&&&&&,&,,,                                          &&,,,&&&&,
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,&,,,&,,&,                                          &&&&,&&,,&
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&,,&&&&&,& #&,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,& ,&&,&&&,,,
&&,&,,,,&&              ,             ,             &&,&&,,&,,
&,&&&,,,&,              , the dream  ,              ,,&&,&,&&,
&&&,,&,,&&          , of being swallowed ,          ,,&,&&&&,&
,,,&,&&,&,             , by the beast. ,            &,&&&,,,&&
&,,&&&,&&&                  ,   ,                   ,&&,,&,,&,
&&,&,,&&,, #&,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,& ,&,&,&&,&&
,,&&&,&,&,                                          ,&&&&&,&&,
,,&,,&&&&& #      inside     ================     # ,&,,,,&&,&
&,&&,&,,,, , an  animal  ,  as  if  ,  to  be  safe ,&&,,,&,&&
,&&,&&&,,,                                          ,&,&,,&&&,
,&,&&,,&,,           ,,####@#,,,###,,,###,          &&&&&,&,,&
&&&&,&,&&, =:,####         =:,###=:,         ####=, ,,,,,&&&,&
,,,,&&&&,& =:,####         =:,###=:,         ####=, ,,,,,&,,&&
&,,,&,,,&& the  dream  of  resting  inside  another ,,,,,&&,&,
&&,,&&,,&, animal.    thats    how    it    starts, &,,,,&,&&&
,,&,&,&,&& =:,     with     the      dream,     ,:= ,&,,,&&&,,
,,&&&&&&&,          =:,####=:,###=:,####=,          ,&&,,&,,&,
,,&,,,,,,& but this time i was  curious of where it &&,&,&&,&&
&,&&,,,,,& was                               going, &,&&&&,&&,
&&&,&,,,,& @==            ==========            ==@ ,&&,,,&&,&
,,,&&&,,,& == ==  == ==  ==  == == ==  ==  == == == ,&,&,,&,&&
&,,&,,&,,&                                          &&&&&,&&&,
&&,&&,&&,& the    first    gate    is   the    lips &,,,,&&,,&
,,&&,&&,&&                                          &&,,,&,&,&
&,&,&&,&&, ,  ,   to   get   at   the   throat.   , &,&,,&&&&&
,&&&&,&&,&                                          ,&&&,&,,,,
,&,,,&&,&& to  be  falling   into  the  water,  the ,&,,&&&,,,
,&&,,&,&&, ocean, the void, but  it must be done in &&&,&,,&,,
,&,&,&&&,& the right way - in a very  specific way. &,,&&&,&&,
,&&&&&,,&&                                          &&,&,,&&,&
&&,,,,&,&,  =:::===============:::::::=:====:::::=: &,&&&,&,&&
,,&,,,&&&&             :::=======::::==:            &&&,,&&&&,
,,&&,,&,,,     :::======:======:::============:     &,,&,&,,,&
&,&,&,&&,,          ::::=:==:==:==========          &&,&&&&,,&
,&&&&&&,&, =====================      ============= ,,&&,,,&,&
&&,,,,,&&&  it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's  ,,&,&,,&&&
,,&,,,,&,,   slow... graceful... but then it gets   ,,&&&&,&,,
,,&&,,,&&,          too much and you faint.         ,,&,,,&&&,
,,&,&,,&,&    =#::==::::=:======================    ,,&&,,&,,&
&,&&&&,&&&  ============= (you will feel very close ,,&,&,&&,&
,&&,,,&&,,                to nature)                &,&&&&&,&&
&&,&,,&,&,    =#::==::::=:======================    ,&&,,,,&&,
&,&&&,&&&& ============= (you will feel very close  &&,&,,,&,&
,&&,,&&,,,     to the beast that is everything)     ,,&&&,,&&&
&&,&,&,&,,    =#::==::::=:======================    ,,&,,&,&,,
&,&&&&&&&,  ============= (only through its help)   ,,&&,&&&&,
&&&,,,,,,&   =#::==::::=:================= (very    ,,&,&&,,,&
,,,&,,,,,&  hard to get here without the aid of the ,,&&&,&,,&
&,,&&,,,,&   beast) === (state where the human is   ,,&,,&&&,&
,&,&,&,,,&      submerged in the animal) === ==     &,&&,&,,&&
&&&&&&&,,&     (becoming the animal) === (forget    &&&,&&&,&,
&,,,,,,&,&  everything else) === == (my soul is the &,,&&,,&&&
,&,,,,,&&&   beast's soul) === (a sludgy sense of   &&,&,&,&,,
,&&,,,,&,,    satisfaction. it's good) === (it's    &,&&&&&&&,
,&,&,,,&&,   good) === == (breathing heavily) ===   ,&&,,,,,,&
&&&&&,,&,&     === == (the two souls will move      &&,&,,,,,&
,,,,,&,&&&  together) === (merge and dissolve) ===  ,,&&&,,,,&
&,,,,&&&,,   (collective body) === (rearranged and  &,&,,&,,,&
,&,,,&,,&,   reordered) === (the individual is not  &&&&,&&,,&
&&&,,&&,&&              so important)               &,,,&&,&,&
,,,&,&,&&,                                          ,&,,&,&&&&
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