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###&&**=^¨ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ¨^=**&&###
###&&**=^¨ DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ¨^=**&&###
###&&**=^¨ ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ¨^=**&&###
#&&*=^¨¨¨¨ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ¨¨¨¨^=*&&#
###&&**=^¨ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ¨^=**&&###
###&&**=^¨ REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ¨^=**&&###
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&***^¨¨¨¨¨ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ¨¨¨¨¨^***&
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&**=¨¨¨¨¨¨ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ¨¨¨¨¨¨=**&
####&**=^¨ KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ¨^=**&####
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###&&**=^¨ SEASONS THIS WAY. ¨^=**&&###
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#&&&***=^¨ HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ¨^=***&&&#
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###&&**=^¨ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ¨^=**&&###
###&&**=^¨ BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ¨^=**&&###
###&&**=^¨ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¨^=**&&###
##&&**^¨¨¨ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¨¨¨^**&&##
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####&&**^¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ¨^**&&####
###&&**=^¨ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ¨^=**&&###
###&&**=^¨ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ¨^=**&&###
&&***==¨¨¨ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ¨¨¨==***&&
##&&&**=^¨ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ¨^=**&&&##
##&**==^¨¨ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ¨¨^==**&##
####&&**=^ AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ^=**&&####
###&&**=^¨ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ¨^=**&&###
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