,,,:«^†@#¶ ¶#@†^«:,,,
,,,,:«^†@# #@†^«:,,,,
,,,,,:«^†@ @†^«:,,,,,
,,,,,,:«^† †^«:,,,,,,
,,,,,:«^†@ @†^«:,,,,,
,,,,:«^†@# ,,†¶†,, #@†^«:,,,,
,,,:«^†@#¶ ,:^@¶######¶@^:, ¶#@†^«:,,,
,,:«^†@#¶# ,,,::«@# Dreams #@«::,,, #¶#@†^«:,,
,:«^†@#¶## ,:^@¶######¶@^:, ##¶#@†^«:,
,,:«^†@#¶# ,,†¶†,, #¶#@†^«:,,
,,,:«^†@#¶ ¶#@†^«:,,,
,,,,:«^†@# ,:, #@†^«:,,,,
,,,,,:«^†@ ,†#####†, @†^«:,,,,,
,,,,,,:«^† ,:, †^«:,,,,,,
,,,,,:«^†@ @†^«:,,,,,
,,,,:«^†@# Internal Visionary State #@†^«:,,,,
,,,:«^†@#¶ ¶#@†^«:,,,
,,:«^†@#¶# The Spirit Travels #¶#@†^«:,,
,:«^†@#¶## ##¶#@†^«:,
,,:«^†@#¶# ,:^@¶######¶@^:, #¶#@†^«:,,
,,,:«^†@#¶ ,«, ¶#@†^«:,,,
,,,,:«^†@# #@†^«:,,,,
,,,,,:«^†@ A Cost @†^«:,,,,,
,,,,,,:«^† (Anecdote) †^«:,,,,,,
,,,,,:«^†@ @†^«:,,,,,
,,,,:«^†@# :: #@†^«:,,,,
,,,:«^†@#¶ ¶#@†^«:,,,
,,:«^†@#¶# I Wake Suddenly, And For A Second #¶#@†^«:,,
,:«^†@#¶## Everything Is Completely Calm And Dead ##¶#@†^«:,
,,:«^†@#¶# Silent. It'S Dark, And Warm, And I #¶#@†^«:,,
,,,:«^†@#¶ Slowly Start To Piece Together My ¶#@†^«:,,,
,,,,:«^†@# Consciousness And My Body. #@†^«:,,,,
,,,,,:«^†@ @†^«:,,,,,
,,,,,,:«^† Then The Fear Hits Me And I Feel †^«:,,,,,,
,,,,,:«^†@ Acutely Sick. Something Is «Wrong«. @†^«:,,,,,
,,,,:«^†@# #@†^«:,,,,
,,,:«^†@#¶ ,, ¶#@†^«:,,,
,,:«^†@#¶# #¶#@†^«:,,
,:«^†@#¶## There Are Circles And Crosses Inscribed ##¶#@†^«:,
,,:«^†@#¶# All Over My Vision, Pressing In, Being #¶#@†^«:,,
,,,:«^†@#¶ Almost Hostile. I Can Feel Them Squirm, ¶#@†^«:,,,
,,,,:«^†@# Their Internal Logic Changing And #@†^«:,,,,
,,,,,:«^†@ Grinding Trenches In My Mind. It'S Like @†^«:,,,,,
,,,,,,:«^† Language, Sentences I Can'T Hide From, †^«:,,,,,,
,,,,,:«^†@ Forcefully Transcribed In My Mind, And @†^«:,,,,,
,,,,:«^†@# Doing Damage There. #@†^«:,,,,
,,,:«^†@#¶ ¶#@†^«:,,,
,,:«^†@#¶# Then I Realize I Can'T Hear Anything #¶#@†^«:,,
,:«^†@#¶## Because There'S Something There ##¶#@†^«:,
,,:«^†@#¶# Already, Droning Everything Out, A #¶#@†^«:,,
,,,:«^†@#¶ Rapid Melody, Almost Caustic In It'S ¶#@†^«:,,,
,,,,:«^†@# Particular Microtonality. #@†^«:,,,,
,,,,,:«^†@ @†^«:,,,,,
,,,,,,:«^† :: †^«:,,,,,,
,,,,,:«^†@ @†^«:,,,,,
,,,,:«^†@# My Surroundings Are Entirely Calm. It'S #@†^«:,,,,
,,,:«^†@#¶ Almost Mocking. ¶#@†^«:,,,
,,:«^†@#¶# #¶#@†^«:,,
,:«^†@#¶## I Feel Helpless, But I Must Try To ##¶#@†^«:,
,,:«^†@#¶# Escape. To Crawl On The Floor Searching #¶#@†^«:,,
,,,:«^†@#¶ Relief, Such Is My Nature. Turning The ¶#@†^«:,,,
,,,,:«^†@# Lights On Does Nothing... Getting #@†^«:,,,,
,,,,,:«^†@ Outside Does Nothing... Drinking Water @†^«:,,,,,
,,,,,,:«^† Does Noting... But Time Does - After †^«:,,,,,,
,,,,,:«^†@ Thirty Seconds I'M Normal Again, @†^«:,,,,,
,,,,:«^†@# Doubting Anything Of This Happened In #@†^«:,,,,
,,,:«^†@#¶ The First Place. ¶#@†^«:,,,
,,:«^†@#¶# #¶#@†^«:,,
,:«^†@#¶## My Eyes Are Still Tense Though, Scared. ##¶#@†^«:,
,,:«^†@#¶# I Don'T Know What To Make. #¶#@†^«:,,
,,,:«^†@#¶ ¶#@†^«:,,,
,,,,:«^†@# But I'M Tired. #@†^«:,,,,
,,,,,:«^†@ @†^«:,,,,,
,,,,,,:«^† , †^«:,,,,,,
,,,,,:«^†@ ::«^«:: @†^«:,,,,,
,,,,:«^†@# , #@†^«:,,,,
,,,:«^†@#¶ ¶#@†^«:,,,
,,:«^†@#¶# This Can Happen If You Wander Too Far, #¶#@†^«:,,
,:«^†@#¶## I Guess? I Shouldn'T Be So Reckless ##¶#@†^«:,
,,:«^†@#¶# When Dreaming? #¶#@†^«:,,
,,,:«^†@#¶ I Imagine A Prick On The Nose, That'S ¶#@†^«:,,,
,,,,:«^†@# What These Are. Like You Do With A Cat #@†^«:,,,,
,,,,,:«^†@ Who Comes To Close To Your Sandwich... @†^«:,,,,,
,,,,,,:«^† †^«:,,,,,,
,,,,,:«^†@ @†^«:,,,,,
,,,,:«^†@# #@†^«:,,,,
,,,:«^†@#¶ ¶#@†^«:,,,
,,:«^†@#¶# #¶#@†^«:,,
,:«^†@#¶## ##¶#@†^«:,