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@@@..@.@@@ all i want is eternal bliss?  ~~~~~  all ...@@@..@@
...@.@@@.. i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then ...@..@.@.
...@@@..@. sleep.  ~~~~~  all  i   want  is  to  be ...@@.@@@@
@..@..@.@@ strapped   to   a   hostpital   bed  and @..@.@@...
@@.@@.@@@. injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. .@.@@@.@..
@.@@.@@..@ ~~~~~  gutter   snakes,   ground  snakes @@@@..@@@.
@@@.@@.@.@ ~~~~~ i'm  on  an  astral plane,  slowly ....@.@..@
...@@.@@@@ sinking  into  the earth's embrace ~~~~~ @...@@@@.@
@..@.@@... the  snakes like  waves  over  me  ~~~~~ @@..@...@@
.@.@@@.@.. muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in @.@.@@..@.
.@@@..@@@. rain  ~~~~~ eyelids closing  ~~~~~ all i @@@@@.@.@@
@@..@.@..@ want is to be  strapped to  a chair, and .....@@@@.
@.@.@@@@.@ have wolf  blood forcibly pumped into me .....@...@
.@@@@...@@ ~~~~~  i want to  be  healed by an angel .....@@..@
@@...@..@. or                a                demon .....@.@.@
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