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##¶§$%*=,¨ I    WAS   THINKING   TO   STOP    DOING ¨,=*%$§¶##
#¶$**==¨¨¨ HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE WINTER  BECAUSE I ¨¨¨==**$¶#
##¶§$%*=,¨ DO NOT  KNOW  HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE  BEEN ¨,=*%$§¶##
##¶§$%*=,¨ ANYWAY?  I  GET SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ¨,=*%$§¶##
##¶§$%*=,¨ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT  LEAST,  AND ¨,=*%$§¶##
§$$*,¨¨¨¨¨ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT  I ¨¨¨¨¨,*$$§
¶¶$**=,¨¨¨ REALLY  DO NOT  LIKE,  AND THERE WILL BE ¨¨¨,=**$¶¶
¶$$*,¨¨¨¨¨   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ¨¨¨¨¨,*$$¶
#¶¶§$%*=,¨ ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM  THINGS   THAT  I ¨,=*%$§¶¶#
#§$*,¨¨¨¨¨ HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR A ¨¨¨¨¨,*$§#
¶$*,¨¨¨¨¨¨ LONG TIME  I  COULD  NOT  SEE  A CERTAIN ¨¨¨¨¨¨,*$¶
¶§§§$%*=,¨ KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING ANXIOUS ¨,=*%$§§§¶
§$$*,,¨¨¨¨ ...  AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN  ALL THE ¨¨¨¨,,*$$§
¶$%%=,¨¨¨¨            SEASONS THIS WAY.             ¨¨¨¨,=%%$¶
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#§%***,¨¨¨     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    ¨¨¨,***%§#
#¶¶§$%*=,¨ INCREASED  OR AT  LEAST THE  BURN-INS IN ¨,=*%$§¶¶#
¶$*=,¨¨¨¨¨ THE  EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS ¨¨¨¨¨,=*$¶
§%=,¨¨¨¨¨¨ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT   DO  IT ¨¨¨¨¨¨,=%§
¶§§$$%*=,¨ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO  MUCH ¨,=*%$$§§¶
¶$***=,¨¨¨ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M  SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¨¨¨,=***$¶
##¶§$%*=,¨             THESE THINGS UP.             ¨,=*%$§¶##
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§$$*,¨¨¨¨¨ IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES THAT  SHIT, ¨¨¨¨¨,*$$§
##¶§$%*=,¨ WHAT A LOAD OF  CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" ¨,=*%$§¶##
§%*==,¨¨¨¨ CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW VAGUE  THEY  ARE ¨¨¨¨,==*%§
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##¶§$%*=,¨ IF I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ¨,=*%$§¶##
###¶§%*=,¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN  I ¨,=*%§¶###
§$%%%**=,¨ CLOSE  MY   EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S ¨,=**%%%$§
¶$*,,,,,¨¨ THOUGH,  RATHER  JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ¨¨,,,,,*$¶
¶¶§%**,¨¨¨ NOW  AND THEN I HEAR  THIS SOUND (A REAL ¨¨¨,**%§¶¶
##¶§$%*=,¨     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ¨,=*%$§¶##
#¶$%=,¨¨¨¨  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ¨¨¨¨,=%$¶#
§$$$$%*=,¨ AND  IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I  BECOME ¨,=*%$$$$§
##¶§$%*=,¨ SO  STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT  HAS TO DO ¨,=*%$§¶##
§%=,,¨¨¨¨¨         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ¨¨¨¨¨,,=%§
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