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,,,,,,,,,. I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING .,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,.- HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I -.,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,.-* DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN *-.,,,,,,,
,,,,,,.-*= ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE =*-.,,,,,,
,,,,,.-*=$ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND $=*-.,,,,,
,,,,.-*=$£ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I £$=*-.,,,,
,,,.-*=$£# REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE #£$=*-.,,,
,,.-*=$£## ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ##£$=*-.,,
,.-*=$£### ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ###£$=*-.,
,,.-*=$£## HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ##£$=*-.,,
,,,.-*=$£# LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN #£$=*-.,,,
,,,,.-*=$£ KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS £$=*-.,,,,
,,,,,.-*=$ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE $=*-.,,,,,
,,,,,,.-*= SEASONS THIS WAY. =*-.,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,. INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN .,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,.- THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS -.,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,.-* BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT *-.,,,,,,,
,,,,,,.-*= BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH =*-.,,,,,,
,,,,,.-*=$ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL $=*-.,,,,,
,,,,.-*=$£ THESE THINGS UP. £$=*-.,,,,
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,,.-*=$£## IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ##£$=*-.,,
,,,.-*=$£# WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" #£$=*-.,,,
,,,,.-*=$£ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE £$=*-.,,,,
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,,,,,,,,.- IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY -.,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,. HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I .,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,. THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. .,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,.- NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL -.,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,.-* SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME *-.,,,,,,,
,,,,,,.-*= "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. =*-.,,,,,,
,,,,,.-*=$ AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME $=*-.,,,,,
,,,,.-*=$£ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO £$=*-.,,,,
,,,.-*=$£# WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. #£$=*-.,,,
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