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¨¨¨¨§¨§¨§§             ¨::£########£::¨             ¨¨¨§¨§¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨§§§§§¨         ¨¨¨::=£# dreams #£=::¨¨¨         ¨¨¨§§§§¨§§
§¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§             ¨::£########£::¨             ¨¨¨§¨¨¨§§¨
§§¨¨§§¨¨¨§                  ¨¨=#=¨¨                 ¨¨¨§§¨¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨§                                          §¨¨§¨§¨§§§
§¨§§§§§§¨§                   ¨:¨                    ¨§¨§§§§§¨¨
§§§¨¨¨¨¨§§                ¨=§###§=¨                 ¨§§§¨¨¨¨§¨
§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨                    ¨:¨                   ¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§§
¨§¨§§¨¨¨§§                                          ¨§§¨§§¨¨§¨
¨§§§¨§¨¨§¨         internal visionary state         §§¨§§¨§¨§§
§§¨¨§§§¨§§                                          §¨§§¨§§§§¨
§¨§¨§¨¨§§¨            the spirit travels            §§§¨§§¨¨¨§
¨§§§§§¨§¨§                                          §¨¨§§¨§¨¨§
§§¨¨¨¨§§§§             ¨::£########£::¨             §§¨§¨§§§¨§
¨¨§¨¨¨§¨¨¨                    ¨=¨                   ¨¨§§§§¨¨§§
§¨§§¨¨§§¨¨                                          ¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§¨
§§§¨§¨§¨§¨                  a cost                  ¨¨§§¨¨§§§§
¨¨¨§§§§§§§                (anecdote)                ¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨¨
¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨§§§§§§¨¨
¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨¨                    ::                    §¨§¨¨¨¨¨§¨
¨¨¨§¨§¨¨¨¨                                          ¨§§§¨¨¨¨§§
§¨¨§§§§¨¨¨ i  wake  suddenly,  and   for  a  second ¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§¨
§§¨§¨¨¨§¨¨ everything is  completely calm and  dead §§§¨§§¨¨§§
¨¨§§§¨¨§§¨ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i §¨¨§§¨§¨§¨
¨¨§¨¨§¨§¨§ slowly  start   to   piece  together  my §§¨§¨§§§§§
§¨§§¨§§§§§        consciousness and my body.        ¨¨§§§§¨¨¨¨
§§§¨§§¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨§¨¨¨§¨¨¨
§¨¨§§¨§¨¨¨ then  the  fear  hits  me   and  i  feel §¨§§¨¨§§¨¨
§§¨§¨§§§¨¨    acutely sick. something is =wrong=.   ¨§§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨§§§§¨¨§¨                                          ¨§¨§§§§§§§
¨§§¨¨¨§¨§§                    ¨¨                    §§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§¨§¨¨§§§¨                                          §¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨
¨§§§§¨§¨¨§ there are circles and crosses  inscribed ¨§¨¨§§¨¨¨¨
¨§¨¨¨§§§¨§ all  over my vision, pressing  in, being §§§¨§¨§¨¨¨
¨§§¨¨§¨¨§§ almost hostile. i  can feel them squirm, §¨¨§§§§§¨¨
¨§¨§¨§§¨§¨    their internal logic changing and     §§¨§¨¨¨¨§¨
¨§§§§§¨§§§ grinding trenches in my mind. it's  like §¨§§§¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨¨¨§§¨¨ language, sentences  i can't hide  from, §§§¨¨§¨¨§¨
§¨§¨¨¨§¨§¨ forcefully transcribed in  my  mind, and ¨¨¨§¨§§¨§§
¨§§§¨¨§§§§            doing damage there.           §¨¨§§§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨¨                                          ¨§¨§¨¨§§¨§
§§§¨§§§§¨¨ then  i realize  i can't  hear  anything ¨§§§§¨§¨§§
¨¨¨§§¨¨¨§¨     because there's something there      §§¨¨¨§§§§¨
¨¨¨§¨§¨¨§§    already, droning everything out, a    ¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§
§¨¨§§§§¨§¨ rapid  melody,  almost  caustic in  it's ¨¨§§¨§§¨¨§
¨§¨§¨¨¨§§§         particular microtonality.        §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
§§§§§¨¨§¨¨                                          §§§§§¨§§§§
¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨                    ::                    §¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨§                                          §§¨¨¨§¨§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§§ my surroundings  are entirely calm. it's ¨¨§¨¨§§§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨§§¨§¨             almost mocking.              ¨¨§§¨§¨¨¨§
§¨¨¨¨§¨§§§                                          §¨§¨§§§¨¨§
¨§¨¨¨§§§¨¨ i  feel  helpless,  but  i  must try  to §§§§§¨¨§¨§
§§§¨¨§¨¨§¨ escape. to crawl on the  floor searching ¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§§
¨¨¨§¨§§¨§§ relief,  such is my nature. turning  the §¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨
¨¨¨§§§¨§§¨    lights on does nothing... getting     ¨§¨¨¨§¨¨§¨
¨¨¨§¨¨§§¨§  outside does nothing... drinking water  ¨§§¨¨§§¨§§
§¨¨§§¨§¨§§ does  noting... but  time does  -  after §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
§§¨§¨§§§§¨     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     §¨§§§§§§¨§
¨¨§§§§¨¨¨§ doubting  anything  of this happened  in §§§¨¨¨¨¨§§
§¨§¨¨¨§¨¨§             the first place.             ¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨
§§§§¨¨§§¨§                                          ¨¨¨§§¨¨¨§§
¨¨¨¨§¨§¨§§ my eyes are still tense  though, scared. ¨¨¨§¨§¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨§§§§§¨ i    don't    know    what   to    make. ¨¨¨§§§§¨§§
§¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§                                          ¨¨¨§¨¨¨§§¨
§§¨¨§§¨¨¨§              but i'm tired.              ¨¨¨§§¨¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨§                                          §¨¨§¨§¨§§§
§¨§§§§§§¨§                    ¨                     ¨§¨§§§§§¨¨
§§§¨¨¨¨¨§§                 ::=:=::                  ¨§§§¨¨¨¨§¨
§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨                    ¨                     ¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§§
¨§¨§§¨¨¨§§                                          ¨§§¨§§¨¨§¨
¨§§§¨§¨¨§¨ this can happen if you wander  too  far, §§¨§§¨§¨§§
§§¨¨§§§¨§§ i  guess?  i  shouldn't be  so  reckless §¨§§¨§§§§¨
§¨§¨§¨¨§§¨              when dreaming?              §§§¨§§¨¨¨§
¨§§§§§¨§¨§ i  imagine  a  prick on the nose, that's §¨¨§§¨§¨¨§
§§¨¨¨¨§§§§ what these  are. like you do  with a cat §§¨§¨§§§¨§
¨¨§¨¨¨§¨¨¨ who comes  to close to  your sandwich... ¨¨§§§§¨¨§§
§¨§§¨¨§§¨¨                                          ¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§¨
§§§¨§¨§¨§¨                                          ¨¨§§¨¨§§§§
¨¨¨§§§§§§§                                          ¨¨§¨§¨§¨¨¨
¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨§§§§§§¨¨
¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨¨                                          §¨§¨¨¨¨¨§¨
¨¨¨§¨§¨¨¨¨                                          ¨§§§¨¨¨¨§§