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#,,#,#,#,,   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   #,#,,,#,#,
#,######,#   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   ###,,#####
##,,,,,##,   rolling by. something is weird, but -  ,,#,#,,,,,
,#,,,,#,#, the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  ,####,,,,#
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##,##,,,,# †    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    † #,#,#,##,,
,##,#,,,#, †   LIGHT    IN    THE    BATHROOM.    † ######,#,#
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,#,####,#,    yes, this was earlier today. some     ,,,##,,,,#
###,,,####  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  ,,#,#,,,##
,,#,,#,,,#    it doesn't worry me anymore though.   ,####,,#,,
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#,##,#,##,   inside now. i forget the time easily.  #,,###,#,,
##,####,#, the bathroom door is open. i'm watching  #,#,,###,#
,##,,,###,    the sky again, through the kitchen    ###,#,,##,
#,#,,#,,#,   window. why am i looking at the sky?   ,,###,#,#,
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####,#,###       i can't remember why this was      ,###,,,#,#
,,,####,,# important. it's just another thing that  #,,#,,###,
,,#,,,#,#,  used to stress me. there were a lot of  #,##,#,,#,
,##,,#####    those and i like not thinking about   ##,###,##,
#,#,#,,,,#               them as much.              ,##,,##,#,
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,,,##,#,#, † THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, † ,,,,,#,,,,
,,#,###### †   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   † ,,,,##,,,,
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