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§¨¨¨§§§¨§§ something's  inside  of me  and  i  know ¨¨§§¨§§¨¨§
¨§¨¨§¨¨§§¨ this  because   of  how  nice  it  feels §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
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¨¨¨§§¨§§§§ //////////////////////////////////////// ¨§¨¨¨§§¨¨¨
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¨¨¨§§§¨§¨¨ there  are brown spots on my hands. they §§¨§¨§§§§¨
¨¨¨§¨¨§§§¨    are moving, growing, disappearing,    ¨¨§§§§¨¨¨§
§¨¨§§¨§¨¨§ appearing again.  this is almost erotic. ¨¨§¨¨¨§¨¨§
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§§§§§§¨¨§§ there is a spy in my eyes,  installed to §§§¨§¨§¨§§
¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§¨ identify  these spots  and to give me an ¨¨¨§§§§§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§§     appropriate reaction (positive).     ¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨§
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¨§¨¨¨¨§§¨¨ when i gather  all my willpower, and set ¨¨¨§¨§¨¨¨§
§§§¨¨¨§¨§¨ it  ablaze  all  at   once,   the   most ¨¨¨§§§§¨¨§
¨¨¨§¨¨§§§§ resistance i can muster is indifference. ¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§
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