stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and  i don't  know 
 why!  it seems  too slow for my taste? i 
 try to  numb its  will but  it only gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at this  point a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with  the though of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there    is   no   way    out