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&&,&,&,&,,   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   &,&,&,&,&,
,&,&,&,&,&   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   &,&,&,&,&,
&&,&,&,&,&  rolling by. something is weird, but -   &,&,&,&,&,
,&,&,&,&,& the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  &,&,&,&,&,
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,&,&,&,&,& ======================================== &,&,&,&,&,
&&,&,&,&,& =    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    = &,&,&,&,&,
,&,&,&,&,& =    LIGHT    IN    THE    BATHROOM.   = &,&,&,&,&,
&&,&,&,&,& ======================================== &,&,&,&,&,
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&&,&,&,&,&    yes, this was earlier today. some     &,&,&,&,&,
,&,&,&,&,&  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  &,&,&,&,&,
&&,&,&,&,&    it doesn't worry me anymore though.   &,&,&,&,&,
,&,&,&,&,&                                          &,&,&,&,&,
&&,&,&,&,&   inside now. i forget the time easily.  &,&,&,&,&,
,&,&,&,&,&  the bathroom door is open. i'm watching &,&,&,&,&,
&&,&,&,&,&    the sky again, through the kitchen    &,&,&,&,&,
,&,&,&,&,&   window. why am i looking at the sky?   &,&,&,&,&,
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,&,&,&,&,& ======================================== &,&,&,&,&,
&&,&,&,&,& =    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    = &,&,&,&,&,
,&,&,&,&,& =     FLYING     EAST,    TOGETHER.    = &,&,&,&,&,
&&,&,&,&,& ======================================== &,&,&,&,&,
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&&,&,&,&,&      i can't remember why this was       &,&,&,&,&,
,&,&,&,&,&  important. it's just another thing that &,&,&,&,&,
&&,&,&,&,&  used to stress me. there were a lot of  &,&,&,&,&,
,&,&,&,&,&    those and i like not thinking about   &,&,&,&,&,
&&,&,&,&,&               them as much.              &,&,&,&,&,
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&&,&,&,&,& ======================================== &,&,&,&,&,
,&,&,&,&,& = THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, = &,&,&,&,&,
&&,&,&,&,& =   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   = &,&,&,&,&,
,&,&,&,&,& ======================================== &,&,&,&,&,
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,&,&,&,&,&     right. this was after the light,     &,&,&,&,&,
&&,&,&,&,&                probably.                 &,&,&,&,&,
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