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&&&....... #&.....................................& .&.&.&&...
&.&&...... . . .....&&&..
..&&&..... . the dream . .....&.&&.
..&.&&.... . of being swallowed . .......&&&
&...&&&... . by the beast. . .......&.&
&&..&.&&.. . . &........&
.&&...&&&. #&.....................................& .&.......&
.&&&..&.&& ..&.......
.&.&&...&& # inside ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ # &..&......
...&&&..&. . an animal . as if . to be safe &&..&.....
...&.&&... .&&..&....
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.....&.&&. ~,.#### ~,.###~,. ####~. .&.&&..&..
.......&&& ~,.#### ~,.###~,. ####~. ...&&&..&.
.......&.& the dream of resting inside another ...&.&&..&
&........& animal. thats how it starts, .....&&&..
.&.......& ~,. with the dream, .,~ .....&.&&.
..&....... ~,.####~,.###~,.####~. .......&&&
&..&...... but this time i was curious of where it &......&.&
&&..&..... was going, .&.......&
.&&..&.... #;; ~~~~~~~~~~ ;;# ..&......&
.&&&..&... ;; ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ;; ...&......
.&.&&..&.. &...&.....
...&&&..&. the first gate is the lips &&...&....
...&.&&..& &&&...&...
.....&&&.. . . to get at the throat. . &.&&...&..
.....&.&&. ..&&&...&.
.......&&& to be falling into the water, the ..&.&&...&
&......&.& ocean, the void, but it must be done in ....&&&...
.&.......& the right way - in a very specific way. &...&.&&..
..&......& &&....&&&.
...&...... ;,,,~~~~~~~~~~~;;;;,,,,,,,;,~~~~,,,,,;, &&&...&.&&
&...&..... ,,,;;;;;;;,,,,;~, &.&&....&&
&&...&.... ,,,;;;~~~,;~;;;~,,,;~~~~;;;;;;;, ..&&&...&.
&&&...&... ,,,,;,~~,;;,;;;;;;;;;; ..&.&&....
&.&&...&.. ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; ;;;;;;;;;;;;; &...&&&...
..&&&...&. it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's &&..&.&&..
..&.&&...& slow... graceful... but then it gets .&&...&&&.
....&&&... too much and you faint. .&&&..&.&&
&...&.&&.. ;#,,;~,,,,~,~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~;;;;;;; .&.&&...&&
&&....&&&. ;;;;;;;;;;;;; (you will feel very close ...&&&..&.
&&&...&.&& to nature) &..&.&&...
&.&&....&& ;#,,;~,,,,~,~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~;;;;;;; &&...&&&..
..&&&...&. ;;;;;;;;;;;;; (you will feel very close &&&..&.&&.
..&.&&.... to the beast that is everything) &.&&...&&&
&...&&&... ;#,,;~,,,,~,~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~;;;;;;; ..&&&..&.&
&&..&.&&.. ;;;;;;;;;;;;; (only through its help) ..&.&&...&
.&&...&&&. ;#,,;~,,,,~,~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~;; (very ....&&&..&
.&&&..&.&& hard to get here without the aid of the ....&.&&..
.&.&&...&& beast) ;;; (state where the human is ......&&&.
...&&&..&. submerged in the animal) ;;; ;; &.....&.&&
&..&.&&... (becoming the animal) ;;; (forget &&......&&
&&...&&&.. everything else) ;;; ;; (my soul is the &&&.....&.
&&&..&.&&. beast's soul) ;;; (a sludgy sense of &.&&......
&.&&...&&& satisfaction. it's good) ;;; (it's ..&&&.....
..&&&..&.& good) ;;; ;; (breathing heavily) ;;; ..&.&&....
..&.&&...& ;;; ;; (the two souls will move &...&&&...
....&&&..& together) ;;; (merge and dissolve) ;;; &&..&.&&..
....&.&&.. (collective body) ;;; (rearranged and .&&...&&&.
......&&&. reordered) ;;; (the individual is not .&&&..&.&&
&.....&.&& so important) .&.&&...&&
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