stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it  seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try  to  numb its  will but it only gets 
 more  frightened by  its own  existence. 
 at this point  a lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of  sedating it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no    way   out