stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it seems too slow for my  taste?  i 
 try to  numb its will  but it only  gets 
 more frightened  by  its  own existence. 
 at  this  point a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though  of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no    way   out