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,,,,@,@@,,   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   @,,,@@@,,,
,,,,,,@@@,   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   ,@,,@,@@,,
,,,,,,@,@@  rolling by. something is weird, but -   ,,@,,,@@@,
,,,,,,,,@@  the thought moves on. the clouds drift. ,,,@,,@,@@
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@@,,,,,,,, **************************************** ,@,,,@,,@,
@@@,,,,,,, *    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    * ,,@,,,@,,,
@,@@,,,,,, *    LIGHT   IN    THE    BATHROOM.    * @,,@,,,@,,
,,@@@,,,,, **************************************** ,@,,@,,,@,
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@,,,@@@,,,    yes, this was earlier today. some     ,,,@,,@,,,
,@,,@,@@,,  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  ,,,,@,,@,,
,,@,,,@@@,    it doesn't worry me anymore though.   @,,,,@,,@,
,,,@,,@,@@                                          ,@,,,,@,,@
@,,,@,,,@@   inside now. i forget the time easily.  ,,@,,,,@,,
,@,,,@,,@,  the bathroom door is open. i'm watching ,,,@,,,,@,
,,@,,,@,,,    the sky again, through the kitchen    ,,,,@,,,,@
@,,@,,,@,,   window. why am i looking at the sky?   @,,,,@,,,,
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,,@,,@,,,@ **************************************** ,@@,,,,@,,
,,,@,,@,,, *    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    * ,@@@,,,,@,
,,,,@,,@,, *     FLYING    EAST,    TOGETHER.     * ,@,@@,,,,@
@,,,,@,,@, **************************************** ,,,@@@,,,,
,@,,,,@,,@                                          ,,,@,@@,,,
,,@,,,,@,,      i can't remember why this was       ,,,,,@@@,,
,,,@,,,,@,  important. it's just another thing that ,,,,,@,@@,
,,,,@,,,,@  used to stress me. there were a lot of  @,,,,,,@@@
@,,,,@,,,,    those and i like not thinking about   ,@,,,,,@,@
@@,,,,@,,,               them as much.              ,,@,,,,,,@
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,@@@,,,,@, **************************************** ,@,,@,,,,,
,@,@@,,,,@ * THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, * ,,@,,@,,,,
,,,@@@,,,, *   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   * @,,@,,@,,,
,,,@,@@,,, **************************************** ,@,,@,,@,,
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,,,,,@,@@,     right. this was after the light,     ,,,@,,@,,@
@,,,,,,@@@                probably.                 ,,,,@,,@,,
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