stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and  i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for my  taste? i 
 try  to numb  its will  but it only gets 
 more frightened  by  its  own existence. 
 at this point a  lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with  the though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no   way    out