ##*$~,,,,,
,,~:$*@# ,,$#$,, #@#&*$:~,,
,,,,,,~~$& &$~~,,,,,,
,,~:$*@# ,,, #@#&*$:~,,
,,~:$*@@ ,$&@#@&$, @@#&*$:~,,
,,~:$*## ,,, ###&*$:~,,
,,,,,~$$*# #*$$~,,,,,
,,~:$@## INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE ##@#&$:~,,
,,,,,~~:$& &$:~~,,,,,
,,,,,,:*#@ THE SPIRIT TRAVELS @#*:,,,,,,
,,~:$*@@ @@#&*$:~,,
,,~:$$$@ ,,:*#@####@#*:,, @#&$$$:~,,
,,~:$*@# ,~, #@#&*$:~,,
,,,,,,~:*& &*:~,,,,,,
,,,,,:*&&@ A COST @&&*:,,,,,
,,~::::*&@ (ANECDOTE) @&*::::~,,
,,~:$*@# #@#&*$:~,,
,,~:$***&@ ,, @&***$:~,,
,,~:$*## ###&*$:~,,
,,,,,~$&&@ I WAKE SUDDENLY, AND FOR A SECOND @&&$~,,,,,
,,,,,,,~$& EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD &$~,,,,,,,
,,~:$*@# SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I #@#&*$:~,,
,,~:$*@# SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY #@#&*$:~,,
,,~:$@## CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. ##@#&$:~,,
,,~:$*#@ @##&*$:~,,
,,~:$*## THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL ###&*$:~,,
,,~:$*@@ ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS ~WRONG~. @@#&*$:~,,
,,,~~$$& #&&$$~~,,,
,,~:::*@ ,, @#&*:::~,,
,,~:$*## ###&*$:~,,
,,~:$*@@ THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED @@#&*$:~,,
,,~:$*@# ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING #@#&*$:~,,
,,~:$*@# ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, #@#&*$:~,,
,,~:$*## THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND ###&*$:~,,
,,,,::$& GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE #&&$::,,,,
,,~:$*## LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, ###&*$:~,,
,,~:$*@@ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND @@#&*$:~,,
,,~:$*## DOING DAMAGE THERE. ###&*$:~,,
,,~:$*@# #@#&*$:~,,
,,~:$*## THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING ###&*$:~,,
,,,,,~$**& BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE &**$~,,,,,
,,,,,~$*## ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A ##*$~,,,,,
,,~:$*@# RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S #@#&*$:~,,
,,~:$*@# PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY. #@#&*$:~,,
,,~:$*&&&@ @&&&*$:~,,
,,,,,,,~$& ,, &$~,,,,,,,
,,~:$*@# #@#&*$:~,,
,,,,,~$* MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S #&*$~,,,,,
,,~:$*@# ALMOST MOCKING. #@#&*$:~,,
,,,,,,~$&& &&$~,,,,,,
,,,,,,~$$& I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO &$$~,,,,,,
,,,,,:$$$& ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING &$$$:,,,,,
,,,,~$**## RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE ##**$~,,,,
,,,,,,~$*& LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING &*$~,,,,,,
,,,,,~$$&@ OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER @&$$~,,,,,
,,,,,::*&& DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER &&*::,,,,,
,,,,,:$& THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, #&&$:,,,,,
,,~:$*&& DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN #&&&*$:~,,
,,~:$*@# THE FIRST PLACE. #@#&*$:~,,
,,~:$*@@ @@#&*$:~,,
,,,,,,~$$& MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. &$$~,,,,,,
,,~:$*@# I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. #@#&*$:~,,
,,~:$*&& #&&&*$:~,,
,,~:$*@# BUT I'M TIRED. #@#&*$:~,,
,,,,,,~:*# #*:~,,,,,,
,,~:$***&& , &&***$:~,,
,,~:$*@# ,,~:~,, #@#&*$:~,,
,,~:$$$* , #&*$$$:~,,
,,~:$*&@ @#&&*$:~,,
,,~:$*&@## THIS CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER TOO FAR, ##@&*$:~,,
,,,,,::*&& I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS &&*::,,,,,
,,~:$*#@## WHEN DREAMING? ##@#*$:~,,
,,,,,~$*## I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S ##*$~,,,,,
,,~:$*@@ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT @@#&*$:~,,
,,,,:::*&@ WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... @&*:::,,,,
,,~::$$$$& &$$$$::~,,
,,,,,,,:*& &*:,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~$& &$~,,,,,,,
,,~:$*@# #@#&*$:~,,
,,,,,,,~$& &$~,,,,,,,
,,~:$*** #&***$:~,,