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..§§.§§§§.         internal visionary state         ...§§.§§..
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§§§.§..§.§            the spirit travels            .§§§.§§§..
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§....§.§.§                  a cost                  ....§§.§§.
§...§§§§§.                (anecdote)                ...§.§§.§§
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.§§§.§§..§ i  wake  suddenly,  and  for  a   second .§§§§...§§
§..§§.§.§. everything is  completely  calm and dead §...§..§.§
§.§.§§§§§. silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i §..§§.§§§.
§§§§....§. slowly   start   to  piece  together  my §.§.§§..§§
...§...§§.        consciousness and my body.        §§§§.§.§..
..§§..§.§.                                          ...§§§§§..
.§.§.§§§§. then  the  fear  hits   me  and  i  feel ..§....§..
§§§§§...§§   acutely sick. something is ~wrong~.    .§§...§§..
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.§§§.§..§. there are  circles and crosses inscribed .§.§....§§
§..§§§.§§§ all over  my vision, pressing  in, being §§§§...§.§
§.§..§§... almost hostile. i  can feel them squirm, ...§..§§§.
§§§.§.§...    their internal logic changing and     ..§§.§..§§
..§§§§§... grinding trenches in my  mind. it's like .§.§§§.§..
.§....§... language, sentences i can't  hide  from, §§§..§§§..
§§...§§..§ forcefully transcribed in my  mind,  and ..§.§..§..
.§..§.§.§§            doing damage there.           .§§§§.§§.§
§§.§§§§§..                                          §...§§.§§§
.§§....§.. then i realize  i  can't  hear  anything §..§.§§...
§.§...§§.§      because there's something there     §.§§§.§...
§§§..§.§§§    already, droning everything out, a    §§..§§§..§
..§.§§§..§ rapid  melody, almost  caustic  in  it's .§.§..§.§.
.§§§..§.§.        particular microtonality.         §§§§.§§§§.
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.§.§§.§§.§ my surroundings are entirely calm.  it's §...§§§..§
§§§.§§.§§.             almost mocking.              §..§..§.§§
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.§.§§.§§.§ i  feel  helpless,  but  i  must try  to §§.§§..§..
§§§.§§.§§. escape.  to crawl on the floor searching .§§.§.§§..
..§§.§§.§§ relief,  such is my nature. turning  the §.§§§§.§.§
.§.§§.§§.§     lights on does nothing... getting    §§...§§§§§
§§§.§§.§§.  outside does nothing... drinking water  .§..§....§
..§§.§§.§. does noting...  but  time  does -  after §§.§§...§.
.§.§§.§§§§     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     .§§.§..§§.
§§§.§§...§ doubting anything  of  this  happened in §.§§§.§.§.
..§§.§..§§             the first place.             §§..§§§§§§
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§§§..§§§§§ my eyes are still  tense though, scared. §§§§....§§
..§.§..... i    don't    know    what    to   make. ...§...§..
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§...§....§              but i'm tired.              .§.§.§.§..
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..§§.§§§§. this can happen if  you wander too  far, ...§§.§§..
.§.§§...§§ i  guess? i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless ..§.§§.§..
§§§.§..§.§              when dreaming?              .§§§.§§§..
..§§§.§§§§ i imagine  a prick on  the nose,  that's §..§§..§.§
.§..§§.... what these are.  like you do with a  cat §.§.§.§§§§
§§.§.§...§ who comes to close to  your  sandwich... §§§§§§...§
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