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,..,,~:†%# pine arcades that were planted and #%†:~,,..,
,.=\%$&@## forgotten. wild boars roaming ##@&$%\=.,
,-:*$&@@## underneath, sniffing at the ground. it ##@@&$*:-,
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,¨.,»$¤§@# slower as it goes. equisetum grow just #@§¤$»,.¨,
.,»§@¤#### where the pine hands start to let ####¤@§»,.
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.~~;^@#£@# the riverbanks reek of magic. tonight #@£#@^;~~.
.-=:*$£##@ they had been a swampworld with sylvan @##£$*:=-.
.~~^%$@### water, stone rings and floating moss. ###@$%^~~.
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,.~:*%#### on the southern shores until i got ####%*:~.,
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.-~^=£§#@# ground, in shoulder-high grass, with an #@#§£=^~-.
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,.~†$*#@## through the ground just how large it is. ##@#*$†~.,
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...¨¨~^@#£ to get up, still looking at the £#@^~¨¨...
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,-«†§#¶### hands, who are busy putting things in ###¶#§†«-,
.-«*$%#¶£# my pockets. #£¶#%$*«-.
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¨-«^%%¤@## backyard. from my pockets i retrieve my ##@¤%%^«-¨
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,--;=&@# must have been laying in the wet dirt, #@#&&=;--,
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,^»^*£&¶## my mom is here now. i ask her for some ##¶&£*^»^,
,,.¨~»^;¤¶ particle board for it to dry on, but ¶¤;^»~¨.,,
,^«:%§## she is worried and wants me to ##§#&%:«^,
¨,«==@#@## throw it away. ##@#@==«,¨
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