växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't  know how i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to,  can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make  it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?