stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and i don't  know 
 why!  it seems too slow for my  taste? i 
 try to  numb  its will  but it only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this point a lot  of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the  though of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is   no    way    out