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&..&&...&. ALL I WANT IS ETERNAL  BLISS? -----  ALL ..&&...&.&
&.&.&..&&. I  WANT  IS  TOTAL  EUPHORIA,  AND  THEN .&.&..&&&.
&&&&&.&.&. SLEEP.  -----  ALL  I  WANT  IS  TO   BE &&&&.&..&&
....&&&&&. STRAPPED   TO  A   HOSTPITAL   BED   AND ...&&&.&..
...&....&. INJECTED  WITH  ALL  KINDS  OF  POISONS. ..&..&&&..
..&&...&&& -----  GUTTER   SNAKES,   GROUND  SNAKES .&&.&..&..
.&.&..&... -----  I'M  ON  AN  ASTRAL PLANE, SLOWLY &.&&&.&&..
&&&&.&&... SINKING INTO  THE EARTH'S  EMBRACE ----- &&..&&.&..
...&&.&... THE  SNAKES  LIKE  WAVES  OVER  ME ----- .&.&.&&&.&
..&.&&&..& MUFFLED  SOUND,  LIKE  FARAWAY  CARS  IN &&&&&..&&&
.&&&..&.&& RAIN -----  EYELIDS CLOSING  ----- ALL I ....&.&..&
&..&.&&&.. WANT IS TO  BE  STRAPPED TO A CHAIR, AND ...&&&&.&&
&.&&&..&.& HAVE WOLF BLOOD  FORCIBLY PUMPED INTO ME ..&...&&..
&&..&.&&&& ----- I  WANT TO BE HEALED BY  AN  ANGEL .&&..&.&.&
.&.&&&...& OR                A                DEMON &.&.&&&&&.
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