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,&&,,&&,&& all i want is  eternal bliss?  ~~~~~ all &,,,,&&,&&
&&,&,&,&&, i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then ,&,,,&,&&,
&,&&&&&&,& sleep.   ~~~~~  all  i  want  is  to  be &&&,,&&&,&
,&&,,,,,&& strapped   to   a   hostpital   bed  and &,,&,&,,&&
&&,&,,,,&, injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. &&,&&&&,&,
&,&&&,,,&& ~~~~~   gutter   snakes,  ground  snakes ,,&&,,,&&&
,&&,,&,,&, ~~~~~  i'm on  an  astral  plane, slowly &,&,&,,&,,
,&,&,&&,&& sinking into the  earth's embrace  ~~~~~ &&&&&&,&&,
,&&&&&,&&, the  snakes like  waves  over  me  ~~~~~ ,,,,,,&&,&
&&,,,,&&,& muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in &,,,,,&,&&
,,&,,,&,&& rain ~~~~~ eyelids closing  ~~~~~  all i &&,,,,&&&,
,,&&,,&&&, want  is to be strapped to a  chair, and &,&,,,&,,&
&,&,&,&,,& have wolf  blood forcibly pumped into me ,&&&,,&&,&
,&&&&&&&,& ~~~~~ i want to be  healed  by  an angel ,&,,&,&,&&
&&,,,,,,&& or                a                demon ,&&,&&&&&,
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