jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)
third report
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#¨#¨#¨##¨# i felt the all too familiar #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨¨#¨# constriction of everything, the #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨##¨# vividness of sound and colors, and the #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨¨#¨# narrowed attention span. #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨##¨# #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨¨#¨# here it comes, i thought. #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨##¨# #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨¨#¨# some birds tweeted and the sound #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨##¨# reverberated in my head, seemingly #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨¨#¨# "behind" all other sound, like when you #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨##¨# daydream and see what you imagine #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨¨#¨# clearer than what you look at. #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨##¨# #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨¨#¨# as i walked toward my bike i noticed #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨##¨# that there was a strange humming sound #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨¨#¨# going on, a dark, metallic, drone-like #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨##¨# monotone thing coming from seemingly #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨¨#¨# all directions, acting as a backdrop #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨##¨# for all other sound. #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨¨#¨# #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨##¨# as i rode toward my house i understood #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨¨#¨# that this hum was in the other "sound #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨##¨# space" as well. #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨¨#¨# #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨##¨# (i recorded myself singing in tune with #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨¨#¨# the sound, so i could find it on the #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨##¨# piano later. it was a g sharp). #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨¨#¨# #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
#¨#¨#¨##¨# #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨¨#¨##¨¨#¨ ¨¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨##¨¨#¨##¨ ¨##¨¨#¨#¨#
¨¨#¨##¨¨#¨ things lost all sense of proportion; ¨¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨##¨¨#¨##¨ when i looked at them they would fill ¨##¨¨#¨#¨#
¨¨#¨##¨¨#¨ my entire vision, and without anything ¨¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨##¨¨#¨##¨ changing visually they would oscillate ¨##¨¨#¨#¨#
¨¨#¨##¨¨#¨ between being percieved as very small ¨¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨##¨¨#¨##¨ or enourmously big. ¨##¨¨#¨#¨#
¨¨#¨##¨¨#¨ ¨¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨##¨¨#¨##¨ in the middle of the day in a forest ¨##¨¨#¨#¨#
¨¨#¨##¨¨#¨ with nobody around, i got struck by ¨¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨##¨¨#¨##¨ fear and climbed a great height. my ¨##¨¨#¨#¨#
¨¨#¨##¨¨#¨ inner organs were tugged by a second ¨¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨##¨¨#¨##¨ gravity. this made me feel very ill, ¨##¨¨#¨#¨#
¨¨#¨##¨¨#¨ but it lessened if i complied and ¨¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨##¨¨#¨##¨ lunged my body in the felt direction. ¨##¨¨#¨#¨#
¨¨#¨##¨¨#¨ ¨¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨##¨¨#¨##¨ this is when i found a dark orb ¨##¨¨#¨#¨#
¨¨#¨##¨¨#¨ ¨¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨##¨¨#¨##¨ ¨##¨¨#¨#¨#