stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is  stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for  my  taste? i 
 try to  numb  its  will but it only gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at  this point a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is    no    way   out