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             ketamine, ket, "horse tranquilizer"              
                                                              
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           still  unknown to me, other than through           
             dreams*. apparently made for making     ¨        
           holes. they may be  dark and monochrome.           
                        they may not.                  .      
                                                              
  †        white  powder,  dosed  by  way  of  key?           
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       ,   *a  red  cylinder,  wide  as  a  finger.           
                glossy freckled ceramics, with                
               something organic inside, being                
           corrupted before your eyes -  turning to           
           ash, but there's no  flame. you  hold it           
           up  to  your  nose,  suck it  in with  a           
           sharp  inhale.  exit   to  the  balcony.           
                                                              
           here  on the  fifth floor,  with  a view           
        .  over  the  parking   lot,  things  start    %      
                 folding into each other, like          ,     
            collapsing a cardboard box. dimensions         ,  
             becoming flat and adjacent. pressed              
        -  into  each other.  creases are flattened           
           out,  distances  disappear, the world is           
           mangled  down  to  two  dimensions.  and           
           suddenly  light  falls  on  the  edge of           
       %   everything rather  than  the surface: it  .        
        ¨         all goes completely dark.