some kind of fever dream where      
 everything is  politics  and a gun fight 
              simultaneously.             
                                          
 we  have  weapons  that  deal  damage to 
 ourselves,  or no damage, according to a 
 weird  system  i  never understand,  and 
 the whole dream  is  about  wanting to 
 understand, it's very  pressing, it's  a 
      physical feeling, that i don't      
                understand