stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and  i don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow for my  taste? i 
 try to  numb its  will but  it only gets 
 more  frightened by  its own  existence. 
 at  this  point a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though of  sedating  it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is    no    way   out