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,,,,,,,,,, i was thinking to stop doing ,,,,,,,,,,
:,,,,,,,,, hallucinogens in the winter because i ,,,,,,,,,:
-:,,,,,,,, do not know how useful they have been ,,,,,,,,:-
^-:,,,,,,, anyway? i get so tense when i take ,,,,,,,:-^
*^-:,,,,,, them, the last few times at least, and ,,,,,,:-^*
£*^-:,,,,, there are plenty of side effects that i ,,,,,:-^*£
@£*^-:,,,, really do not like, and there will be ,,,,:-^*£@
#@£*^-:,,, associations with these mini-anxiety ,,,:-^*£@#
##@£*^-:,, attacks with random things that i ,,:-^*£@##
###@£*^-:, happen to see... for example, for a ,:-^*£@###
##@£*^-:,, long time i could not see a certain ,,:-^*£@##
#@£*^-:,,, kind of leaf without getting anxious ,,,:-^*£@#
@£*^-:,,,, ... and i should avoid to ruin all the ,,,,:-^*£@
£*^-:,,,,, seasons this way. ,,,,,:-^*£
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:,,,,,,,,, hmm, recently my visual phenomena ,,,,,,,,,:
,,,,,,,,,, increased or at least the burn-ins in ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, the eyes, and sometimes stuff is ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, breathing now, they did not do it ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, before. but maybe i just drank too much ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, these things up. ,,,,,,,,,,
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:,,,,,,,,, it comes to me sometimes that shit, ,,,,,,,,,:
-:,,,,,,,, what a load of concepts this "reality" ,,,,,,,,:-
^-:,,,,,,, consists of, and how vague they are ,,,,,,,:-^
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#@£*^-:,,, if i do not sleep for about twenty ,,,:-^*£@#
##@£*^-:,, hours, it will no longer be dark when i ,,:-^*£@##
###@£*^-:, close my eyes, not actually cev's ,:-^*£@###
##@£*^-:,, though, rather just fields and motion. ,,:-^*£@##
#@£*^-:,,, now and then i hear this sound (a real ,,,:-^*£@#
@£*^-:,,,, sound (i think)), resembling some ,,,,:-^*£@
£*^-:,,,,, "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. ,,,,,:-^*£
*^-:,,,,,, and it is always unpleasant, i become ,,,,,,:-^*
^-:,,,,,,, so stressful, but i think it has to do ,,,,,,,:-^
-:,,,,,,,, with the novelty. i hope. ,,,,,,,,:-
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