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###&&**=^¨ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ¨^=**&##
###&&**=^¨ DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ¨^=**&##
###&&**=^¨ ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ¨^=**&##
#&&*=^¨¨¨¨ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ¨¨¨¨^=*&
###&&**=^¨ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ¨^=**&##
###&&**=^¨ REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ¨^=**&##
#&*==¨¨¨¨¨ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ¨¨¨¨¨==*
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&**=¨¨¨¨¨¨ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ¨¨¨¨¨¨=**&
####&**=^¨ KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ¨^=**###
###&&**=^¨ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ¨^=**&##
###&&**=^¨ SEASONS THIS WAY. ¨^=**&##
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#&&&***=^¨ HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ¨^=***&&
###&&**=^¨ INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ¨^=**&##
###&&**=^¨ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ¨^=**&##
###&&**=^¨ BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ¨^=**&##
###&&**=^¨ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¨^=**&##
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&*=^^¨¨¨¨¨ IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ¨¨¨¨¨^^=*&
###&&**=^¨ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ¨^=**&##
#&****=^¨¨ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ¨¨^=****
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####&&**^¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ¨^**&###
###&&**=^¨ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ¨^=**&##
###&&**=^¨ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ¨^=**&##
&&***==¨¨¨ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ¨¨¨==***&&
##&&&**=^¨ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ¨^=**&&#
##&**==^¨¨ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ¨¨^==**#
####&&**=^ AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ^=**&###
###&&**=^¨ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ¨^=**&##
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