ketamine, ket, "horse tranquilizer"             
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           still unknown to me, other  than through  ¨        
              dreams*. apparently made for making         ¨   
           holes.  they may be dark and monochrome.           
        ,               they may not.                         
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  .        white  powder,  dosed  by  way  of  key?           
                                                              
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         % *a  red  cylinder,  wide  as  a  finger.        %  
                glossy freckled ceramics, with                
                something organic inside, being               
        .  corrupted before your  eyes - turning to           
  .        ash, but  there's no flame. you hold  it           
           up  to  your  nose,  suck it  in  with a           
           sharp  inhale.  exit   to  the  balcony.           
                                                              
           here  on the  fifth  floor, with  a view           
           over  the  parking   lot,  things  start           
                folding into each other, like                 
            collapsing a cardboard box. dimensions            
             becoming flat and adjacent. pressed              
           into each  other.  creases are flattened      ,    
           out, distances disappear,  the world  is         . 
           mangled  down  to  two  dimensions.  and           
           suddenly  light  falls  on  the  edge of           
           everything  rather  than the surface: it         ¨ 
                   all goes completely dark.                  
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