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@,@@,@,@,@         INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE         @,,@,@,@,@
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@,@@,@,@,@            THE SPIRIT TRAVELS            @,,@,@,@,@
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@,,@,@,@,@                  A COST                  @,@@,@,@,,
@,@@,@,@,@                (ANECDOTE)                @,,@,@,@,@
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@,@@,@,@,@                    ::                    @,,@,@,@,@
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@,@@,@,@,@ I  WAKE   SUDDENLY,  AND  FOR  A  SECOND @,,@,@,@,@
@,,@,@,@,@ EVERYTHING IS  COMPLETELY  CALM AND DEAD @,@@,@,@,,
@,@@,@,@,@ SILENT.  IT'S  DARK,  AND  WARM,  AND  I @,,@,@,@,@
@,,@,@,@,@ SLOWLY  START   TO   PIECE  TOGETHER  MY @,@@,@,@,,
@,@@,@,@,@        CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY.        @,,@,@,@,@
@,,@,@,@,@                                          @,@@,@,@,,
@,@@,@,@,@ THEN  THE  FEAR  HITS  ME   AND  I  FEEL @,,@,@,@,@
@,,@,@,@,@   ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS -WRONG-.    @,@@,@,@,,
@,@@,@,@,@                                          @,,@,@,@,@
@,,@,@,@,@                    ,,                    @,@@,@,@,,
@,@@,@,@,@                                          @,,@,@,@,@
@,,@,@,@,@ THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES  INSCRIBED @,@@,@,@,,
@,@@,@,@,@ ALL OVER MY VISION,  PRESSING IN,  BEING @,,@,@,@,@
@,,@,@,@,@ ALMOST HOSTILE. I  CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, @,@@,@,@,,
@,@@,@,@,@     THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND    @,,@,@,@,@
@,,@,@,@,@ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND.  IT'S LIKE @,@@,@,@,,
@,@@,@,@,@ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I  CAN'T HIDE  FROM, @,,@,@,@,@
@,,@,@,@,@ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN  MY  MIND, AND @,@@,@,@,,
@,@@,@,@,@            DOING DAMAGE THERE.           @,,@,@,@,@
@,,@,@,@,@                                          @,@@,@,@,,
@,@@,@,@,@ THEN  I  REALIZE  I CAN'T  HEAR ANYTHING @,,@,@,@,@
@,,@,@,@,@     BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE      @,@@,@,@,,
@,@@,@,@,@    ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A    @,,@,@,@,@
@,,@,@,@,@ RAPID  MELODY, ALMOST  CAUSTIC  IN  IT'S @,@@,@,@,,
@,@@,@,@,@         PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY.        @,,@,@,@,@
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@,@@,@,@,@                    ::                    @,,@,@,@,@
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@,@@,@,@,@ MY  SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S @,,@,@,@,@
@,,@,@,@,@              ALMOST MOCKING.             @,@@,@,@,,
@,@@,@,@,@                                          @,,@,@,@,@
@,,@,@,@,@ I  FEEL  HELPLESS,  BUT I  MUST  TRY  TO @,@@,@,@,,
@,@@,@,@,@ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL  ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING @,,@,@,@,@
@,,@,@,@,@ RELIEF,  SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING  THE @,@@,@,@,,
@,@@,@,@,@     LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING    @,,@,@,@,@
@,,@,@,@,@  OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER  @,@@,@,@,,
@,@@,@,@,@ DOES  NOTING...  BUT  TIME DOES -  AFTER @,,@,@,@,@
@,,@,@,@,@     THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN,     @,@@,@,@,,
@,@@,@,@,@ DOUBTING ANYTHING  OF THIS  HAPPENED  IN @,,@,@,@,@
@,,@,@,@,@             THE FIRST PLACE.             @,@@,@,@,,
@,@@,@,@,@                                          @,,@,@,@,@
@,,@,@,@,@ MY EYES  ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. @,@@,@,@,,
@,@@,@,@,@ I    DON'T    KNOW    WHAT    TO   MAKE. @,,@,@,@,@
@,,@,@,@,@                                          @,@@,@,@,,
@,@@,@,@,@              BUT I'M TIRED.              @,,@,@,@,@
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@,,@,@,@,@                  ::-:-::                 @,@@,@,@,,
@,@@,@,@,@                     ,                    @,,@,@,@,@
@,,@,@,@,@                                          @,@@,@,@,,
@,@@,@,@,@ THIS CAN HAPPEN IF  YOU WANDER  TOO FAR, @,,@,@,@,@
@,,@,@,@,@ I  GUESS?  I  SHOULDN'T  BE SO  RECKLESS @,@@,@,@,,
@,@@,@,@,@              WHEN DREAMING?              @,,@,@,@,@
@,,@,@,@,@ I IMAGINE  A  PRICK ON THE  NOSE, THAT'S @,@@,@,@,,
@,@@,@,@,@ WHAT  THESE ARE. LIKE YOU  DO WITH A CAT @,,@,@,@,@
@,,@,@,@,@ WHO COMES  TO CLOSE TO YOUR  SANDWICH... @,@@,@,@,,
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