stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it  seems too slow  for my taste? i 
 try to  numb  its  will but it only gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at this  point  a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is    no   way    out