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,@@,@@,,@, SOMETHING'S  INSIDE  OF  ME AND  I  KNOW @,@,@,@,,@
,,@,,@,@@, THIS  BECAUSE  OF  HOW  NICE  IT   FEELS @,@,@,@,@@
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,,@,,@,@@, :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: @,@,@,@,@@
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,,@,,@,@@, THERE ARE BROWN SPOTS ON  MY HANDS. THEY @,@,@,@,@@
,@@,@@,,@,    ARE MOVING, GROWING, DISAPPEARING,    @,@,@,@,,@
,,@,,@,@@, APPEARING AGAIN. THIS IS ALMOST  EROTIC. @,@,@,@,@@
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,,@,,@,@@, THERE IS A  SPY IN MY EYES, INSTALLED TO @,@,@,@,@@
,@@,@@,,@, IDENTIFY THESE SPOTS  AND  TO GIVE ME AN @,@,@,@,,@
,,@,,@,@@,     APPROPRIATE REACTION (POSITIVE).     @,@,@,@,@@
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,,@,,@,@@, WHEN I GATHER ALL  MY WILLPOWER, AND SET @,@,@,@,@@
,@@,@@,,@, IT   ABLAZE  ALL  AT  ONCE,   THE   MOST @,@,@,@,,@
,,@,,@,@@, RESISTANCE I CAN MUSTER IS INDIFFERENCE. @,@,@,@,@@
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