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,&&&&&&&&& all i want  is  eternal bliss? ««««« all &,,&&&&&&,
,,&&&&&&&& i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then ,,,,&&&&,,
&,,&&&&&&, sleep.  «««««  all   i  want  is  to  be &&&,,&&,,&
,,,,&&&&,, strapped   to   a   hostpital   bed  and &&,,,,,,,,
&&&,,&&,,, injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. &,,&&&&&&&
&&,,,,,,&& «««««   gutter   snakes,  ground  snakes ,,,,&&&&&&
&,,&&&&,,, «««««  i'm  on  an  astral plane, slowly &&&,,&&&&&
,,,,&&,,&& sinking  into  the earth's embrace ««««« &&,,,,&&&&
,&&,,,,,,& the  snakes like  waves  over  me  ««««« &,,&&,,&&,
,,,,&&&&,, muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in ,,,,,,,,,,
&&&,,&&,,, rain  ««««« eyelids closing  ««««« all i &&&&&&&&&&
&&,,,,,,&& want is  to be strapped  to a chair, and &&&&&&&&&&
&,,&&&&,,, have wolf blood forcibly pumped  into me ,&&&&&&&&&
,,,,&&,,&& «««««  i want to  be healed  by an angel ,,&&&&&&&&
,&&,,,,,,, or                a                demon ,,,&&&&&&,
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