stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body  is stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for my  taste? i 
 try to numb its  will but it  only  gets 
 more  frightened by  its own  existence. 
 at this point  a  lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the  though of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no    way    out