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¤¤¤¤¤¨¨¤¤¨ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, ¤¤¤¤¤¤¨¨¨¨
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¤¨¨¨¨¨¤¤¤¤ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, ¤¤¤¨¨¤¤¤¤¤
¨¨¤¤¤¨¨¤¤¤ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND ¨¤¨¨¨¨¤¤¤¤
¨¨¨¤¨¨¨¨¤¤ DOING DAMAGE THERE. ¨¨¨¤¤¨¨¤¤¨
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¤¤¤¨¨¨¨¤¤¤ ALMOST MOCKING. ¤¤¤¤¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO ¨¨¨¨¨¨¤¤¨¨
¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING ¨¤¤¤¤¨¨¨¨¤
¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¨ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE ¨¨¤¤¨¨¤¤¨¨
¨¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¨¨ LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING ¤¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¤¤¤¤¤¨¨¤ OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER ¨¨¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤
¨¨¨¤¤¤¨¨¨¨ DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER ¨¨¨¤¤¤¤¤¤¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN ¨¨¨¨¨¤¤¨¨¨
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¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¨¨¤ MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¤¨¨¤¨¨¨¨¤¤ BUT I'M TIRED. ¨¤¤¤¤¤¤¨¨¤
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¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤ I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS ¤¤¨¨¤¤¨¨¨¨
¨¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤ WHEN DREAMING? ¤¨¨¨¨¨¨¤¤¨
¨¨¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤ I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S ¨¨¤¤¤¤¨¨¨¨
¤¨¨¤¤¤¤¤¤¤ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT ¨¨¨¤¤¨¨¤¤¤
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