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¨&¨¨¨&&&¨¨ &¨¨&&&&&¨¨
¨&&¨¨&¨¨&¨ ======================================== &&¨&¨¨¨¨&¨
¨&¨&¨&&¨&& ¨¨&&&¨¨¨&&
&&&&&&¨&&¨ mouse girl likes shoes ¨¨&¨¨&¨¨&¨
&¨¨¨¨¨&&¨& ¨¨&&¨&&¨&&
¨&¨¨¨¨&¨&& = = = = ¨¨&¨&&¨&&¨
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&&¨&¨¨&¨¨& in this dream i was a girl of maybe ¨&&¨¨&&¨&&
¨¨&&&¨&&¨& sixteen years, together with my dad in ¨&¨&¨&¨&&¨
¨¨&¨¨&&¨&& a huge bath house / spa / hotel / ¨&&&&&&&¨&
&¨&&¨&¨&&¨ shopping centre. dad was constatly ¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨&&
¨&&¨&&&&¨& pointing out hot girls to me. "you see ¨&&¨¨¨¨¨&¨
¨&¨&&¨¨¨&& that black-haired thing dissapearing &&¨&¨¨¨¨&&
&&&&¨&¨¨&¨ behind the clothes rack? oof!" he'd ¨¨&&&¨¨¨&¨
&¨¨¨&&&¨&& say. he was always very creepy about ¨¨&¨¨&¨¨&&
¨&¨¨&¨¨&&¨ this, going for girls my age. &¨&&¨&&¨&¨
¨&&¨&&¨&¨& &&&¨&&¨&&&
&&¨&&¨&&&& this night he had just tried to woo a &¨¨&&¨&&¨¨
&¨&&¨&&¨¨¨ girl he called a "mouse" by buying her ¨&¨&¨&&¨&¨
&&&¨&&¨&¨¨ shoes, but she had accepted them only ¨&&&&&¨&&&
¨¨¨&&¨&&&¨ to run away immediately afterward. dad ¨&¨¨¨¨&&¨¨
¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨& was a bit bummed but dropped it &&&¨¨¨&¨&¨
¨¨¨&&&¨&¨& quickly. i said goodnight to him and ¨¨¨&¨¨&&&&
&¨¨&¨¨&&&& went looking for the mouse. ¨¨¨&&¨&¨¨¨
&&¨&&¨&¨¨¨ ¨¨¨&¨&&&¨¨
&¨&&¨&&&¨¨ the building was enormous and mazelike. ¨¨¨&&&¨¨&¨
&&&¨&&¨¨&¨ walls, floors and pillars were set in ¨¨¨&¨¨&¨&&
¨¨¨&&¨&¨&& green marble. throughout the house ran ¨¨¨&&¨&&&¨
¨¨¨&¨&&&&¨ a main boulevard, wide as a street, ¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨&
&¨¨&&&¨¨¨& framed with clay vases dark as obsidian &¨¨&&&¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨¨&¨¨& and taller than a person. in each vase ¨&¨&¨¨&&&&
&&&&&¨&&¨& was placed upright a leaf from a palm ¨&&&&¨&¨¨¨
&¨¨¨¨&&¨&& tree or giant fern. the boulevard was ¨&¨¨¨&&&¨¨
&&¨¨¨&¨&&¨ dimly lit, which allowed the pools that ¨&&¨¨&¨¨&¨
&¨&¨¨&&&¨& were generously sprinkled throughout &&¨&¨&&¨&&
¨&&&¨&¨¨&& each floor would reflect suggestive ¨¨&&&&¨&&¨
¨&¨¨&&&¨&¨ patterns on the marble. &¨&¨¨¨&&¨&
&&&¨&¨¨&&& ¨&&&¨¨&¨&&
¨¨¨&&&¨&¨¨ = = = = &&¨¨&¨&&&¨
¨¨¨&¨¨&&&¨ &¨&¨&&&¨¨&
&¨¨&&¨&¨¨& following the boulevard, two floors up ¨&&&&¨¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&&&¨& i found her crying behind two fern &&¨¨¨&¨&&&
&&&&&&¨¨&& vases. she was beautiful, and as i ¨¨&¨¨&&&¨¨
&¨¨¨¨¨&¨&¨ approached, she looked up and sniveled. ¨¨&&¨&¨¨&¨
&&¨¨¨¨&&&& in the nearest vase she had stuffed &¨&¨&&&¨&&
¨¨&¨¨¨&¨¨¨ both the shoes. &&&&&¨¨&&¨
¨¨&&¨¨&&¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨&¨&¨&
&¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ i told her to follow, but she didn't &¨¨¨¨&&&&&
¨&&&&&&&&& move or speak. so instead i said to ¨&¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨
¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ stay there, and ran to get her a better ¨&&¨¨&&¨¨¨
¨&&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ pair of shoes that she would actually &&¨&¨&¨&¨¨
¨&¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨ like. when i returned, having spent &¨&&&&&&&¨
¨&&&&¨¨¨¨¨ more than i could really afford, she &&&¨¨¨¨¨¨&
&&¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨ was visibly impressed. i tried to sound &¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨&
¨¨&¨¨&&¨¨¨ cool, saying something like "what do ¨&¨&&¨¨¨¨&
&¨&&¨&¨&¨¨ you think, just because a girl has a &&&&¨&¨¨¨&
¨&&¨&&&&&¨ freaky dad, she doesn't have taste?" &¨¨¨&&&¨¨&
&&¨&&¨¨¨¨& but mouse girl just laughed at me. &&¨¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&&¨&¨¨¨& ¨¨&¨&&¨&&&
&¨&¨&&&¨¨& she then took me by the hand and led me &¨&&&¨&&¨¨
&&&&&¨¨&¨& out a side route to a closed-off &&&¨¨&&¨&¨
&¨¨¨¨&¨&&& rooftop walking garden, full of juniper ¨¨¨&¨&¨&&&
¨&¨¨¨&&&¨¨ and thuja. it was a late evening, and &¨¨&&&&&¨¨
¨&&¨¨&¨¨&¨ the stars were glittering. being &&¨&¨¨¨¨&¨
¨&¨&¨&&¨&& closed, the garden had its light turned ¨¨&&&¨¨¨&&
&&&&&&¨&&¨ off, but we could still see our way ¨¨&¨¨&¨¨&¨
&¨¨¨¨¨&&¨& around by the light shining down from ¨¨&&¨&&¨&&
¨&¨¨¨¨&¨&& the windows of the higher floors. ¨¨&¨&&¨&&¨
¨&&¨¨¨&&&¨ &¨&&&¨&&¨&
&&¨&¨¨&¨¨& she lay down in a patch of grass. i sat ¨&&¨¨&&¨&&
¨¨&&&¨&&¨& down on my knees, and then crawled ¨&¨&¨&¨&&¨
¨¨&¨¨&&¨&& closer. she laughed at me again, and ¨&&&&&&&¨&
&¨&&¨&¨&&¨ said - ¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨&&
¨&&¨&&&&¨& ¨&&¨¨¨¨¨&¨
¨&¨&&¨¨¨&& = = = = &&¨&¨¨¨¨&&
&&&&¨&¨¨&¨ ¨¨&&&¨¨¨&¨
&¨¨¨&&&¨&& (here i am awakened by the morning crew) ¨¨&¨¨&¨¨&&
¨&¨¨&¨¨&&¨ &¨&&¨&&¨&¨
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