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,,&&&,&,,,   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   &&&,,,&&&,
,,&,,&&&,,   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   ,,,&,,&,,&
&,&&,&,,&,   rolling by. something is weird, but -  ,,,&&,&&,&
,&&,&&&,&&  the thought moves on. the clouds drift. ,,,&,&&,&&
&&,&&,,&&,                                          ,,,&&&,&&,
&,&&,&,&,& ======================================== ,,,&,,&&,&
,&&,&&&&&& =    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    = ,,,&&,&,&&
&&,&&,,,,, =   LIGHT    IN    THE    BATHROOM.    = &,,&,&&&&,
&,&&,&,,,, ======================================== ,&,&&&,,,&
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&&,&&,,&,,    yes, this was earlier today. some     ,,,,&,&&,&
,,&&,&,&&,  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  &,,,&&&,&&
&,&,&&&&,&   it doesn't worry me anymore though.    ,&,,&,,&&,
&&&&&,,,&&                                          &&&,&&,&,&
,,,,,&,,&,   inside now. i forget the time easily.  &,,&&,&&&&
&,,,,&&,&& the bathroom door is open. i'm watching  &&,&,&&,,,
&&,,,&,&&,    the sky again, through the kitchen    ,,&&&&,&,,
&,&,,&&&,&   window. why am i looking at the sky?   &,&,,,&&&,
&&&&,&,,&&                                          ,&&&,,&,,&
,,,,&&&,&, ======================================== &&,,&,&&,&
&,,,&,,&&& =    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    = ,,&,&&&,&&
,&,,&&,&,, =    FLYING    EAST,     TOGETHER.     = &,&&&,,&&,
,&&,&,&&&, ======================================== ,&&,,&,&,&
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,,&&,,,&,&      i can't remember why this was       &&&&&&,,,,
,,&,&,,&&& important. it's just another thing that  ,,,,,,&,,,
,,&&&&,&,,  used to stress me. there were a lot of  &,,,,,&&,,
,,&,,,&&&,    those and i like not thinking about   &&,,,,&,&,
,,&&,,&,,&               them as much.              ,,&,,,&&&&
&,&,&,&&,&                                          &,&&,,&,,,
&&&&&&&,&& ======================================== &&&,&,&&,,
&,,,,,,&&, = THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, = ,,,&&&&,&,
&&,,,,,&,& =   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   = ,,,&,,,&&&
,,&,,,,&&& ======================================== ,,,&&,,&,,
,,&&,,,&,,                                          &,,&,&,&&,
,,&,&,,&&,     right. this was after the light,     ,&,&&&&&,&
&,&&&&,&,&                probably.                 &&&&,,,,&&
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