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&...&.&&.. on the balcony. i'm watching myself. ...&&&....
.&....&&&. i'm watching the sky. the clouds are ...&.&&...
..&...&.&& rolling by. something is weird, but - .....&&&..
...&....&& the thought moves on. the clouds drift. .....&.&&.
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&....&.... †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† &......&.&
&&....&... † I INSTALLED AN UNSAFE † &&.......&
.&&....&.. † LIGHT IN THE BATHROOM. † &&&......&
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...&&&.... yes, this was earlier today. some ..&.&&....
...&.&&... circuits exposed, could get wet maybe. ....&&&...
.....&&&.. it doesn't worry me anymore though. &...&.&&..
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.......&&& inside now. i forget the time easily. &&&...&.&&
&......&.& the bathroom door is open. i'm watching &.&&....&&
&&.......& the sky again, through the kitchen ..&&&...&.
&&&......& window. why am i looking at the sky? ..&.&&....
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..&&&..... †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ....&.&&..
..&.&&.... † I SAW TWO HELICOPTERS † ......&&&.
....&&&... † FLYING EAST, TOGETHER. † ......&.&&
&...&.&&.. †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ........&&
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&&&...&.&& i can't remember why this was ..........
&.&&....&& important. it's just another thing that &.........
..&&&...&. used to stress me. there were a lot of .&........
..&.&&.... those and i like not thinking about ..&.......
....&&&... them as much. &..&......
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......&&&. †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ..&..&....
......&.&& † THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, † ...&..&...
........&& † PREVENTING ME FROM EATING. † ....&..&..
........&. †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† .....&..&.
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&......... right. this was after the light, .......&..
.&........ probably. ........&.
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