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#¨¨¨###¨¨# § mirage class goth gf § ¨#¨¨#¨¨¨¨¨
¨#¨¨#¨##¨¨ § § ¨¨#¨¨#¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨#¨¨#¨ i used to be a goth, in my youth, doing ¨¨¨¨¨¨#¨¨#
#¨¨¨¨¨#¨¨¨ crimes mostly from or in my beloved and #¨¨¨¨¨¨#¨¨
¨#¨¨¨¨¨#¨¨ trusted car, and sometimes my mothers ¨#¨¨¨¨¨¨#¨
¨¨#¨¨¨¨¨#¨ barn. we lived just outside town, a ¨¨#¨¨¨¨¨¨#
#¨¨#¨¨¨¨¨# grove at the end of a dirt road, and #¨¨#¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨#¨¨#¨¨¨¨¨ the barn was placed so you could just ¨#¨¨#¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨#¨¨#¨¨¨¨ make out the surrounding fields through ¨¨#¨¨#¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨#¨¨#¨¨¨ the trees. #¨¨#¨¨#¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨#¨¨#¨¨ ##¨¨#¨¨#¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨#¨¨#¨ my car was black and loud, both the ###¨¨#¨¨#¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨#¨¨# engine and the way the parts didn't #¨##¨¨#¨¨#
#¨¨¨¨¨¨#¨¨ really stick together. i took my ¨¨###¨¨#¨¨
¨#¨¨¨¨¨¨#¨ crimefriend for rides, in the dark, the ¨¨#¨##¨¨#¨
¨¨#¨¨¨¨¨¨# eternal dark that seemed to surround #¨¨¨###¨¨#
#¨¨#¨¨¨¨¨¨ us. she seemed to cast this veil over ##¨¨#¨##¨¨
¨#¨¨#¨¨¨¨¨ everything. her black skirt reached to ¨##¨¨¨###¨
¨¨#¨¨#¨¨¨¨ her knees but then somehow also back ¨###¨¨#¨##
#¨¨#¨¨#¨¨¨ around, enveloping all my memories of ¨#¨##¨¨¨##
##¨¨#¨¨#¨¨ our time together. ¨¨¨###¨¨#¨
###¨¨#¨¨#¨ #¨¨#¨##¨¨¨
#¨##¨¨#¨¨# there was blood everywhere. sometimes ##¨¨¨###¨¨
¨¨###¨¨#¨¨ the blood was her red lipstick or her ¨##¨¨#¨##¨
¨¨#¨##¨¨#¨ checkered shirt. she was on television. ¨###¨¨¨###
#¨¨¨###¨¨# we did crime, and we made weird ¨#¨##¨¨#¨#
##¨¨#¨##¨¨ structures in the barn, tall pillars of ¨¨¨###¨¨¨#
¨##¨¨¨###¨ dark wood, ladders and plateaus, fires #¨¨#¨##¨¨#
¨###¨¨#¨## and fairy lights. we would sleep there ##¨¨¨###¨¨
¨#¨##¨¨¨## and drink there and she would go in the ###¨¨#¨##¨
¨¨¨###¨¨#¨ television. #¨##¨¨¨###
#¨¨#¨##¨¨¨ ¨¨###¨¨#¨#
##¨¨¨###¨¨ and then the sun came out, and she went ¨¨#¨##¨¨¨#
¨##¨¨#¨##¨ away. everything changed... i yearned, ¨¨¨¨###¨¨#
¨###¨¨¨### and the world became dull around me. #¨¨¨#¨##¨¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨# ##¨¨¨¨###¨
¨¨¨###¨¨¨# i stopped doing crime, except when ¨##¨¨¨#¨##
#¨¨#¨##¨¨# necessarry. things somehow seemed like ¨###¨¨¨¨##
##¨¨¨###¨¨ they were allright, moulded in place, ¨#¨##¨¨¨#¨
###¨¨#¨##¨ and i loathed it ------ i missed her ¨¨¨###¨¨¨¨
#¨##¨¨¨### so much. #¨¨#¨##¨¨¨
¨¨###¨¨#¨# ¨#¨¨¨###¨¨
¨¨#¨##¨¨¨# ¨¨#¨¨#¨##¨
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¨##¨¨¨#¨## i searched for her, but nobody had any #¨##¨¨#¨¨#
¨###¨¨¨¨## memories of her. not so much of me ¨¨###¨¨#¨¨
¨#¨##¨¨¨#¨ either, from the time we were together. ¨¨#¨##¨¨#¨
¨¨¨###¨¨¨¨ my mother said i kept to myself in the #¨¨¨###¨¨#
#¨¨#¨##¨¨¨ barn, or in the car. ¨#¨¨#¨##¨¨
¨#¨¨¨###¨¨ ¨¨#¨¨¨###¨
¨¨#¨¨#¨##¨ sometimes i could still see her ¨¨¨#¨¨#¨##
#¨¨#¨¨¨### flashing by on the tv in the barn. ¨¨¨¨#¨¨¨##
##¨¨#¨¨#¨# everything was black then, for a ¨¨¨¨¨#¨¨#¨
###¨¨#¨¨¨# moment. i remembered her laugh and knew #¨¨¨¨¨#¨¨¨
#¨##¨¨#¨¨# we had done crimes together, that it ¨#¨¨¨¨¨#¨¨
¨¨###¨¨#¨¨ had been real... ¨¨#¨¨¨¨¨#¨
¨¨#¨##¨¨#¨ #¨¨#¨¨¨¨¨#
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¨¨¨¨#¨¨¨## i died by getting shot in the head ¨¨¨¨¨#¨¨#¨
¨¨¨¨¨#¨¨#¨ while ramming the fence to a military ¨¨¨¨¨¨#¨¨#
#¨¨¨¨¨#¨¨¨ facility. by this time they had been #¨¨¨¨¨¨#¨¨
¨#¨¨¨¨¨#¨¨ chasing me for days. i lost control ¨#¨¨¨¨¨¨#¨
¨¨#¨¨¨¨¨#¨ over the car, crashed it into a rock ¨¨#¨¨¨¨¨¨#
#¨¨#¨¨¨¨¨# wall and flew out the windshield. #¨¨#¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨#¨¨#¨¨¨¨¨ ¨#¨¨#¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨#¨¨#¨¨¨¨ and then i got up, and looked around. ¨¨#¨¨#¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨#¨¨#¨¨¨ it was dark, where it previously had #¨¨#¨¨#¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨#¨¨#¨¨ been a bright day. around me where ##¨¨#¨¨#¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨#¨¨#¨ dozens of crashed cars, all my car, ###¨¨#¨¨#¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨#¨¨# some on fire. #¨##¨¨#¨¨#
#¨¨¨¨¨¨#¨¨ ¨¨###¨¨#¨¨
¨#¨¨¨¨¨¨#¨ the ground was sticky, red. ¨¨#¨##¨¨#¨
¨¨#¨¨¨¨¨¨# #¨¨¨###¨¨#
#¨¨#¨¨¨¨¨¨ and then i realized that i knew this ##¨¨#¨##¨¨
¨#¨¨#¨¨¨¨¨ darkness. i knew the way the sky ¨##¨¨¨###¨
¨¨#¨¨#¨¨¨¨ touched the ground. this was her doing! ¨###¨¨#¨##
#¨¨#¨¨#¨¨¨ she was here! ¨#¨##¨¨¨##
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