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#§§§:::-:. everything is completely calm and dead .:-:::§§§#
#§§§§*:-:. silent. it's dark, and warm, and i .:-:*§§§§#
#@#§§*:-:. slowly start to piece together my .:-:*§§#@#
#@#§§*:-:. consciousness and my body. .:-:*§§#@#
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#§§§**:-:. then the fear hits me and i feel .:-:**§§§#
@§§§**:-:. acutely sick. something is -wrong-. .:-:**§§§@
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@##§§*:-:. almost hostile. i can feel them squirm, .:-:*§§##@
##§§§*:-:. their internal logic changing and .:-:*§§§##
§§§§§*:-:. grinding trenches in my mind. it's like .:-:*§§§§§
#§§§*::-:. language, sentences i can't hide from, .:-::*§§§#
#@#§§*:-:. forcefully transcribed in my mind, and .:-:*§§#@#
#§§***:-:. doing damage there. .:-:***§§#
#@#§§*:-:. .:-:*§§#@#
#@#§§*:-:. then i realize i can't hear anything .:-:*§§#@#
#@#§§*:-:. because there's something there .:-:*§§#@#
#§**-..... already, droning everything out, a .....-**§#
#§§::..... rapid melody, almost caustic in it's .....::§§#
§§:--:::.. particular microtonality. ..:::--:§§
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#@#§§*:-:. my surroundings are entirely calm. it's .:-:*§§#@#
#@#§§*:-:. almost mocking. .:-:*§§#@#
##@#§§:-:. .:-:§§#@##
#@#§§*:-:. i feel helpless, but i must try to .:-:*§§#@#
#§§§§*:-:. escape. to crawl on the floor searching .:-:*§§§§#
§**::::... relief, such is my nature. turning the ...::::**§
§*::::.... lights on does nothing... getting ....::::*§
#@#§§*:-:. outside does nothing... drinking water .:-:*§§#@#
#@#§§*:-:. does noting... but time does - after .:-:*§§#@#
@#§§*--... thirty seconds i'm normal again, ...--*§§#@
#§§§§*:-:. doubting anything of this happened in .:-:*§§§§#
#@#§§*:-:. the first place. .:-:*§§#@#
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§§§***:-:. my eyes are still tense though, scared. .:-:***§§§
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###§§*:-:. i guess? i shouldn't be so reckless .:-:*§§###
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@#§*::-:.. i imagine a prick on the nose, that's ..:-::*§#@
§§§::--::. what these are. like you do with a cat .::--::§§§
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