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,,,,,,,@,,   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   @@@@@@@@,,
@@@@@@,,,@   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   ,@@@@@@,,@
@@@@@,,@,,  rolling by. something is weird, but -   ,,@@@@,,,,
,@@@,,,,,@  the thought moves on. the clouds drift. @,,@@,,@@,
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@,,,,,@,,, ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ,@@@@@@@@@
,,@@@,,,@@ ^    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    ^ ,,@@@@@@@@
,,,@,,@,,, ^   LIGHT    IN    THE    BATHROOM.    ^ ,,,@@@@@@,
@@,,,,,,@@ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ @@,,@@@@,,
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@@,,@@,,,,    yes, this was earlier today. some     ,,@@,,,,@@
@,,,,,,@@@  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  @,,,,@@,,@
,,@@@@,,@@    it doesn't worry me anymore though.   ,,@@,,,,,,
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,,,,,,@@@@   inside now. i forget the time easily.  ,,@@,,@@@@
,@@@@,,@@,  the bathroom door is open. i'm watching ,,,,,,,@@,
,,@@,,,,,,    the sky again, through the kitchen    @@@@@@,,,,
@,,,,@@@@@   window. why am i looking at the sky?   @@@@@,,@@@
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,,,,,,,@@, ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ,@@,,@@,,,
@@@@@@,,,, ^    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    ^ ,,,,,,,,@@
@@@@@,,@@, ^     FLYING     EAST,    TOGETHER.    ^ ,@@@@@@,,@
@@@@,,,,,, ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ,,@@@@,,,,
,@@,,@@@@@                                          ,,,@@,,@@,
,,,,,,@@@@      i can't remember why this was       @@,,,,,,,,
@@@@@,,@@,  important. it's just another thing that ,,,@@@@@@@
@@@@,,,,,,  used to stress me. there were a lot of  @@,,@@@@@@
@@@,,@@@@,   those and i like not thinking about    ,,,,,@@@@@
@@,,,,@@,,               them as much.              @@@@,,@@@@
@,,@@,,,,,                                          @@@,,,,@@@
,,,,,,@@@@ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ @@,,@@,,@@
,@@@@,,@@@ ^ THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, ^ @,,,,,,,,,
,,@@,,,,@@ ^   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   ^ ,,@@@@@@@@
,,,,,@@,,@ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ @,,@@@@@@,
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,@@,,@@@@,     right. this was after the light,     @@@,,@@,,,
,,,,,,@@,,                probably.                 @@,,,,,,@@
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