stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is  stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for  my taste? i 
 try to  numb its  will but  it only gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at this  point a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is    no   way   out