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..@.....@. all i  want is eternal bliss? -----  all @@......@.
...@...... i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then .@@......@
@...@..... sleep.  -----  all   i  want  is  to  be .@@@......
.@...@.... strapped  to   a   hostpital   bed   and .@.@@.....
..@...@... injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. ...@@@....
...@...@.. -----   gutter   snakes,  ground  snakes ...@.@@...
....@...@. ----- i'm  on  an  astral plane,  slowly .....@@@..
.....@...@ sinking into  the earth's  embrace ----- @....@.@@.
......@... the  snakes  like waves  over  me  ----- @@.....@@@
@......@.. muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in @@@....@.@
@@......@. rain ----- eyelids closing  ----- all  i @.@@.....@
.@@......@ want  is to be strapped  to a chair, and ..@@@....@
.@@@...... have wolf blood  forcibly pumped into me ..@.@@....
.@.@@..... ----- i want  to be healed by  an  angel @...@@@...
...@@@.... or                a                demon @@..@.@@..
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