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«~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ THEM,  THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST,  AND ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~«
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«~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN  I ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~«
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«~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ THOUGH,  RATHER  JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~«
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^*«~¨¨¨¨¨¨     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ¨¨¨¨¨¨~«*^
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