ok  this is so  weird  for me,  hold  on 
                                          
 i'm  in a funnel, i'm  in one  of  those 
     speed meter things, i'm zooming      
     through, never reaching the end      
                                          
 and  now the wind  is consciousness  and 
 the funnel is my body - when  i'm inside 
 i  fail  to  see that i'm all  the  same 
          thing, we're the same           
                                          
 one  winter  day  i  think  year  twenty 
 eleven or  maybe earlier, possibly  much 
 earlier, i walked out  alone on the lake 
 following   a   fox   trail,    a   thin 
 snow-covered  ice, a  stupid  girl,  and 
 the fox wraps  his tail around  me, it's 
 impossibly large,  and i'm burrowed,  it 
        feels nice, and that's that