SOMETHING'S  INSIDE  OF  ME AND  I  KNOW 
 THIS   BECAUSE  OF  HOW  NICE  IT  FEELS 
                                          
  
                                          
 THERE ARE BROWN SPOTS  ON MY HANDS. THEY 
    ARE MOVING, GROWING, DISAPPEARING,    
 APPEARING AGAIN. THIS IS  ALMOST EROTIC. 
                                          
 THERE  IS A SPY IN MY EYES, INSTALLED TO 
 IDENTIFY  THESE  SPOTS AND TO GIVE ME AN 
     APPROPRIATE REACTION (POSITIVE).     
                                          
 WHEN I GATHER ALL MY  WILLPOWER, AND SET 
 IT  ABLAZE  ALL  AT   ONCE,   THE   MOST 
 RESISTANCE I CAN MUSTER IS INDIFFERENCE.