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@¤£¤@,.@## slower as it goes. equisetum grow just ¨§£,¨#@¨¨¤
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@§£§#@&¤.. on the southern shores until i got #¨..@¤¨,¨.
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,¨.,¨.¨,,. ground, in shoulder-high grass, with an §§¨,@#..#¤
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.,¤@&§§¤£§ umbrella which i'm sitting on. ¨.¤@&£§&
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,#£,,§§§¤, to get up, still looking at the ¨£&.¨.,¤@¨
,,,...#&,, direction of sound rather than at my ,.¨¨¤&¨.¨,
£§¤&§,.... hands, who are busy putting things in .§£,¨¨.§£&
&¤¨.#¤&& my pockets. ,.,,¤@,.¤@
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,.,,¨,,¨¨. the house, not yet really in the ¨¨,.¨¨...¨
#&&§§§¤&¤¤ backyard. from my pockets i retrieve my #§##§¤#&£@
##&¤#§&@§§ radio (now dented) but also a small &£@¤¤§&@@@
§@£#@#&&@& clay figure i've never seen before. it &@@§#¤@#@§
§£§@&££§¤£ must have been laying in the wet dirt, @§##&&¤§#@
@#£&@¤£¤£@ and i must've picked it up with my @@#£@¤¤&§§
¤¤£&¤&&& other belongings. ¤¤#£&&¤¤¤#
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£§£#@#§¤@¤ on her stomach, feet in the air, #¤&£@#§§#&
@§¤§¤£@£&@ roughly seven centimeters long. it's &¤&£§¤&@
#&§#§¤#£§§ freshly made, not yet completely dried. §¤¤###£&¤@
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£@&&£@@¤ particle board for it to dry on, but @¤£&§#£££@
¤§¤§£#£#@§ she is worried and wants me to §§§&§@£¤§#
##&§#¤&§@# throw it away. #§&£§##¤£@
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