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,,,,#,,#,, silent. it's dark, and warm, and i ,,,,,,#,##
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,,,,,,,,## almost hostile. i can feel them squirm, ,##,,,,#,,
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,,,,,,,,,, grinding trenches in my mind. it's like ,#,##,,,,#
#,,,,,,,,, language, sentences i can't hide from, ,,,###,,,,
,#,,,,,,,, forcefully transcribed in my mind, and ,,,#,##,,,
,,#,,,,,,, doing damage there. #,,,,###,,
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,,,,#,,,,, then i realize i can't hear anything ,,#,,,,###
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,##,,#,,,# relief, such is my nature. turning the #,##,,#,,#
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,#,##,,#,, outside does nothing... drinking water ,,#,##,,#,
,,,###,,#, does noting... but time does - after ,,,,###,,#
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,#,,,###,, doubting anything of this happened in ,#,,,,###,
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