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¤§^:~^¨¨¨¨ i    was   thinking   to    stop   doing ¨¨¨¨^~:^§¤
§^:~^¨¨¨¨¨ hallucinogens  in the  winter  because i ¨¨¨¨¨^~:^§
¤§^:~^¨¨¨¨ do  not know  how  useful they have been ¨¨¨¨^~:^§¤
#¤§^:~^¨¨¨ anyway?  i get  so  tense  when  i  take ¨¨¨^~:^§¤#
##¤§^:~^¨¨ them, the  last few  times at least, and ¨¨^~:^§¤##
###¤§^:~^¨ there are plenty of side effects that  i ¨^~:^§¤###
##¤§^:~^¨¨ really  do not  like, and there will  be ¨¨^~:^§¤##
#¤§^:~^¨¨¨   associations with these mini-anxiety   ¨¨¨^~:^§¤#
¤§^:~^¨¨¨¨ attacks  with  random   things  that   i ¨¨¨¨^~:^§¤
§^:~^¨¨¨¨¨ happen  to  see... for  example,  for  a ¨¨¨¨¨^~:^§
¤§^:~^¨¨¨¨ long  time  i  could  not see  a certain ¨¨¨¨^~:^§¤
#¤§^:~^¨¨¨ kind  of  leaf  without  getting anxious ¨¨¨^~:^§¤#
##¤§^:~^¨¨ ... and i should  avoid to  ruin all the ¨¨^~:^§¤##
###¤§^:~^¨             seasons this way.            ¨^~:^§¤###
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§^:~^¨¨¨¨¨     hmm, recently my visual phenomena    ¨¨¨¨¨^~:^§
¤§^:~^¨¨¨¨ increased  or at least  the  burn-ins in ¨¨¨¨^~:^§¤
#¤§^:~^¨¨¨ the  eyes,   and   sometimes  stuff   is ¨¨¨^~:^§¤#
##¤§^:~^¨¨ breathing   now,  they  did  not  do  it ¨¨^~:^§¤##
###¤§^:~^¨ before. but maybe i just  drank too much ¨^~:^§¤###
##¤§^:~^¨¨ coffee. maybe i'm scared and making  all ¨¨^~:^§¤##
#¤§^:~^¨¨¨             these things up.             ¨¨¨^~:^§¤#
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#¤§^:~^¨¨¨ it comes  to  me  sometimes  that  shit, ¨¨¨^~:^§¤#
##¤§^:~^¨¨ what  a load of concepts  this "reality" ¨¨^~:^§¤##
###¤§^:~^¨ consists  of,  and  how  vague  they are ¨^~:^§¤###
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§^:~^¨¨¨¨¨ if  i  do  not  sleep  for  about twenty ¨¨¨¨¨^~:^§
¤§^:~^¨¨¨¨ hours, it will  no longer be dark when i ¨¨¨¨^~:^§¤
#¤§^:~^¨¨¨ close   my   eyes,  not  actually  cev's ¨¨¨^~:^§¤#
##¤§^:~^¨¨ though, rather just fields  and  motion. ¨¨^~:^§¤##
###¤§^:~^¨ now and  then  i hear this sound (a real ¨^~:^§¤###
##¤§^:~^¨¨     sound (i think)), resembling some    ¨¨^~:^§¤##
#¤§^:~^¨¨¨  "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so.  ¨¨¨^~:^§¤#
¤§^:~^¨¨¨¨ and  it is always  unpleasant, i  become ¨¨¨¨^~:^§¤
§^:~^¨¨¨¨¨ so  stressful, but i think it has to  do ¨¨¨¨¨^~:^§
¤§^:~^¨¨¨¨        with the novelty. i hope.         ¨¨¨¨^~:^§¤
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