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*~~....... I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING .......~~*
~~........ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ........~~
~......... DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN .........~
.......... ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ..........
.......... THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ..........
.......... THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ..........
~......... REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE .........~
~~........ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ........~~
*~~....... ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I .......~~*
%*~~...... HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ......~~*%
¤%*~~..... LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN .....~~*%¤
#¤%*~~.... KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ....~~*%¤#
@#¤%*~~... ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ...~~*%¤#@
#@#¤%*~~.. SEASONS THIS WAY. ..~~*%¤#@#
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#¤%*~~.... HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ....~~*%¤#
¤%*~~..... INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN .....~~*%¤
%*~~...... THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ......~~*%
*~~....... BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT .......~~*
~~........ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ........~~
~......... COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL .........~
.......... THESE THINGS UP. ..........
.......... ..........
.......... ~ ..........
~......... .........~
~~........ IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ........~~
*~~....... WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" .......~~*
%*~~...... CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ......~~*%
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#¤%*~~.... ~ ....~~*%¤#
@#¤%*~~... ...~~*%¤#@
#@#¤%*~~.. IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ..~~*%¤#@#
##@#¤%*~~. HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I .~~*%¤#@##
#@#¤%*~~.. CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ..~~*%¤#@#
@#¤%*~~... THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ...~~*%¤#@
#¤%*~~.... NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ....~~*%¤#
¤%*~~..... SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME .....~~*%¤
%*~~...... "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ......~~*%
*~~....... AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME .......~~*
~~........ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ........~~
~......... WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. .........~
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