stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for  my taste?  i 
 try to numb its  will but  it only  gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at  this point a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of  sedating it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no    way    out