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....^«^*%& *^«««««^^^. .^^^«««««^* &%*^«^....
...^«^*%&@ @&%*^«^...
..^«^*%&@# #@&%*^«^..
.^«^*%&@## I Used To Be A Goth, In My Youth, Doing ##@&%*^«^.
..^«^*%&@# Crimes Mostly From Or In My Beloved And #@&%*^«^..
...^«^*%&@ Trusted Car, And Sometimes My Mothers @&%*^«^...
....^«^*%& Barn. We Lived Just Outside Town, A &%*^«^....
.....^«^*% Grove At The End Of A Dirt Road, And %*^«^.....
......^«^* The Barn Was Placed So You Could Just *^«^......
.......^«^ Make Out The Surrounding Fields Through ^«^.......
........^« The Trees. «^........
.........^ ^.........
........^« My Car Was Black And Loud, Both The «^........
.......^«^ Engine And The Way The Parts Didn'T ^«^.......
......^«^* Really Stick Together. I Took My *^«^......
.....^«^*% Crimefriend For Rides, In The Dark, The %*^«^.....
....^«^*%& Eternal Dark That Seemed To Surround &%*^«^....
...^«^*%&@ Us. She Seemed To Cast This Veil Over @&%*^«^...
..^«^*%&@# Everything. Her Black Skirt Reached To #@&%*^«^..
.^«^*%&@## Her Knees But Then Somehow Also Back ##@&%*^«^.
..^«^*%&@# Around, Enveloping All My Memories Of #@&%*^«^..
...^«^*%&@ Our Time Together. @&%*^«^...
....^«^*%& &%*^«^....
.....^«^*% There Was Blood Everywhere. Sometimes %*^«^.....
......^«^* The Blood Was Her Red Lipstick Or Her *^«^......
.......^«^ Checkered Shirt. She Was On Television. ^«^.......
........^« We Did Crime, And We Made Weird «^........
.........^ Structures In The Barn, Tall Pillars Of ^.........
........^« Dark Wood, Ladders And Plateaus, Fires «^........
.......^«^ And Fairy Lights. We Would Sleep There ^«^.......
......^«^* And Drink There And She Would Go In The *^«^......
.....^«^*% Television. %*^«^.....
....^«^*%& &%*^«^....
...^«^*%&@ And Then The Sun Came Out, And She Went @&%*^«^...
..^«^*%&@# Away. Everything Changed... I Yearned, #@&%*^«^..
.^«^*%&@## And The World Became Dull Around Me. ##@&%*^«^.
..^«^*%&@# #@&%*^«^..
...^«^*%&@ I Stopped Doing Crime, Except When @&%*^«^...
....^«^*%& Necessarry. Things Somehow Seemed Like &%*^«^....
.....^«^*% They Were Allright, Moulded In Place, %*^«^.....
......^«^* And I Loathed It ------ I Missed Her *^«^......
.......^«^ So Much. ^«^.......
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......^«^* *^«^......
.....^«^*% I Searched For Her, But Nobody Had Any %*^«^.....
....^«^*%& Memories Of Her. Not So Much Of Me &%*^«^....
...^«^*%&@ Either, From The Time We Were Together. @&%*^«^...
..^«^*%&@# My Mother Said I Kept To Myself In The #@&%*^«^..
.^«^*%&@## Barn, Or In The Car. ##@&%*^«^.
..^«^*%&@# #@&%*^«^..
...^«^*%&@ Sometimes I Could Still See Her @&%*^«^...
....^«^*%& Flashing By On The Tv In The Barn. &%*^«^....
.....^«^*% Everything Was Black Then, For A %*^«^.....
......^«^* Moment. I Remembered Her Laugh And Knew *^«^......
.......^«^ We Had Done Crimes Together, That It ^«^.......
........^« Had Been Real... «^........
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....^«^*%& I Died By Getting Shot In The Head &%*^«^....
...^«^*%&@ While Ramming The Fence To A Military @&%*^«^...
..^«^*%&@# Facility. By This Time They Had Been #@&%*^«^..
.^«^*%&@## Chasing Me For Days. I Lost Control ##@&%*^«^.
..^«^*%&@# Over The Car, Crashed It Into A Rock #@&%*^«^..
...^«^*%&@ Wall And Flew Out The Windshield. @&%*^«^...
....^«^*%& &%*^«^....
.....^«^*% And Then I Got Up, And Looked Around. %*^«^.....
......^«^* It Was Dark, Where It Previously Had *^«^......
.......^«^ Been A Bright Day. Around Me Where ^«^.......
........^« Dozens Of Crashed Cars, All My Car, «^........
.........^ Some On Fire. ^.........
........^« «^........
.......^«^ The Ground Was Sticky, Red. ^«^.......
......^«^* *^«^......
.....^«^*% And Then I Realized That I Knew This %*^«^.....
....^«^*%& Darkness. I Knew The Way The Sky &%*^«^....
...^«^*%&@ Touched The Ground. This Was Her Doing! @&%*^«^...
..^«^*%&@# She Was Here! #@&%*^«^..
.^«^*%&@## ##@&%*^«^.
..^«^*%&@# #@&%*^«^..
...^«^*%&@ @&%*^«^...
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