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,,,,@@@,@, all  i want is eternal bliss?  ««««« all ,@,,,,,@,,
,,,,@,@,,, i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then ,,@,,,,,@,
,,,,,,,@,, sleep.  «««««  all  i  want  is  to   be ,,,@,,,,,@
@,,,,,,,@, strapped   to   a   hostpital   bed  and ,,,,@,,,,,
,@,,,,,,,@ injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. @,,,,@,,,,
,,@,,,,,,, «««««   gutter  snakes,   ground  snakes @@,,,,@,,,
,,,@,,,,,, «««««  i'm on  an  astral plane,  slowly @@@,,,,@,,
,,,,@,,,,, sinking  into  the earth's embrace ««««« @,@@,,,,@,
,,,,,@,,,, the  snakes  like  waves  over  me ««««« ,,@@@,,,,@
@,,,,,@,,, muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in ,,@,@@,,,,
,@,,,,,@,, rain ««««« eyelids  closing ««««« all  i ,,,,@@@,,,
,,@,,,,,@, want is  to be strapped to  a chair, and ,,,,@,@@,,
,,,@,,,,,@ have wolf blood forcibly pumped  into me ,,,,,,@@@,
,,,,@,,,,, ««««« i  want to  be healed by  an angel ,,,,,,@,@@
@,,,,@,,,, or                a                demon ,,,,,,,,@@
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