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^~~....... .......~~^
$^~~...... on the balcony. i'm watching myself. ......~~^$
&$^~~..... i'm watching the sky. the clouds are .....~~^$&
@&$^~~.... rolling by. something is weird, but - ....~~^$&@
#@&$^~~... the thought moves on. the clouds drift. ...~~^$&@#
##@&$^~~.. ..~~^$&@##
###@&$^~~. †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† .~~^$&@###
##@&$^~~.. † I INSTALLED AN UNSAFE † ..~~^$&@##
#@&$^~~... † LIGHT IN THE BATHROOM. † ...~~^$&@#
@&$^~~.... †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ....~~^$&@
&$^~~..... .....~~^$&
$^~~...... yes, this was earlier today. some ......~~^$
^~~....... circuits exposed, could get wet maybe. .......~~^
~~........ it doesn't worry me anymore though. ........~~
^~~....... .......~~^
$^~~...... inside now. i forget the time easily. ......~~^$
&$^~~..... the bathroom door is open. i'm watching .....~~^$&
@&$^~~.... the sky again, through the kitchen ....~~^$&@
#@&$^~~... window. why am i looking at the sky? ...~~^$&@#
##@&$^~~.. ..~~^$&@##
###@&$^~~. †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† .~~^$&@###
##@&$^~~.. † I SAW TWO HELICOPTERS † ..~~^$&@##
#@&$^~~... † FLYING EAST, TOGETHER. † ...~~^$&@#
@&$^~~.... †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ....~~^$&@
&$^~~..... .....~~^$&
$^~~...... i can't remember why this was ......~~^$
^~~....... important. it's just another thing that .......~~^
~~........ used to stress me. there were a lot of ........~~
^~~....... those and i like not thinking about .......~~^
$^~~...... them as much. ......~~^$
&$^~~..... .....~~^$&
@&$^~~.... †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ....~~^$&@
#@&$^~~... † THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, † ...~~^$&@#
##@&$^~~.. † PREVENTING ME FROM EATING. † ..~~^$&@##
###@&$^~~. †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† .~~^$&@###
##@&$^~~.. ..~~^$&@##
#@&$^~~... right. this was after the light, ...~~^$&@#
@&$^~~.... probably. ....~~^$&@
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