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&&,,&,,&&&   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   &,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,&&   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   ,,&&&&&&&,
&&&&&&&,,,  rolling by. something is weird, but -   ,,,&&&&&,,
,&&&&&,,&&  the thought moves on. the clouds drift. &&,,&&&,,,
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,,,&,,&&&& **************************************** &&&&,,,,,,
&&,,,,,&&& *    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    * &&&,,&&&&&
&,,&&&,,&& *    LIGHT    IN   THE    BATHROOM.    * &&,,,,&&&&
,,,,&,,,,& **************************************** &,,&&,,&&&
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,,,,&,,,,&    yes, this was earlier today. some     ,&&&&&&,,,
&&&,,,&&,,  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  ,,&&&&,,&&
&&,,&,,,,,    it doesn't worry me anymore though.   ,,,&&,,,,&
&,,,,,&&&&                                          &&,,,,&&,,
,,&&&,,&&&  inside now. i forget the time easily.   ,,,&&,,,,,
&,,&,,,,&& the bathroom door is open. i'm watching  &&,,,,&&&&
,,,,,&&,,&    the sky again, through the kitchen    ,,,&&,,&&&
,&&&,,,,,,   window. why am i looking at the sky?   &&,,,,,,&,
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&,,,,,&&,, **************************************** ,,,,&&,,&&
,,&&&,,,,& *    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    * ,&&,,,,,,&
,,,&,,&&,, *     FLYING     EAST,    TOGETHER.    * ,,,,&&&&,,
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,,,,&&&&&,       i can't remember why this was      ,,,&&&&&&,
&&&,,&&&,, important. it's just another thing that  &&,,&&&&,,
,&,,,,&,,&  used to stress me. there were a lot of  ,,,,,&&,,,
,,,&&,,,,,   those and i like not thinking about    &&&&,,,,&&
,&,,,,&&&&               them as much.              &&&,,&&,,,
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,&,,,,,,&, **************************************** &,,&&&&,,,
,,,&&&&,,, * THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, * ,,,,&&,,&&
,&,,&&,,&, *   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   * &&&,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, **************************************** &&,,&&&&&&
,&&&&&&&&&                                          &,,,,&&&&,
,,&&&&&&&&     right. this was after the light,     ,,&&,,&&,,
&,,&&&&&&&                probably.                 &,,,,,,,,&
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