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&&&&.&.&.& SOMETHING'S  INSIDE OF  ME  AND  I  KNOW .&&&.&&.&&
....&&&&&& THIS  BECAUSE   OF  HOW  NICE  IT  FEELS &&..&&.&&.
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&...&&.... ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ &&&&&&&.&&
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.&&.&&&&.. THERE ARE BROWN SPOTS ON MY  HANDS. THEY &&.....&.&
&&.&&...&.    ARE MOVING, GROWING, DISAPPEARING,    &.&....&&&
..&&.&..&& APPEARING  AGAIN. THIS IS ALMOST EROTIC. .&&&...&..
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..&&&..&&& THERE IS A SPY IN MY  EYES, INSTALLED TO &.&.&&.&.&
&.&..&.&.. IDENTIFY THESE SPOTS AND TO GIVE  ME  AN &&&&&.&&&&
.&&&.&&&&.     APPROPRIATE REACTION (POSITIVE).     .....&&...
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.&&.&.&..& WHEN I GATHER ALL MY  WILLPOWER, AND SET .&...&&&&.
.&.&&&&&.& IT  ABLAZE   ALL   AT   ONCE,  THE  MOST .&&..&...&
&&&&....&& RESISTANCE I CAN MUSTER IS INDIFFERENCE. .&.&.&&..&
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