stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow  for my taste? i 
 try to numb its  will but  it  only gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at this  point a  lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is    no   way    out