jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)     
 third report                             
  
                                          
                                          
                                          
 i    felt    the   all    too   familiar 
     constriction of everything, the      
 vividness  of sound and  colors, and the 
         narrowed attention span.         
                                          
 here     it     comes,    i     thought. 
                                          
 some  birds   tweeted   and   the  sound 
    reverberated in my head, seemingly    
 "behind" all other sound, like  when you 
 daydream   and  see  what  you   imagine 
 clearer   than   what   you   look   at. 
                                          
 as  i walked  toward my  bike  i noticed 
 that there was a  strange humming  sound 
 going  on,  a dark, metallic, drone-like 
   monotone thing coming from seemingly   
 all  directions,  acting  as a  backdrop 
           for all other sound.           
                                          
 as  i rode  toward my house i understood 
 that  this  hum was in the  other "sound 
             space" as well.              
                                          
 (i recorded  myself singing in tune with 
 the  sound, so i  could  find it on  the 
 piano   later.   it  was  a  g   sharp). 
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
 things  lost  all  sense of  proportion; 
 when  i  looked  at them they would fill 
 my entire vision,  and  without anything 
  changing visually they would oscillate  
 between  being percieved as  very  small 
            or enourmously big.           
                                          
 in  the  middle of  the  day in a forest 
 with  nobody  around,  i  got  struck by 
 fear  and climbed  a  great  height.  my 
 inner  organs were  tugged by  a  second 
 gravity.  this made  me feel  very  ill, 
 but  it   lessened  if  i  complied  and 
 lunged my  body  in  the felt direction. 
                                          
 this  is  when   i  found   a   dark orb