stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for my  taste? i 
 try to numb its  will but  it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at  this  point a lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with  the though of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is   no   way    out