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,,»†$£¤@@@ internal visionary state @@@¤£$†»,,
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,,»†$£¤@## everything is completely calm and dead ##@¤£$†»,,
,,,,»$$¤@# silent. it's dark, and warm, and i #@¤$$»,,,,
,,»†$£¤@## slowly start to piece together my ##@¤£$†»,,
,,»†$£¤@## consciousness and my body. ##@¤£$†»,,
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,,»†$$$$£@ then the fear hits me and i feel @£$$$$†»,,
,,»»†$$$£¤ acutely sick. something is »wrong». ¤£$$$†»»,,
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,,»†$£¤¤¤@ there are circles and crosses inscribed @¤¤¤£$†»,,
,,»††††$$¤ all over my vision, pressing in, being ¤$$††††»,,
,,,,††£¤¤# almost hostile. i can feel them squirm, #¤¤£††,,,,
,,»†$£¤### their internal logic changing and ###¤£$†»,,
,,,,»$$£¤¤ grinding trenches in my mind. it's like ¤¤£$$»,,,,
,,»†$£¤@## language, sentences i can't hide from, ##@¤£$†»,,
,,»†$£££¤¤ forcefully transcribed in my mind, and ¤¤£££$†»,,
,,»†$£¤@## doing damage there. ##@¤£$†»,,
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,,»»††$£¤@ then i realize i can't hear anything @¤£$††»»,,
,,,,,»»$$¤ because there's something there ¤$$»»,,,,,
,,»†$£¤@## already, droning everything out, a ##@¤£$†»,,
,,»†$£¤@## rapid melody, almost caustic in it's ##@¤£$†»,,
,,,,»†$£@@ particular microtonality. @@£$†»,,,,
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,,,,,††£@@ my surroundings are entirely calm. it's @@£††,,,,,
,,»†$£¤@## almost mocking. ##@¤£$†»,,
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,,,,,,»»$¤ i feel helpless, but i must try to ¤$»»,,,,,,
,,»†††$£¤@ escape. to crawl on the floor searching @¤£$†††»,,
,,»†††$$¤@ relief, such is my nature. turning the @¤$$†††»,,
,,»†$£¤@## lights on does nothing... getting ##@¤£$†»,,
,,»†$£¤@## outside does nothing... drinking water ##@¤£$†»,,
,,»†$£¤¤¤# does noting... but time does - after #¤¤¤£$†»,,
,,»†$£¤@## thirty seconds i'm normal again, ##@¤£$†»,,
,,»†$£@### doubting anything of this happened in ###@£$†»,,
,,»†$£¤@@# the first place. #@@¤£$†»,,
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,,»†$£¤@## my eyes are still tense though, scared. ##@¤£$†»,,
,,»†††£¤¤¤ i don't know what to make. ¤¤¤£†††»,,
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,,»†$£¤@@@ but i'm tired. @@@¤£$†»,,
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,,,,»†$£@# this can happen if you wander too far, #@£$†»,,,,
,,»†$£¤@## i guess? i shouldn't be so reckless ##@¤£$†»,,
,,,,»»†££¤ when dreaming? ¤££†»»,,,,
,,»†$££¤@# i imagine a prick on the nose, that's #@¤££$†»,,
,,»†$£¤@## what these are. like you do with a cat ##@¤£$†»,,
,,»†$£¤@## who comes to close to your sandwich... ##@¤£$†»,,
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