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###§£=/~,¨ i  wake  suddenly,  and  for  a   second ¨,~/=£§###
####§£/~,¨ everything  is completely calm  and dead ¨,~/£§####
###§£=/~,¨ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ¨,~/=£§###
§=~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ slowly  start   to   piece  together  my ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~=§
###§£=/~,¨        consciousness and my body.        ¨,~/=£§###
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####§£/~,¨ then  the  fear   hits  me  and  i  feel ¨,~/£§####
###§£=/~,¨    acutely sick. something is ~wrong~.   ¨,~/=£§###
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###§£=/~,¨ there are circles and crosses  inscribed ¨,~/=£§###
###§£=/~,¨ all  over my vision, pressing in,  being ¨,~/=£§###
###§£=/~,¨ almost hostile. i  can feel them squirm, ¨,~/=£§###
###§£=/~,¨    their internal logic changing and     ¨,~/=£§###
##£//~,,¨¨ grinding trenches in my mind. it's  like ¨¨,,~//£##
#££=/~¨¨¨¨ language,  sentences i  can't hide from, ¨¨¨¨~/=££#
###§£=/~,¨ forcefully  transcribed in my  mind, and ¨,~/=£§###
§§££/,¨¨¨¨            doing damage there.           ¨¨¨¨,/££§§
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#£=~,,¨¨¨¨ then  i realize i  can't  hear  anything ¨¨¨¨,,~=£#
#££/,¨¨¨¨¨     because there's something there      ¨¨¨¨¨,/££#
###§£=/~,¨    already, droning everything out, a    ¨,~/=£§###
#§==~~¨¨¨¨ rapid  melody, almost  caustic  in  it's ¨¨¨¨~~==§#
###§£=/~,¨        particular microtonality.         ¨,~/=£§###
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###§£=/~,¨ my surroundings are entirely calm.  it's ¨,~/=£§###
§=~~~,,¨¨¨             almost mocking.              ¨¨¨,,~~~=§
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§£/~¨¨¨¨¨¨ i  feel  helpless,  but  i  must try  to ¨¨¨¨¨¨~/£§
§££=~,¨¨¨¨ escape. to crawl on the floor  searching ¨¨¨¨,~=££§
###§£=/~,¨ relief, such is my nature.  turning  the ¨,~/=£§###
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##§=/~~,,¨  outside does nothing... drinking water  ¨,,~~/=§##
###§£=/~,¨ does noting... but  time  does  -  after ¨,~/=£§###
§==/~~,¨¨¨     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     ¨¨¨,~~/==§
#§£££=/~,¨ doubting  anything of this  happened  in ¨,~/=£££§#
###§£=/~,¨             the first place.             ¨,~/=£§###
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###§£=/~,¨ my eyes  are still tense though, scared. ¨,~/=£§###
###§£=/~,¨ i    don't    know    what    to   make. ¨,~/=£§###
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§§==~~~~,¨              but i'm tired.              ¨,~~~~==§§
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####§£/~,¨ this can  happen if you wander  too far, ¨,~/£§####
###§£=/~,¨ i guess?  i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless ¨,~/=£§###
###§£=/~,¨              when dreaming?              ¨,~/=£§###
§=///,¨¨¨¨ i  imagine a prick on  the  nose, that's ¨¨¨¨,///=§
###§£=/~,¨ what  these are.  like you do with a cat ¨,~/=£§###
§=/,¨¨¨¨¨¨ who comes  to close  to your sandwich... ¨¨¨¨¨¨,/=§
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