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...,,,,=*@ all i want is  eternal  bliss? ===== all @*=,,,,...
....,=**§# i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then #§**=,....
.,==$*§@## sleep.   =====  all  i  want  is  to  be ##@§*$==,.
.,==$*§@## strapped   to  a   hostpital   bed   and ##@§*$==,.
......,=*§ injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. §*=,......
......==*§ =====   gutter  snakes,  ground   snakes §*==......
....,=$§@@ ===== i'm  on  an  astral  plane, slowly @@§$=,....
.,==$*§@## sinking into the  earth's embrace  ===== ##@§*$==,.
.,==$*§@## the  snakes  like  waves over  me  ===== ##@§*$==,.
.,==$$$$§§ muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in §§$$$$==,.
....,==$$§ rain  =====  eyelids closing ===== all i §$$==,....
.,=$*§@### want is to  be strapped  to a chair, and ###@§*$=,.
.,==$***§@ have wolf blood forcibly  pumped into me @§***$==,.
.,==$*§@## ===== i  want  to be healed by an  angel ##@§*$==,.
.,==$*§@@@ or                a                demon @@@§*$==,.
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