SOMETHING'S  INSIDE  OF  ME  AND I  KNOW 
 THIS  BECAUSE  OF  HOW  NICE  IT   FEELS 
                                          
  
                                          
 THERE ARE BROWN SPOTS ON  MY HANDS. THEY 
    ARE MOVING, GROWING, DISAPPEARING,    
 APPEARING AGAIN. THIS IS  ALMOST EROTIC. 
                                          
 THERE IS A SPY  IN MY EYES, INSTALLED TO 
 IDENTIFY THESE SPOTS AND TO  GIVE  ME AN 
     APPROPRIATE REACTION (POSITIVE).     
                                          
 WHEN I GATHER ALL MY WILLPOWER,  AND SET 
 IT  ABLAZE  ALL   AT  ONCE,   THE   MOST 
 RESISTANCE I CAN MUSTER IS INDIFFERENCE.