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.,~†$%#@@#   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   #@@#%$†~,.
..,~†$%#@@   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   @@#%$†~,..
...,~†$%#@   rolling by. something is weird, but -  @#%$†~,...
....,~†$%#  the thought moves on. the clouds drift. #%$†~,....
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......,~†$ $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ $†~,......
.......,~† $    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    $ †~,.......
........,~ $    LIGHT    IN   THE    BATHROOM.    $ ~,........
........., $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ,.........
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..........     yes, this was earlier today. some    ..........
..........  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  ..........
..........   it doesn't worry me anymore though.    ..........
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.........,  inside now. i forget the time easily.   ,.........
........,~  the bathroom door is open. i'm watching ~,........
.......,~†    the sky again, through the kitchen    †~,.......
......,~†$   window. why am i looking at the sky?   $†~,......
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....,~†$%# $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ #%$†~,....
...,~†$%#@ $    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    $ @#%$†~,...
..,~†$%#@@ $    FLYING     EAST,    TOGETHER.     $ @@#%$†~,..
.,~†$%#@@# $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ #@@#%$†~,.
..,~†$%#@@                                          @@#%$†~,..
...,~†$%#@       i can't remember why this was      @#%$†~,...
....,~†$%#  important. it's just another thing that #%$†~,....
.....,~†$%  used to stress me. there were a lot of  %$†~,.....
......,~†$   those and i like not thinking about    $†~,......
.......,~†              them as much.               †~,.......
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........., $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ,.........
.......... $ THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, $ ..........
.......... $   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   $ ..........
.......... $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ..........
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..........     right. this was after the light,     ..........
.........,                probably.                 ,.........
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