stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and i  don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for my taste?  i 
 try to  numb its will  but it only  gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at this point a  lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is    no    way    out