stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and i  don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for my  taste?  i 
 try to  numb  its will  but it only gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at this point a lot  of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is   no   way    out