jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)     
 third report                             
  
                                          
                                          
                                          
 i   felt    the    all    too   familiar 
      constriction of everything, the     
 vividness  of sound and colors, and  the 
         narrowed attention span.         
                                          
 here     it     comes,    i     thought. 
                                          
 some   birds   tweeted   and  the  sound 
    reverberated in my head, seemingly    
 "behind" all other  sound, like when you 
 daydream   and  see   what  you  imagine 
 clearer   than   what   you   look   at. 
                                          
 as  i  walked  toward my bike i  noticed 
 that  there was a strange humming  sound 
 going on, a dark,  metallic,  drone-like 
   monotone thing coming from seemingly   
 all  directions,  acting as  a  backdrop 
           for all other sound.           
                                          
 as i rode toward my house  i  understood 
 that this hum  was in  the  other "sound 
              space" as well.             
                                          
 (i recorded  myself singing in tune with 
 the  sound, so  i could  find it  on the 
 piano   later.  it   was  a   g  sharp). 
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
 things  lost  all  sense  of proportion; 
 when  i looked  at them  they would fill 
 my  entire  vision, and without anything 
  changing visually they would oscillate  
 between  being percieved  as very  small 
            or enourmously big.           
                                          
 in the  middle  of the day  in a  forest 
 with  nobody  around,  i  got struck  by 
 fear and  climbed  a  great  height.  my 
 inner  organs  were  tugged by a  second 
 gravity. this  made  me  feel  very ill, 
 but  it   lessened  if  i  complied  and 
 lunged my  body  in the  felt direction. 
                                          
 this  is   when   i   found  a  dark orb