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.......,-= all  i want  is eternal bliss? ----- all =-,.......
......,-=^ i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then ^=-,......
.....,-=^¤ sleep.  -----  all  i  want  is   to  be ¤^=-,.....
....,-=^¤@ strapped   to  a   hostpital   bed   and @¤^=-,....
...,-=^¤@@ injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. @@¤^=-,...
..,-=^¤@@# -----  gutter  snakes,   ground   snakes #@@¤^=-,..
.,-=^¤@@## -----  i'm  on  an  astral plane, slowly ##@@¤^=-,.
..,-=^¤@@# sinking into  the  earth's embrace ----- #@@¤^=-,..
...,-=^¤@@ the  snakes  like  waves  over  me ----- @@¤^=-,...
....,-=^¤@ muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in @¤^=-,....
.....,-=^¤ rain -----  eyelids closing ----- all  i ¤^=-,.....
......,-=^ want is  to be  strapped to a chair, and ^=-,......
.......,-= have wolf blood  forcibly pumped into me =-,.......
......,-=^ -----  i want to be  healed by  an angel ^=-,......
.....,-=^¤ or                a                demon ¤^=-,.....
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