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&.&.&.&.&& all i want is  eternal bliss? ~~~~~  all &.&&.&..&.
&.&.&.&..& i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then &..&.&.&&.
&.&.&.&.&& sleep.   ~~~~~  all  i  want  is  to  be &.&&.&..&.
&.&.&.&..& strapped   to   a  hostpital   bed   and &..&.&.&&.
&.&.&.&.&& injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. &.&&.&..&.
&.&.&.&..& ~~~~~   gutter  snakes,  ground   snakes &..&.&.&&.
&.&.&.&.&& ~~~~~  i'm on  an astral  plane,  slowly &.&&.&..&.
&.&.&.&..& sinking  into the earth's embrace  ~~~~~ &..&.&.&&.
&.&.&.&.&& the  snakes  like  waves  over me  ~~~~~ &.&&.&..&.
&.&.&.&..& muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in &..&.&.&&.
&.&.&.&.&& rain ~~~~~ eyelids closing  ~~~~~  all i &.&&.&..&.
&.&.&.&..& want is  to be  strapped to a chair, and &..&.&.&&.
&.&.&.&.&& have  wolf blood forcibly pumped into me &.&&.&..&.
&.&.&.&..& ~~~~~  i  want to  be healed by an angel &..&.&.&&.
&.&.&.&.&& or                a                demon &.&&.&..&.
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