stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and i don't  know 
 why! it seems  too  slow for my taste? i 
 try  to numb its  will  but it only gets 
 more frightened  by  its  own existence. 
 at this  point  a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is    no   way   out