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.......... I   WAS   THINKING    TO    STOP   DOING ..........
.......... HALLUCINOGENS  IN THE  WINTER  BECAUSE I ..........
.......... DO NOT KNOW  HOW USEFUL THEY  HAVE  BEEN ..........
.......... ANYWAY?  I GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ..........
^......... THEM, THE LAST  FEW TIMES AT  LEAST, AND .........^
=^........ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE  EFFECTS THAT I ........^=
†=^....... REALLY  DO  NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL  BE .......^=†
=†=^......   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ......^=†=
%=†=^..... ATTACKS  WITH  RANDOM  THINGS   THAT   I .....^=†=%
#%=†=^.... HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR A ....^=†=%#
@#%=†=^... LONG  TIME  I  COULD NOT  SEE A  CERTAIN ...^=†=%#@
@@#%=†=^.. KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT GETTING  ANXIOUS ..^=†=%#@@
#@@#%=†=^. ... AND I SHOULD AVOID  TO RUIN ALL  THE .^=†=%#@@#
@@#%=†=^..            SEASONS THIS WAY.             ..^=†=%#@@
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=†=^......     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    ......^=†=
†=^....... INCREASED  OR  AT LEAST  THE BURN-INS IN .......^=†
=^........ THE   EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES  STUFF   IS ........^=
^......... BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO   IT .........^
.......... BEFORE.  BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ..........
.......... COFFEE. MAYBE  I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ..........
..........             THESE THINGS UP.             ..........
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=^........ IT  COMES  TO  ME SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ........^=
†=^....... WHAT A  LOAD OF CONCEPTS  THIS "REALITY" .......^=†
=†=^...... CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY ARE ......^=†=
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@@#%=†=^.. IF I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ..^=†=%#@@
#@@#%=†=^. HOURS, IT  WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I .^=†=%#@@#
@@#%=†=^.. CLOSE  MY   EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S ..^=†=%#@@
@#%=†=^... THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS  AND  MOTION. ...^=†=%#@
#%=†=^.... NOW  AND THEN I HEAR  THIS SOUND (A REAL ....^=†=%#
%=†=^.....     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    .....^=†=%
=†=^......  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ......^=†=
†=^....... AND  IT  IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT, I BECOME .......^=†
=^........ SO STRESSFUL, BUT  I THINK IT  HAS TO DO ........^=
^.........        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         .........^
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