,,,,,~\*¶¶ ¶¶*\~,,,,,
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,,,~\==*&¶ ¶&*==\~,,,
,,~\==**&¶ ¶&**==\~,,
,,~\=*&¶## ##¶&*=\~,,
,,~\\\***¶ EH ¶***\\\~,,
,,~\=*&¶## ##¶&*=\~,,
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,,,,,\\\=& &=\\\,,,,,
,,~\=*&¶## I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ##¶&*=\~,,
,,~~~=**&¶ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ¶&**=~~~,,
,,,,,\\==& DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN &==\\,,,,,
,,~\=&¶### ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ###¶&=\~,,
,,~\==*&¶¶ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ¶¶&*==\~,,
,,~\=*&&¶¶ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ¶¶&&*=\~,,
,,,,,\**¶# REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE #¶**\,,,,,
,,~\=*&¶## ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ##¶&*=\~,,
,,,,~\\\*& ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I &*\\\~,,,,
,,,,~\=*&¶ HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ¶&*=\~,,,,
,,,,,\=&&# LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN #&&=\,,,,,
,,,,,\\==& KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS &==\\,,,,,
,,,,~~=**¶ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ¶**=~~,,,,
,,~~\\\*¶¶ SEASONS THIS WAY. ¶¶*\\\~~,,
,,~\=*&¶## ##¶&*=\~,,
,,~\=*&¶## ~ ##¶&*=\~,,
,,,,,~\**& &**\~,,,,,
,,,,,,~\*¶ HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ¶*\~,,,,,,
,,~\=*&¶## INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ##¶&*=\~,,
,,~\=*&¶## THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ##¶&*=\~,,
,,,,,~\**& BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT &**\~,,,,,
,,,,,~==*¶ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¶*==~,,,,,
,,~\=*&¶## COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ##¶&*=\~,,
,,,~~\**&¶ THESE THINGS UP. ¶&**\~~,,,
,,~\=&¶### ###¶&=\~,,
,,,,,,\\=& ~ &=\\,,,,,,
,,,,,,\*&# #&*\,,,,,,
,,~\=*&¶## IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ##¶&*=\~,,
,,~\=*&¶## WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ##¶&*=\~,,
,,~\=*¶### CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ###¶*=\~,,
,,,,,~\*¶# #¶*\~,,,,,
,,~\=*&¶## ~ ##¶&*=\~,,
,,~\=*&¶## ##¶&*=\~,,
,,~\=*&¶## IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ##¶&*=\~,,
,,~\=*&¶¶# HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I #¶¶&*=\~,,
,,~\\\***¶ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ¶***\\\~,,
,,,,,\*&&¶ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ¶&&*\,,,,,
,,~\=*&¶## NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ##¶&*=\~,,
,,~\=*&### SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ###&*=\~,,
,,~\=*&¶## "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ##¶&*=\~,,
,,~\=*&¶## AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ##¶&*=\~,,
,,~\=*&¶## SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ##¶&*=\~,,
,,,,\\\=&& WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. &&=\\\,,,,
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