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.......... I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ..........
.......... HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ..........
.......... DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ..........
.......... ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ..........
^......... THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND .........^
=^........ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ........^=
†=^....... REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE .......^=†
=†=^...... ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ......^=†=
%=†=^..... ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I .....^=†=%
#%=†=^.... HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ....^=†=%#
@#%=†=^... LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ...^=†=%#@
@@#%=†=^.. KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ..^=†=%#@@
#@@#%=†=^. ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE .^=†=%#@@#
@@#%=†=^.. SEASONS THIS WAY. ..^=†=%#@@
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=†=^...... HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ......^=†=
†=^....... INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN .......^=†
=^........ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ........^=
^......... BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT .........^
.......... BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ..........
.......... COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ..........
.......... THESE THINGS UP. ..........
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=^........ IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ........^=
†=^....... WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" .......^=†
=†=^...... CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ......^=†=
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@@#%=†=^.. IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ..^=†=%#@@
#@@#%=†=^. HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I .^=†=%#@@#
@@#%=†=^.. CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ..^=†=%#@@
@#%=†=^... THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ...^=†=%#@
#%=†=^.... NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ....^=†=%#
%=†=^..... SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME .....^=†=%
=†=^...... "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ......^=†=
†=^....... AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME .......^=†
=^........ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ........^=
^......... WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. .........^
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