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@,@,,@@,@@                                          ,@@,,,@@@,
@@@@,@,@@,                                          @@,@,,@,,@
,,,,@@@@,@                                          @,@@@,@@,@
@,,,@,,,@@                 fat cap                  @@@,,@@,@@
,@,,@@,,@,                                          @,,@,@,@@,
,@@,@,@,@@ ,,,,,  %%  ¶¶  %%  ¶¶  %%  ¶¶  %%  ,,,,, @@,@@@@@,@
@@,@@@@@@,                                          @,@@,,,,@@
,,@@,,,,,@ in gardens  among stones along the river ,@@,@,,,@,
,,@,@,,,,@ grows  the  mushroom. between  ferns and @@,@@@,,@@
@,@@@@,,,@ horsemint grows  the mushroom. along the @,@@,,@,@,
@@@,,,@,,@ creek, with  a  reddish  cap  and  white @@@,@,@@@@
,,,@,,@@,@ stem and quirky gleam in its eyes  grows ,,,@@@@,,,
,,,@@,@,@@               the mushroom.              ,,,@,,,@,,
,,,@,@@@@,                                          ,,,@@,,@@,
,,,@@@,,,@                   ,,,,,                  @,,@,@,@,@
@,,@,,@,,@                                          @@,@@@@@@@
,@,@@,@@,@ i am dreaming.  a  package has  arrived. ,,@@,,,,,,
,@@@,@@,@@                                          ,,@,@,,,,,
,@,,@@,@@, through the  park  i  go  to pick it  up @,@@@@,,,,
,@@,@,@@,@ from  a bitter lady.  a  slot in a wall, ,@@,,,@,,,
,@,@@@@,@@ lady inside,  me outside  with  the rest @@,@,,@@,,
,@@@,,,@@,               of the world.              ,,@@@,@,@,
,@,,@,,@,@                                          ,,@,,@@@@@
@@@,@@,@@@                  ,,,,,                   ,,@@,@,,,,
@,,@@,@@,,                                          @,@,@@@,,,
@@,@,@@,@, delivered is a  ny fat cap, a nozzle (or ,@@@@,,@,,
@,@@@@,@@@       "cap") for spray paint cans.       ,@,,,@,@@,
@@@,,,@@,,                                          ,@@,,@@@,@
,,,@,,@,@, through young  forest, thin  and rubbery ,@,@,@,,@@
@,,@@,@@@@ whips shoot up from  the earth. kirskale @@@@@@@,@,
@@,@,@@,,,    around my feet. concrete trenches,    @,,,,,,@@@
,,@@@@,@,, abandoned  gray walls. i  shall try  the ,@,,,,,@,,
,,@,,,@@@,             new nozzle here.             ,@@,,,,@@,
,,@@,,@,,@                                          @@,@,,,@,@
@,@,@,@@,@ the  paint inside  comes out,  it  comes ,,@@@,,@@@
,@@@@@@,@@ like  a massage shower,  it comes like a @,@,,@,@,,
,@,,,,,@@, thick and  slow beam. rich with red  and ,@@@,@@@@,
,@@,,,,@,@               gooey paint.               ,@,,@@,,,@
@@,@,,,@@@                                          ,@@,@,@,,@
,,@@@,,@,, doesn't  hit  anything. it  keeps  going @@,@@@@@,@
@,@,,@,@@, and  never  reaches   the  walls.   it's @,@@,,,,@@
,@@@,@@@,@ forever falling,  but  nothing  will  be ,@@,@,,,@,
,@,,@@,,@@                 stained.                 @@,@@@,,@@
@@@,@,@,@,                                          @,@@,,@,@,
@,,@@@@@@@ ,,,,,  %%  ¶¶  %%  ¶¶  %%  ¶¶  %%  ,,,,, ,@@,@,@@@@
,@,@,,,,,,                                          @@,@@@@,,,
,@@@@,,,,,            i think to myself:            @,@@,,,@,,
,@,,,@,,,,       "new york fat cap" is weird        ,@@,@,,@@,
,@@,,@@,,,                                          ,@,@@@,@,@
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