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&.&...&... SOMETHING'S  INSIDE OF  ME  AND  I  KNOW ...&.&&...
&&&..&&..& THIS  BECAUSE  OF  HOW  NICE  IT   FEELS ..&&&.&..&
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.&&&&&&&.. ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ &&.&..&&&.
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&.....&&.. THERE ARE  BROWN SPOTS ON MY HANDS. THEY &..&&&.&&&
&....&.&..    ARE MOVING, GROWING, DISAPPEARING,    &.&..&&...
&...&&&&.. APPEARING  AGAIN. THIS IS ALMOST EROTIC. &&&.&.&..&
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&.&&..&&.& THERE IS A SPY IN MY EYES,  INSTALLED TO .&....&&&&
&&.&.&.&&. IDENTIFY THESE  SPOTS AND TO GIVE ME  AN &&...&....
.&&&&&&.&&     APPROPRIATE REACTION (POSITIVE).     .&..&&...&
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&....&.&.. WHEN I GATHER  ALL MY WILLPOWER, AND SET .&&&&&.&..
&...&&&&.. IT  ABLAZE   ALL  AT   ONCE,   THE  MOST &....&&&.&
&..&...&.& RESISTANCE I CAN MUSTER IS INDIFFERENCE. &...&..&&.
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