,-~^^^@@@@                                          @@@@^^^~-,
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,-~^†@@###                                          ###@@†^~-,
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,-~^†@@###                                          ###@@†^~-,
,-~^†@@###   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   ###@@†^~-,
,,,,,--^@@   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   @@^--,,,,,
,,,,---~†@  rolling by. something is weird, but -   @†~---,,,,
,,,-~^†@##  the thought moves on. the clouds drift. ##@†^~-,,,
,,,,~†@@@#                                          #@@@†~,,,,
,-~^†@@### †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ###@@†^~-,
,-~^†@@### †    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    † ###@@†^~-,
,-~^†@@### †    LIGHT   IN    THE    BATHROOM.    † ###@@†^~-,
,,,,--~^@@ †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† @@^~--,,,,
,-~^†@@###                                          ###@@†^~-,
,,,-^^@@@@     yes, this was earlier today. some    @@@@^^-,,,
,-~^†@@###  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  ###@@†^~-,
,-~^†††@##   it doesn't worry me anymore though.    ##@†††^~-,
,-~^†@@@@#                                          #@@@@†^~-,
,-~^††@@@#   inside now. i forget the time easily.  #@@@††^~-,
,-~^†@@### the bathroom door is open. i'm watching  ###@@†^~-,
,,,,,,,~†@    the sky again, through the kitchen    @†~,,,,,,,
,-~^†@@###   window. why am i looking at the sky?   ###@@†^~-,
,-~^††@@@@                                          @@@@††^~-,
,,,,-~^†@@ †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† @@†^~-,,,,
,-~^††@@@@ †    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    † @@@@††^~-,
-~^†@@#### †    FLYING     EAST,    TOGETHER.     † ####@@†^~-
,-~^†@@### †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ###@@†^~-,
,-~^†@@###                                          ###@@†^~-,
,,,,,~†@@@      i can't remember why this was       @@@†~,,,,,
,-~^†@@###  important. it's just another thing that ###@@†^~-,
,,,,,,~†@@  used to stress me. there were a lot of  @@†~,,,,,,
,-~^†@@###   those and i like not thinking about    ###@@†^~-,
,-~^†@@###              them as much.               ###@@†^~-,
,,,,---^@@                                          @@^---,,,,
,,,~^^†@@@ †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† @@@†^^~,,,
,-~^†@@### † THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, † ###@@†^~-,
,-~^†@@### †   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   † ###@@†^~-,
,-~^†@@### †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ###@@†^~-,
,,,--~~~†@                                          @†~~~--,,,
,-~^†@@###     right. this was after the light,     ###@@†^~-,
,-~^†@@###                 probably.                ###@@†^~-,
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