Eh                    
                                          
                                         
                                          
 I    Was    Thinking   To   Stop   Doing 
 Hallucinogens In  The Winter  Because  I 
 Do  Not Know How  Useful They Have  Been 
 Anyway?  I  Get  So  Tense When  I  Take 
 Them, The Last  Few Times  At Least, And 
 There Are Plenty Of  Side Effects That I 
 Really  Do  Not  Like, And There Will Be 
   Associations With These Mini-Anxiety   
 Attacks  With   Random  Things  That   I 
 Happen  To See...  For  Example,  For  A 
 Long  Time  I  Could  Not See A  Certain 
 Kind Of  Leaf  Without  Getting  Anxious 
 ... And I  Should Avoid  To Ruin All The 
            Seasons This Way.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
    Hmm, Recently My Visual Phenomena     
 Increased  Or At Least  The  Burn-Ins In 
 The  Eyes,   And   Sometimes  Stuff   Is 
 Breathing  Now,  They  Did  Not  Do   It 
 Before. But  Maybe I Just Drank Too Much 
 Coffee. Maybe I'M Scared And Making  All 
             These Things Up.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
 It  Comes  To  Me  Sometimes  That Shit, 
 What A  Load Of ConceptS  This "Reality" 
 Consists  Of,  And  How Vague  They  Are 
                                          
                                         
                                          
 If  I  Do  Not  Sleep  For About  Twenty 
 Hours,  It Will No Longer Be Dark When I 
 Close   My  Eyes,  Not  Actually   Cev'S 
 Though,  Rather Just FieldS  And Motion. 
 Now And Then  I Hear This Sound  (A Real 
     Sound (I Think)), Resembling Some    
  "Knerp" From Twentyfive c nbome Or So.  
 And It  Is Always  Unpleasant,  I Become 
 So Stressful,  But I Think It Has To  Do 
        With The Novelty. I Hope.