jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)     
 third report                             
  
                                          
                                          
                                          
 i   felt    the    all   too    familiar 
     constriction of everything, the      
 vividness of  sound and colors,  and the 
         narrowed attention span.         
                                          
 here     it     comes,    i     thought. 
                                          
 some  birds   tweeted  and   the   sound 
    reverberated in my head, seemingly    
 "behind" all other  sound, like when you 
 daydream  and  see   what  you   imagine 
 clearer   than   what   you   look   at. 
                                          
 as i  walked  toward  my bike i  noticed 
 that there  was a strange  humming sound 
 going on,  a dark, metallic,  drone-like 
   monotone thing coming from seemingly   
 all  directions, acting  as  a  backdrop 
           for all other sound.           
                                          
 as i rode  toward my house i  understood 
 that this  hum  was in the other  "sound 
              space" as well.             
                                          
 (i recorded myself singing  in tune with 
 the sound, so  i could find  it  on  the 
 piano  later.   it  was   a  g   sharp). 
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
 things  lost all  sense  of  proportion; 
 when i looked  at them  they would  fill 
 my  entire vision,  and without anything 
  changing visually they would oscillate  
 between  being percieved  as  very small 
           or enourmously big.            
                                          
 in the  middle of  the day  in a  forest 
 with  nobody  around,  i  got struck  by 
 fear  and climbed  a  great  height.  my 
 inner organs  were tugged  by  a  second 
 gravity. this  made  me  feel very  ill, 
 but  it  lessened  if  i  complied   and 
 lunged my body  in the  felt  direction. 
                                          
 this  is  when   i  found   a   dark orb