jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)
third report
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#&*%^~~... ...~~^%*
&*%^~~.... i felt the all too familiar ....~~^%*&
*%^~~..... constriction of everything, the .....~~^%*
%^~~...... vividness of sound and colors, and the ......~~^%
^~~....... narrowed attention span. .......~~^
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~......... here it comes, i thought. .........~
.......... ..........
.......... some birds tweeted and the sound ..........
.......... reverberated in my head, seemingly ..........
~......... "behind" all other sound, like when you .........~
~~........ daydream and see what you imagine ........~~
^~~....... clearer than what you look at. .......~~^
%^~~...... ......~~^%
*%^~~..... as i walked toward my bike i noticed .....~~^%*
&*%^~~.... that there was a strange humming sound ....~~^%*&
#&*%^~~... going on, a dark, metallic, drone-like ...~~^%*
@#&*%^~~.. monotone thing coming from seemingly ..~~^%*@
#@#&*%^~~. all directions, acting as a backdrop .~~^%*@#
@#&*%^~~.. for all other sound. ..~~^%*@
#&*%^~~... ...~~^%*
&*%^~~.... as i rode toward my house i understood ....~~^%*&
*%^~~..... that this hum was in the other "sound .....~~^%*
%^~~...... space" as well. ......~~^%
^~~....... .......~~^
~~........ (i recorded myself singing in tune with ........~~
~......... the sound, so i could find it on the .........~
.......... piano later. it was a g sharp). ..........
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&&..&...&. things lost all sense of proportion; .&&..&&&&&
&.....&... when i looked at them they would fill ......&&&&
..&&&...&. my entire vision, and without anything .&&&&..&&&
...&..&... changing visually they would oscillate ..&&....&.
&&......&& between being percieved as very small .....&&...
...&&&&..& or enourmously big. &&&&....&.
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.......&&. in the middle of the day in a forest .&......&.
&&&&&&.... with nobody around, i got struck by ...&&&&...
.&&&&..&&. fear and climbed a great height. my .&..&&..&.
..&&...... inner organs were tugged by a second ..........
&....&&&&. gravity. this made me feel very ill, &&&&&&&&&&
..&&..&&.. but it lessened if i complied and &&&&&&&&&&
.......... lunged my body in the felt direction. .&&&&&&&&.
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.&&&&&&&&& this is when i found a dark orb ...&&&&...
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