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             ketamine, ket, "horse tranquilizer"              
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     ,     still unknown to me,  other than through           
              dreams*. apparently made for making             
           holes. they may  be dark and monochrome.           
                         they may not.                  ¨     
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           white  powder,  dosed  by  way  of  key?        ,  
                                                              
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           *a  red  cylinder,  wide  as  a  finger.           
       ~        glossy freckled ceramics, with                
               something organic inside, being                
           corrupted  before your eyes - turning to           
           ash, but  there's no  flame. you hold it           
           up  to  your nose,  suck  it in  with  a       .   
           sharp  inhale.   exit  to  the  balcony.           
                                                              
           here on  the fifth floor,  with  a  view           
           over  the  parking  lot,   things  start           
                folding into each other, like                 
            collapsing a cardboard box. dimensions            
              becoming flat and adjacent. pressed             
           into  each  other. creases are flattened           
           out,  distances  disappear, the world is           
       ¨   mangled  down  to  two  dimensions.  and           
           suddenly  light  falls  on  the  edge of         , 
           everything  rather than the  surface: it           
                   all goes completely dark.                  
                                                              
                                                              
                                                              
                                                              
   ~                                                       ¨