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...&.&&... on the balcony. i'm watching myself. &&...&....
.....&&&.. i'm watching the sky. the clouds are .&&...&...
.....&.&&. rolling by. something is weird, but - .&&&...&..
.......&&& the thought moves on. the clouds drift. .&.&&...&.
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.&.......& * I INSTALLED AN UNSAFE * .....&&&..
..&....... * LIGHT IN THE BATHROOM. * &....&.&&.
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&&...&.... yes, this was earlier today. some &.&&.....&
.&&...&... circuits exposed, could get wet maybe. ..&&&....&
.&&&...&.. it doesn't worry me anymore though. ..&.&&....
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...&&&...& inside now. i forget the time easily. .&..&.&&..
...&.&&... the bathroom door is open. i'm watching ..&...&&&.
.....&&&.. the sky again, through the kitchen ...&..&.&&
&....&.&&. window. why am i looking at the sky? ....&...&&
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&.&&.....& * I SAW TWO HELICOPTERS * .&&....&..
..&&&....& * FLYING EAST, TOGETHER. * .&&&....&.
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.&..&.&&.. i can't remember why this was ...&.&&...
..&...&&&. important. it's just another thing that &....&&&..
...&..&.&& used to stress me. there were a lot of &&...&.&&.
....&...&& those and i like not thinking about .&&....&&&
&....&..&. them as much. .&&&...&.&
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.&&&....&. * THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, * ...&.&&...
.&.&&....& * PREVENTING ME FROM EATING. * &....&&&..
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&....&&&.. right. this was after the light, ...&...&.&
&&...&.&&. probably. &...&....&
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