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              ketamine, ket, "horse tranquilizer"     ,       
                                                              
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           still unknown to  me, other than through           
              dreams*. apparently made for making             
   ,       holes.  they may be dark and monochrome. .         
                         they may not.                        
                                                              
           white  powder,  dosed  by  way  of  key?          ,
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           *a  red  cylinder,  wide  as  a  finger.  .        
                glossy freckled ceramics, with                
                something organic inside, being               
           corrupted before your eyes - turning  to           
 .         ash, but there's no flame.  you hold  it           
           up  to  your  nose, suck  it in  with  a           
  ,        sharp  inhale.  exit  to  the   balcony.           
                                                              
           here on  the  fifth  floor, with  a view           
           over  the   parking  lot,  things  start           
                folding into each other, like                 
            collapsing a cardboard box. dimensions            
             becoming flat and adjacent. pressed              
           into each  other. creases  are flattened        ,  
           out, distances disappear, the  world  is        ,  
           mangled  down  to  two  dimensions.  and           
           suddenly light  falls  on  the  edge  of           
           everything rather than  the  surface: it           
                  all goes completely dark.                   
                                                            ¨ 
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