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,-~^†£¤@## † † ##@¤£†^~-,
,-~^†£¤@## † mirage class goth gf † ##@¤£†^~-,
,-~^†£¤@## † † ##@¤£†^~-,
,-~^†£¤@## †^~~~~~---, ,---~~~~~^† ##@¤£†^~-,
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,,,,~^^†¤¤ i used to be a goth, in my youth, doing ¤¤†^^~,,,,
,,,,~†££¤# crimes mostly from or in my beloved and #¤££†~,,,,
,,,,,-^£@@ trusted car, and sometimes my mothers @@£^-,,,,,
,-~^†¤@### barn. we lived just outside town, a ###@¤†^~-,
,,,,~^££¤¤ grove at the end of a dirt road, and ¤¤££^~,,,,
,,,-~^†£¤@ the barn was placed so you could just @¤£†^~-,,,
,-~^†£¤@## make out the surrounding fields through ##@¤£†^~-,
,-~^†£¤@## the trees. ##@¤£†^~-,
,-~^†£¤@## ##@¤£†^~-,
,,--~~^££¤ my car was black and loud, both the ¤££^~~--,,
,-~^†£¤@## engine and the way the parts didn't ##@¤£†^~-,
,-~^†£¤@@@ really stick together. i took my @@@¤£†^~-,
,,,,--~^£@ crimefriend for rides, in the dark, the @£^~--,,,,
,-~^†£¤@## eternal dark that seemed to surround ##@¤£†^~-,
,,,--~^†£@ us. she seemed to cast this veil over @£†^~--,,,
,-~^†£¤@## everything. her black skirt reached to ##@¤£†^~-,
,,,,,-~†£@ her knees but then somehow also back @£†~-,,,,,
,-~^†£¤@@# around, enveloping all my memories of #@@¤£†^~-,
,-~^†£¤@@@ our time together. @@@¤£†^~-,
,-~^†£¤@## ##@¤£†^~-,
,-~^†£¤@## there was blood everywhere. sometimes ##@¤£†^~-,
,,,,,-~†¤¤ the blood was her red lipstick or her ¤¤†~-,,,,,
,,,,~~~^£¤ checkered shirt. she was on television. ¤£^~~~,,,,
,-~^†£¤@## we did crime, and we made weird ##@¤£†^~-,
,-~^†£¤¤¤¤ structures in the barn, tall pillars of ¤¤¤¤£†^~-,
,,,,,,~†£@ dark wood, ladders and plateaus, fires @£†~,,,,,,
,,,,-^††£¤ and fairy lights. we would sleep there ¤£††^-,,,,
,-~^†£¤### and drink there and she would go in the ###¤£†^~-,
,,,,,-^†£¤ television. ¤£†^-,,,,,
,-~^†£¤@## ##@¤£†^~-,
,-~^†£¤@## and then the sun came out, and she went ##@¤£†^~-,
,-~^†£££¤# away. everything changed... i yearned, #¤£££†^~-,
,-~^†£¤@## and the world became dull around me. ##@¤£†^~-,
,-~^†£¤@## ##@¤£†^~-,
,----~†££@ i stopped doing crime, except when @££†~----,
,-~^†£¤### necessarry. things somehow seemed like ###¤£†^~-,
,-~^†£¤@## they were allright, moulded in place, ##@¤£†^~-,
,-~^†£¤@## and i loathed it ------ i missed her ##@¤£†^~-,
,,,,,,-^†¤ so much. ¤†^-,,,,,,
,,,--^^^£@ @£^^^--,,,
,-~^†£¤@## ##@¤£†^~-,
,-~^†£¤@## ~~~~~--, ,--~~~~~ ##@¤£†^~-,
,,,--~~~†¤ ¤†~~~--,,,
,,,,,-^†£¤ ¤£†^-,,,,,
,-~^†£¤@## i searched for her, but nobody had any ##@¤£†^~-,
,,,---^†£¤ memories of her. not so much of me ¤£†^---,,,
,,,,,,-^†¤ either, from the time we were together. ¤†^-,,,,,,
,,,,,~†¤¤@ my mother said i kept to myself in the @¤¤†~,,,,,
,-~^†£¤@## barn, or in the car. ##@¤£†^~-,
,,,-~^^^†¤ ¤†^^^~-,,,
,,,,,,~†£@ sometimes i could still see her @£†~,,,,,,
,-~^†£¤@@@ flashing by on the tv in the barn. @@@¤£†^~-,
,-~^†£¤@## everything was black then, for a ##@¤£†^~-,
,,,-~^^£@@ moment. i remembered her laugh and knew @@£^^~-,,,
,-^†£¤@### we had done crimes together, that it ###@¤£†^-,
,-~^†£¤@## had been real... ##@¤£†^~-,
,-~^†£¤@## ##@¤£†^~-,
,-~^†£¤@## ##@¤£†^~-,
,,,,~~†††¤ ~~~~~--, ,--~~~~~ ¤†††~~,,,,
,-~^†£¤@## ##@¤£†^~-,
,,,--^†£¤@ @¤£†^--,,,
,-~^†£¤@## i died by getting shot in the head ##@¤£†^~-,
,-~^†£¤@## while ramming the fence to a military ##@¤£†^~-,
,,--~^££@@ facility. by this time they had been @@££^~--,,
,-~^†£¤@## chasing me for days. i lost control ##@¤£†^~-,
,-~^††£¤¤¤ over the car, crashed it into a rock ¤¤¤£††^~-,
,-~^†££¤¤¤ wall and flew out the windshield. ¤¤¤££†^~-,
,-~^†£¤@## ##@¤£†^~-,
,-~^^†††¤@ and then i got up, and looked around. @¤†††^^~-,
,-~^†£¤@## it was dark, where it previously had ##@¤£†^~-,
,-~^†£¤¤¤@ been a bright day. around me where @¤¤¤£†^~-,
,,,,,-~††¤ dozens of crashed cars, all my car, ¤††~-,,,,,
,-~^†£¤@## some on fire. ##@¤£†^~-,
,-~^†£¤@## ##@¤£†^~-,
,,,,-^^†£@ the ground was sticky, red. @£†^^-,,,,
,-~^†£¤@## ##@¤£†^~-,
,,--~^†††¤ and then i realized that i knew this ¤†††^~--,,
,,--~†£¤¤# darkness. i knew the way the sky #¤¤£†~--,,
,-~^†£¤@## touched the ground. this was her doing! ##@¤£†^~-,
,,,,-~^†¤@ she was here! @¤†^~-,,,,
,-~^†£¤¤¤@ @¤¤¤£†^~-,
,-~^†£¤@## ##@¤£†^~-,
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