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&*§:»,.... I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ....,»:§*&
*§:»,..... HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I .....,»:§*
&*§:»,.... DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ....,»:§*&
@&*§:»,... ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ...,»:§*&@
#@&*§:»,.. THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ..,»:§*&@#
##@&*§:»,. THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I .,»:§*&@##
#@&*§:»,.. REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ..,»:§*&@#
@&*§:»,... ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ...,»:§*&@
&*§:»,.... ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ....,»:§*&
*§:»,..... HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A .....,»:§*
&*§:»,.... LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ....,»:§*&
@&*§:»,... KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ...,»:§*&@
#@&*§:»,.. ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ..,»:§*&@#
##@&*§:»,. SEASONS THIS WAY. .,»:§*&@##
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*§:»,..... HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA .....,»:§*
&*§:»,.... INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ....,»:§*&
@&*§:»,... THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ...,»:§*&@
#@&*§:»,.. BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ..,»:§*&@#
##@&*§:»,. BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH .,»:§*&@##
#@&*§:»,.. COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ..,»:§*&@#
@&*§:»,... THESE THINGS UP. ...,»:§*&@
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@&*§:»,... IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ...,»:§*&@
#@&*§:»,.. WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ..,»:§*&@#
##@&*§:»,. CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE .,»:§*&@##
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*§:»,..... IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY .....,»:§*
&*§:»,.... HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ....,»:§*&
@&*§:»,... CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ...,»:§*&@
#@&*§:»,.. THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ..,»:§*&@#
##@&*§:»,. NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL .,»:§*&@##
#@&*§:»,.. SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ..,»:§*&@#
@&*§:»,... "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ...,»:§*&@
&*§:»,.... AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ....,»:§*&
*§:»,..... SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO .....,»:§*
&*§:»,.... WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ....,»:§*&
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