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###§&*^~^, * mirage class goth gf * ,^~^*&§###
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###§&*^~^, i used to be a goth, in my youth, doing ,^~^*&§###
§&*~,,,,,, crimes mostly from or in my beloved and ,,,,,,~*&§
#§&&&*^~^, trusted car, and sometimes my mothers ,^~^*&&&§#
##§&&*^~^, barn. we lived just outside town, a ,^~^*&&§##
###§&*^~^, grove at the end of a dirt road, and ,^~^*&§###
###§&*^~^, the barn was placed so you could just ,^~^*&§###
§&^~^,,,,, make out the surrounding fields through ,,,,,^~^&§
#&^^^^^~^, the trees. ,^~^^^^^&#
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§&&**^~~^, my car was black and loud, both the ,^~~^**&&§
§&^^^^,,,, engine and the way the parts didn't ,,,,^^^^&§
####§*^~^, really stick together. i took my ,^~^*§####
##§*~,,,,, crimefriend for rides, in the dark, the ,,,,,~*§##
#§***~~~^, eternal dark that seemed to surround ,^~~~***§#
§&^~~^^^,, us. she seemed to cast this veil over ,,^^^~~^&§
###§&*^~^, everything. her black skirt reached to ,^~^*&§###
###§&*^~^, her knees but then somehow also back ,^~^*&§###
#§§§&*^~^, around, enveloping all my memories of ,^~^*&§§§#
§**~~,,,,, our time together. ,,,,,~~**§
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###§&*^~^, there was blood everywhere. sometimes ,^~^*&§###
#§&^^^^,,, the blood was her red lipstick or her ,,,^^^^&§#
###§&*^~^, checkered shirt. she was on television. ,^~^*&§###
####§*^~^, we did crime, and we made weird ,^~^*§####
###§&*^~^, structures in the barn, tall pillars of ,^~^*&§###
#&^~,,,,,, dark wood, ladders and plateaus, fires ,,,,,,~^&#
§&&^^^,,,, and fairy lights. we would sleep there ,,,,^^^&&§
###§&*^~^, and drink there and she would go in the ,^~^*&§###
§&&**~,,,, television. ,,,,~**&&§
#&^~^,,,,, ,,,,,^~^&#
§§&*~~^,,, and then the sun came out, and she went ,,,^~~*&§§
§*~~~~~^^, away. everything changed... i yearned, ,^^~~~~~*§
#§§&&*^~^, and the world became dull around me. ,^~^*&&§§#
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###§&*^~^, i stopped doing crime, except when ,^~^*&§###
###§&*^~^, necessarry. things somehow seemed like ,^~^*&§###
###§&*^~^, they were allright, moulded in place, ,^~^*&§###
#§&&&*^~^, and i loathed it ------ i missed her ,^~^*&&&§#
###§&*^~^, so much. ,^~^*&§###
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#§&*~,,,,, ~~~~~^^, ,^^~~~~~ ,,,,,~*&§#
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§&&^^^~~^, ,^~~^^^&&§
###§&*^~^, i searched for her, but nobody had any ,^~^*&§###
#§&*~^^^^, memories of her. not so much of me ,^^^^~*&§#
#§§§&*^~^, either, from the time we were together. ,^~^*&§§§#
###§&*^~^, my mother said i kept to myself in the ,^~^*&§###
##§§&*^~^, barn, or in the car. ,^~^*&§§##
§&*~^^,,,, ,,,,^^~*&§
#§&^^,,,,, sometimes i could still see her ,,,,,^^&§#
#§§&&*^~^, flashing by on the tv in the barn. ,^~^*&&§§#
##&^^^,,,, everything was black then, for a ,,,,^^^&##
##&*^~~,,, moment. i remembered her laugh and knew ,,,~~^*&##
#&**^~~,,, we had done crimes together, that it ,,,~~^**&#
§*^^~^^,,, had been real... ,,,^^~^^*§
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§***~^,,,, i died by getting shot in the head ,,,,^~***§
§§*~^,,,,, while ramming the fence to a military ,,,,,^~*§§
§§§&*~~^,, facility. by this time they had been ,,^~~*&§§§
#§&^^,,,,, chasing me for days. i lost control ,,,,,^^&§#
###§&*^~^, over the car, crashed it into a rock ,^~^*&§###
#§§§&*^~^, wall and flew out the windshield. ,^~^*&§§§#
§§&^~~,,,, ,,,,~~^&§§
###§&*^~^, and then i got up, and looked around. ,^~^*&§###
§&*^^^^~^, it was dark, where it previously had ,^~^^^^*&§
###§&*^~^, been a bright day. around me where ,^~^*&§###
###§&*^~^, dozens of crashed cars, all my car, ,^~^*&§###
###§&*^~^, some on fire. ,^~^*&§###
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###§&*^~^, the ground was sticky, red. ,^~^*&§###
#§&&*~^,,, ,,,^~*&&§#
§&^~~~,,,, and then i realized that i knew this ,,,,~~~^&§
###§&*^~^, darkness. i knew the way the sky ,^~^*&§###
###§&*^~^, touched the ground. this was her doing! ,^~^*&§###
#&^~^^,,,, she was here! ,,,,^^~^&#
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