stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body  is stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for my  taste? i 
 try to  numb its will but  it only  gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at  this  point  a lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of  sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no    way    out