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§^:~^¨¨¨¨¨ hallucinogens in the winter because i ¨¨¨¨¨^~:^§
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#¤§^:~^¨¨¨ anyway? i get so tense when i take ¨¨¨^~:^§¤#
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¤§^:~^¨¨¨¨ long time i could not see a certain ¨¨¨¨^~:^§¤
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#¤§^:~^¨¨¨ the eyes, and sometimes stuff is ¨¨¨^~:^§¤#
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¤§^:~^¨¨¨¨ hours, it will no longer be dark when i ¨¨¨¨^~:^§¤
#¤§^:~^¨¨¨ close my eyes, not actually cev's ¨¨¨^~:^§¤#
##¤§^:~^¨¨ though, rather just fields and motion. ¨¨^~:^§¤##
###¤§^:~^¨ now and then i hear this sound (a real ¨^~:^§¤###
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#¤§^:~^¨¨¨ "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. ¨¨¨^~:^§¤#
¤§^:~^¨¨¨¨ and it is always unpleasant, i become ¨¨¨¨^~:^§¤
§^:~^¨¨¨¨¨ so stressful, but i think it has to do ¨¨¨¨¨^~:^§
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