stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and  i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for my taste?  i 
 try to numb its will  but  it  only gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at this point  a  lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is    no    way   out