stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and i  don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow  for my taste? i 
 try to  numb its will but  it only  gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at this point a lot  of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there    is   no    way   out