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#,,#,,,,##         internal visionary state         #,,#,,,#,#
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,##,,#,,,,            the spirit travels            ,,#,,#,,,#
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#,,,,###,,                  a cost                  ###,,,,#,,
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,,#,,#,,,# i  wake  suddenly,   and  for  a  second ,,,,#,##,,
,,,#,,#,,, everything is completely  calm  and dead ,,,,,,###,
,,,,#,,#,, silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ,,,,,,#,##
#,,,,#,,#, slowly  start  to  piece   together   my ,,,,,,,,##
##,,,,#,,#        consciousness and my body.        ,,,,,,,,#,
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#,##,,,,#, then  the   fear  hits  me  and  i  feel #,,,,,,,,,
,,###,,,,#   acutely sick. something is ~wrong~.    ,#,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,###, there are  circles and crosses inscribed #,,,,#,,,,
,,,,,,#,## all over my vision,  pressing  in, being ##,,,,#,,,
,,,,,,,,## almost hostile.  i can feel them squirm, ,##,,,,#,,
,,,,,,,,#,     their internal logic changing and    ,###,,,,#,
,,,,,,,,,, grinding trenches in my mind.  it's like ,#,##,,,,#
#,,,,,,,,, language,  sentences  i can't hide from, ,,,###,,,,
,#,,,,,,,, forcefully transcribed  in  my mind, and ,,,#,##,,,
,,#,,,,,,,            doing damage there.           #,,,,###,,
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,,,,#,,,,, then  i  realize i can't  hear  anything ,,#,,,,###
#,,,,#,,,,     because there's something there      #,,#,,,#,#
##,,,,#,,,    already, droning everything out, a    ##,,#,,,,#
,##,,,,#,, rapid  melody,  almost caustic  in  it's ,##,,#,,,#
,###,,,,#,         particular microtonality.        ,###,,#,,,
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#,,,,###,, my surroundings are entirely calm.  it's ,#,,,###,,
,#,,,#,##,              almost mocking.             ,,#,,#,##,
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#,,#,,,#,# i  feel  helpless,  but  i  must  try to ##,,#,,#,#
##,,#,,,,# escape. to crawl on  the floor searching ###,,#,,,#
,##,,#,,,# relief, such is  my  nature. turning the #,##,,#,,#
,###,,#,,,    lights on does nothing... getting     ,,###,,#,,
,#,##,,#,,  outside does nothing... drinking water  ,,#,##,,#,
,,,###,,#, does  noting... but  time  does -  after ,,,,###,,#
#,,#,##,,#     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     #,,,#,##,,
,#,,,###,, doubting  anything of  this  happened in ,#,,,,###,
,,#,,#,##,             the first place.             ,,#,,,#,##
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##,,#,,#,# my eyes are still tense  though, scared. ##,,#,,,#,
###,,#,,,# i    don't    know    what   to    make. ,##,,#,,,,
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,,###,,#,,              but i'm tired.              ,#,##,,#,,
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#,,#,,,,## this  can happen if you wander  too far, #,,#,,,#,#
##,,#,,,#, i  guess?  i shouldn't  be  so  reckless ,#,,#,,,,#
,##,,#,,,,              when dreaming?              ,,#,,#,,,#
,###,,#,,, i  imagine a  prick on the nose,  that's ,,,#,,#,,,
,#,##,,#,, what  these are. like you do with  a cat ,,,,#,,#,,
,,,###,,#, who  comes to close to your  sandwich... #,,,,#,,#,
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